Reality dream
It’s a maddening thing
Watch the gravity slink
As he’s passing the fling
Massive pill to sell
Oh well
So sell
Hotel
Post-jail
No bail
With a master to king
...Fasten the dream
With a cast to the peace
…Challenge to eek
…Fasting to feast
…After the praise
He passes away
Cast in the grave
Lashed and betrayed
A fag to the lay

Master will say
He’s glad to be paid
Callous with hate
Yeah, he challenges they
Salad and steak
With a palace to base
Malice dismay
Fashion Alice away
Massive deranged and a vaginal taste
But
Valid in make-up
They actually stay shut
Flag in his way
…Half of the day
…Castle will cave
Laughed in your face!
Actual slaves!

Reality falls
And it melts away
When I seek your face
And I'm captured in awe
I'm deceitfully pleased
Deceiving was the taste
And it factors us all
In its massive gnashing 
Seething teethful place
It surpasses all love
Deep down we know we allowed
This tortured fate

So I kick it into the sun
I'm vicious
I swam and won with the fishes
Cinderblock trophies
And fun with dishes
For the hopefuls
Inner chakras get dope filled and spun
Listen
I'm the chosen one
But sickened
I'm tempted
With an interest
To evict 
The simplest
Among us
Who'd miss 'em
The fungus???
Get dissed then...
I'm a fungi with a dumb eye from trippin'
Spores in the forest of doorways to trip in
I ripped in and a rift began
I slipped into the slipping sand
...Became porous and forcibly lifted in chorus
Immortally sifting 
Your horribly itching orifice
Eternally wishing 
On a distant land 
For omniscience
But got a mortal fisting

Grinching
While winning
Now see who's on top
Now it's your turn to flop
On your belly and know the pain
No novacaine
Or jelly
Just Hell beings
From snow to rain 
You will know the pain
That Hell brings
Demons spawned before you
See them crawling toward you?
You think I'm falling for you?
Know my pain
For I've fallen before you.
Understand?
It's not what you thought it was.
You were all bite
No bark or buzz
I bring light to dark.
I bring night a spark.
The type to war.
And go too far.
Ghost bars?
No sir.
I'm all barf,
No dirt.
A known jerk.
With gold heart.
Arose from the dark
So I'ma'
Go spark

Reality falls
And it melts away
When I seek your face
And I'm captured in awe
I'm deceitfully pleased
Deceiving was the taste
And it factors us all
In its massive gnashing 
Seething teethful place
It surpasses all love
Deep down we know we allowed
This tortured fate 

Chalice to Bring

Last Dance

Still Here

Atop ancient astral dawns awakened in awe
I rub my eyes awestruck like aw fuck
A real awakening of feelings evading villains
Chasing me with crazy glee impatiently 
...Another diety then fleeing me with DMT
I think I'm seeing things
I think I think
I dream I dreamed
All of this 
Once before
Or not at all
...Or once more
I may have dreamed this current reality perceiving this inadequately
How would I know
I'm just a ghost of a photo superfractally 
Posing for the promo of the pre-extinct bipedal homos... 
...screaming yolo

Ancient fractal castles basking actually elapsing
Fractional math beings for the tactfullest nap dreams
Pass the bowl
...it's past the green era, but gold as we breathe scalar...
Castles made of sand in the sky of my mind 
but with astral crystals and time fractals disguised 
That's where we'll all stand
In the exact mathematical bath 
fashionable minds carved into the plan for the primes
Exact
Implanted and disguised
Sandwiched in time
A damaging rhyme
Supplanted in minds
I ran with it
I planned this

The Plan

stuck in a daze
as we plunge to fate
something to say
yet we clung to a name
the cliche
slung to a cage
like a punch to the face
punishing maze
and we lunge in the fray
none escape

assumption to base:
some are flung from grace
i suffered those chains
’til the suffrage came
and something changed
shrunken waste:
assumption drunken haste
stuck in ways
to suffer ugly naked
the numb display

lucky break but no luck is sacred
nothing fake but a loving hatred
separation
roughing aimless the corrupting matrix
sloughing laymen to the shuffle daily
unforsaken

falling angels saw us all mislabeled
folly fatal: cross to crawling cradle
all entangled
robbing jail evolved to lopping chain hold
topple sail atop a lofty fable
softly stakehold

not the channel paused in sovereign’s annal,
the cause to amble for the often trampled
awe in sample
Slain and Abel with the ancient tale
braving naval with the vanquished whale
plain betrayal

never did i want it to be this way
seeding the hate
but the dream escaped
a scene displaced
gleaming gaze
through a greenish haze
a cheapened chase
to a sinking blaze
leaking strange

freakish frame
we’re the seeking same
skill with the blade
filled with a rage
and building change
kill the pain ’til the feeling came
ceiling raised to the still embrace
silly thing

time will tell a different story
full alarming
cool and charming
rule the army
groom the star seed 
to brew the barley
perusing hardly 
with the star scream
and view the starving

soul in forming in the cove of carving
Sewn of Arc 
a stolen chart
and potion harming
boldly showing now we’re growing lonely
knowing solely that we’re only stoking
broken heart

rose at start — the cold and frozen dark
focus far to roam the soldier’s parse
evoking art
roving horse upon the vocal chorus
no distortion
afforded eventful central orbits
simply warning the assembly hoarding
essentially scorning
interesting mourning
sympathy soaring
eventually forming in a symphony story
hint of a glory with a century tourist
ascension exploring

Voyage

...Lept into darkness
To escape thought
...Or to erase it all
But then awakened
Alarmingly naked
And Lost
Total Insaneness
I thought I had escaped this
...Place where I fought
And sloughed deeply anguished
This is not okay but how do I say this
I've got a lot
to appreciate
...that does not take away 
what I lost
And who I lost and what it cost
It was a lot
And I still see their faces
every day
It's a lot
In every way
And it fills me with pain 
That words don't explain
Since eulogy came
Though mine unattained
Still seeking the rain
Or tender embrace
...A canopy
Not Insanity
It's damaging
Examining
This famishing
Brandishing 
Of death
On a human being
I once knew them musically
...Lets call them Anna Jean
For sanity sake...
While my humanity breaks
But to be honest
I fake it to make it

...Smile placement

Grief (Anna Jean)

Dirty stuff 
Like dirty butt
And squirty nut
I'm flirty bucks
For 30 sucks
I'm hurting stuff
I'm turning up
And burning pups with
Furnace cuffs
For the worst reasons
I blurt demons
And curse heathens
And disperse semen
I'm the worst theist
I'm learnt degreeless
I earned a seething
Venomous hell hole
But her smell though
Reeked obscenely
So I said Hello!
I'm Jack Neely
The fellow
Come to greet you in the night
It's all right
But your smell though
Is it Jell-O
Or tailbone
Well oh well oh
She's freaking out
I'm reaching elbow
Deep inside her pillow
While she screeches out
And bellows 
Eek a mouse I think she yelled though...
Stinking hell hole 
I knew this night would lead to jail though
Maybe my cell mate will have some industry grade snail lobe to taste
Well oh well that would be great!

Dirty Stuff

Izzy's Song

Stay humble but chase the cheddar! enjoy this house banger sure to keep the party moving

GET MY MONEY - SRKT BRKR

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I like Music, I make it. Sometimes I like the way it sounds, and it ends up on here. every song posted to this profile is considered a work in progress. but in reality i will never be done.

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Z.Dila