I En Loop feat Clive G & LizzaH

It's mostly a lie, mostly......except for love, sometimes. 

Look…Drones!

Manic riff for 2 tenor saxes held together (some of the time) by sensible flutes, 'bass' alto saxes and trad. beat. 
Pic. by NM - from hot air balloon trip in 2007...the first (and last).

Crosstown Dash

keep the hope...

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街灯 / street light
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どうか
想い届けと　風をあつめて
祈る　ゆびさき

どこか
帰る場所など　有るが如くの
急ぐ　あしおと

命があるか　ないかの
二色で塗られた景色だけ
吹き荒れて　佇んで
暗闇ですら　ない

自分のような　何かが
自分の姿で演じてる　そして
泣きぬれて　狼狽えて
こっちを覗いてる

ひとり
灯る街灯に　寒くないかと
憂う　ゆうぐれ

いつか
閉じる扉など　有るが如くの
急ぐ　ひとなみ

命があるか　ないかの
二色で塗られた景色だけ
吹き荒れて　佇んで
暗闇ですら　ない

自分のような　愚かな
自分の姿を忘れてる者が
泣きぬれて　狼狽えて
こっちを覗いてる

AppleMusic

街灯 / street light

Heartache In My Levi's

L.I.T.O.D.S. - Living in their own delusional society!

Tight jeans up my crack sexy back Bomber Jack
Giving you the skunk face hiding beneath my cap 

It's insane, it's magical a spectacle so sensual you can't believe
Crash the plane ask Jefferson pulling white rabbits out of my sleeve

Class act, ballet corset like Fantasia all glimmer and gloom
Silly fact, smack your back, you're the pink elephant dancing in the room

I follow trends copy styles I'm basically a clone
I'm shallow and love to flirt swipe you under my phone

Like trash under the rug, you're a chad, don't think much more of it
Thriller pose, spitting bones, skulls falling out of my closet

Long ponytail, slim waist, clapping buns, neat and petite figure
No need to be a gold digger men shower me with big figures

I'm accessible, flexible, available and uncopiable virtually impossible
Make you stumble over vocabulary and syllables I'm formidably untouchable

Still though, I'm likeable but actually kind of a noob on Youtube

Casually I make make up tutorials I'm a serial killer Wikipedia
What casualties? Instead love to gossip about commodities and social media

No respect for the dead!

I'm like a bird on Tik Tok an influencer sick who caught the flu and flew
Past Cuckoo's nest invests and who spreads bad tricks and tips you have no clue

Socially awkward an independent woman with bad tendencies 
Blurred transparency corrupted by money and infidelity 

Achieving and stealing scamming and scheming misleading a population
Replacing believing with brainwash the younger generation for viewer sensation?

What an abomination talk about being hollow?
Yeah thumbs up I get a lot of followers

Yo this is wack as fuck! 
This is wack as fuck!
This is wack as fuck!

Living in their own delusional society 
Yeah no wonder no one wants to be with me!

All the single ladies Beyoncé say what? 

Yo this is wack as fuck!
This is wack as fuck!
This is wack as fuck!

Living in their own delusional society 
Yeah no wonder no one wants to be with me!

All the single ladies Beyoncé say what?

Lyrics by Amarya Illude.

L.I.T.O.D.S.

A summer sort of sounding track...

I've always found the transition between two worlds at sunset to be fascinating so this is my attempt to translate it into something vaguely musical :)

Sunset

story, lyrics written, narration provided by fictionalive /
music for the alternate take is written, arranged,
recorded, mixed and blended with the original
lyrics by FankyAMix /

original track
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/i-am-living-proof-universal-edition-air-boa-mix?si=e91b257f35044245a21e529fb9107e88&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

fictionalive
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing


Lyrics of the story told
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I AM LIVING PROOF

/ / A Universal Anthem

I’ve walked through shadows, I’ve danced in light
I’ve lost my way, I’ve found my sight
Every scar and every smile
Are chapters in my story’s mile

I AM LIVING PROOF — that hope survives the night
I AM LIVING PROOF — that dreams can take to flight
I AM LIVING PROOF — that every fall can teach
I AM LIVING PROOF — that nothing’s out of reach

I’ve heard the doubters, I’ve felt the strain
I’ve seen the sunshine through the rain
I’ve built my bridges, I’ve burned a few
But every ending led to something new

I AM LIVING PROOF — that hearts can heal and mend
I AM LIVING PROOF — that journeys never end
I AM LIVING PROOF — that courage starts inside
I AM LIVING PROOF — that love and truth abide

I’ve watched the world keep turning on
Through every dusk and every dawn
I’ve seen the magic in the small
The silent moments, the rise and fall

I AM LIVING PROOF — that kindness lights the way
I AM LIVING PROOF — that we can change today
I AM LIVING PROOF — that hope can be reborn
I AM LIVING PROOF — that we are never torn

So if you’re searching for a sign
Or waiting for your star to shine
Look inside, you’ll see it’s true
The living proof is there in you

I AM LIVING PROOF — that every soul can rise
I AM LIVING PROOF — that wonder never dies
I AM LIVING PROOF — that we are strong enough
I AM LIVING PROOF — that life itself is lover never dies
I AM LIVING PROOF — that we are strong enough
I AM LIVING PROOF — that life itself is love


I AM LIVING PROOF (universal edition) // FankyAMix's Rising Sun Alternate Take

jigs T is not responsible for any kind of brain damage , listen at your own risk 😂

stimulants

This song is a new one written this year and it's about how we've all become Broken Mirrors in some way. All of us, we were a loving people, not a cruel people, we were a caring people, not a hateful people, we were a hard working and strong people but also a very fragile people and I feel we've become a little bit more shattered in recent years. Our beliefs and hopes have diminished somewhat and this song reflects that broken mirror in us all. It's harder and harder to stay positive in this crazy hateful world today. I sang this one since Charlie was not available. I think the mix was too loud but I'm having problems with my computer and couldn't adjust the sound in my film editor like I usually do. 

VIDEO - https://youtu.be/CUpzZLL-xJc

I worked hard on the video and tried to follow the lyrics as close as possible. It will drop on August 1st on YouTube. It's about our lack of empathy as of late and this constant hatred for other people that I now sense in this great country of ours!.  So I asked myself, how did we get here? When a country starts depriving its citizens of basic needs like healthcare and not helping our senior citizens and ignoring the less fortunate among us and stop assistance for veterans (like me) that risked our lives for this country, then we're on a road to destruction and our government has failed us.  All I can do is write songs, so songs I shall write. I still believe in love, love is always the answer!  Take care & God bless!🙏😎✌🏼

“BROKEN MIRRORS"

WE LIVE INSIDE OUR CASTLES,
WE HIDE BEHIND OUR WALLS,
WARM AND SECURE, NEVER ENDURE,  
HARDSHIPS THAT BEFALL,             
THE CRESTFALLEN AMONG US,
THE ONES THAT WE IGNORE,      

PRETEND THEY DON’T EXIST,
PERHAPS THEY’LL MELT AWAY, 
THEY’LL DISAPPEAR, ALONG WITH FEARS, 
WE MAY BE THEM ONE DAY,
THEY REALLY NEVER MATTERED,
THE WRETCHED WE DEPLORE, 

BROKEN MIRRORS, BROKEN MINDS,
SOMETIMES WE CHOOSE TO BE BLIND,
CONVINCE OURSELVES, WE’RE MILES ABOVE,  
THOSE THAT BEG AND CRAWL,
 BROKEN MIRROR ALWAYS REFLECT, 
 WHAT’S BROKEN IN US ALL,

MAN IS A STRANGE CREATURE,
SO CRUEL BUT YET SO KIND, 
OUR TAPESTRY IS OUR ARTISTRY,
OUR HEART SOMETIMES SUBLIME,    
YET SOME HAVE A DARKER SIDE,
THEY LURK BEHIND SATAN'S DOOR,  

     BROKEN MIRRORS, BROKEN MINDS,
     SOMETIMES WE CHOOSE TO BE BLIND,
     CONVINCE OURSELVES, WE’RE MILES ABOVE,  
     THOSE THAT BEG AND CRAWL,
     BROKEN MIRROR ALWAYS REFLECT, 
     WHAT’S BROKEN IN US ALL.

 BY JIM VALDES © 2025

"BROKEN MIRRORS" (Video - https://youtu.be/CUpzZLL-xJc)

My Love

Berserker

Astrid once again delivers an otherworldly heartfelt vocal performance.

Music: ZEMANDAN
Vocals: Astrid Solvrid

Lyrics:

Once I was light, now I’m ash in the storm  
My heart was whole, now it’s tattered and worn  
Why do I linger on?  
Why do I linger on?

Wandered through dreams, now I’m caught in the frost  
Fell from the skies, every hope has been lost  
Just a whisper in the static  
Why do I linger on?

Fraying, fading, torn by the void  
Hunting for a spark that the dark has destroyed  

Cos I, I  
Can’t touch the warmth of dawn  
But I’ll claw through the dark  
Can’t touch the warmth of dawn  
But one day, I’ll spark  
One day, I’ll spark  

Mm, mm, ah
Mm, mm, mm  

When did it die? All the fire I owned  
Stranded in cold, with no path to be shown  
No soul to hear my calling  
Why do I linger on?

Sinking through time, with no echo to save  
I’m still here  

Cos I, I  
Can’t touch the warmth of dawn  
But I’ll claw through the dark  
Can’t touch the warmth of dawn  
But one day, I’ll spark  
One day, I’ll glow

Nameless I roam, through a world that’s gone gray  
Not what I’ve been, but what I’ll forge someday  
Something I’m strive for  
Something I’m forged for  
Something I’m forged for

Why Do I Linger On

🔥 F'd Like Taylor Rain — the sexy raw, unfiltered new release from ZEMANDAN.
Dive into a dark, pulsating fusion of tech house and psytrance, packed with heavy bass, sharp beats, and hypnotic synths. This track is designed to cut through the noise and hit you where it counts.

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📅 Released 2025 | Label: Zemandan Records

Music: ZEMANDAN
Vocals: Astrid Solvrid

Lyrics:

Velvet night, I disappear  
Skin still hum, though soul unclear  

Cut through noise, I slip between  
Nothing’s pure and nothing’s clean  
Touched and held, i can't complain 
Quite alright but not the same
 
Mirror eyes, reflect the ache  
Dreams on loop I can't unmake  
Pulled by rhythm, caught in sound  
Fall so deep I can’t be found  

Tell me lies with grace and bite 
Dance me closer to the night  

Cut through noise, I drift unseen
Nothing’s pure and nothing’s clean
Wired tight with phantom pain
It’s all fucked, like Taylor Rain

Whispers crawl beneath my skin  
Soft as silk, sharp as sin  
Not my choice  to be reborn  
Halfway bent but not yet torn

Silhouettes in fever blur  
I forget who we once were  

Cut through noise, I drift unseen
Nothing’s pure and nothing’s clean
Wired tight with phantom pain
It’s all fucked, like Taylor Rain

F'd Like Taylor Rain

Swedish hip-hop, svensk hip-hop, rap,

Lyrics n Vocals: Clive G & LizzaH

Emerging from the shadows of The Chapel of Shadows, The Black Cross return with a second full-length album that raises the stakes — and buries the light.

Cathedral of the Fallen is a thirteen-song descent into sacred ruin, where broken faith, corrupted power, and unrepentant darkness form the foundation of a new empire. With thunderous riffs, Latin rites, demonic chants, and haunting melodies, The Black Cross build a gothic monument from ash, bone, and silence.

From the blasphemous ceremony of Sermon of Flies, to the violent rebellion of Angelbreaker, to the poisoned beauty of Queen of the Night — sung by Lilith in her sole, spellbinding appearance — this is not merely an album. It is scripture rewritten, psalms reversed, a liturgy for the lost.

Recorded like a ritual, performed like a curse, Cathedral of the Fallen stands as both sequel and reckoning. Where once there was mourning, now there is defiance. Where once there was light, now there is only the throne — hollow, ashen, and crowned by the damned.

All hail the fallen.
The Black Cross rises again.

Queen Of The Night

Buzz

Today I celebrate 1000 followers. Thank you all♥️🙏Follow for cake! And please, give me your VOTE on https://distrokid.com/spotlight/zemandan/vote/
Blending progressive house, cinematic EDM anthems, techno, dubstep & hypnotism into glitchy grooves, distorted fat bass and euphoric darkness🔥

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Why Do I Linger On

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