i was a kid so i didn't know any better
i was so young, so it's hard for me to remember
all i remember is i was having a blast with them
growing up with my friends i was getting close to them
i thought they will always be there for me
i never thought i would see them leave before me
they left and went on the other side of the planet
i wasn't ready to say goodbye yet
so i started to turn into a savage
or a monster, whatever i was at a young age
i became a bad kid, my dad would beat me
my mom would ignore me, no one really consoled me
i must've been a pain for my family
so i figured i don't deserve to have a family
and from the way they've been treating me
i just wanted to leave and be by my lonely

i was too young to voice out my misery
i didn't know how to express my feelings
to me life didn't have any meaning
it came to the point where it's just about surviving
knowing that anyone can disappoint you at some point
i would have friends yeah but to a certain level
it was hard for me to be close to anyone at all
i made sure that if they leave, it wont take a toll on me
it's true that i became cold througout my life
but that was my way to not get hurt again
even then i would still feel pain
so anyone who wants to get close to me
beware coz you might get hurt
i might treat you like dirt
i might leave you just so that i don't get hurt
even when i actually want you part of my life

it's not that hard to understand right?
it's ok if you don't understand you ain't gotta lie
i just told you a part of my life
i don't expect you to relate but if you do relate
im sorry you went through that mate
there's always light after a dark night
it's gonna be ok because God is here on my side
i can only say that now because all of my life
i've been ignoring and running away from God
there's no one who really understand me except from God
people forget, people lie, people always disappoint you
people will let you down even if they don't want to
that's what makes us human but God never disappoint man
you can trust God to be there when you have no one
you can be sure that he loves you more than anyone
God thank you for loving me even in my worst
thank you for listening to me even when i curse
thank you for being with me even when im a mess
thank you for caring for me even when i couldn't care less

Storyline

Quarantine (prod. By Jammy Beatz)

Stay With Me (prod. By malloy + gavin hadley)

Medicine (prod. By malloy + dxnny fxntom)

Alive (prod. By Noria)

Flush (prod. By malloy X JKei)

i know times get rough
and you don't know what to do
but you gotta stay true
and keep doing what you do
don't give up yet, the world needs you
go and get some rest, if you need to
then you get back into it
i know sometimes you wanna quit
but you can't quit and tell me that's it
i know you got more inside of you coz you legit

i feel like giving up
all these demons around me telling me i should give up
im not gonna lie, it can get really dark sometimes, straight up
but imma keep going, don't look down, look up
now listen, go work hard and make your dream come true
there's no one stopping you but you
the result that you're seeing is the work that you're putting into
don't stop working until you achieve the goals you look forward to
follow the people that you look up to
remind yourself of those dreams that you hold onto
discipline yourself and have a routine that you stick to
have some rest along the way but not too much, you got some work to get back into
remember to pray too

i know times get rough
and you don't know what to do
but you gotta stay true
and keep doing what you do
don't give up yet, the world needs you
go and get some rest, if you need to
then you get back into it
i know sometimes you wanna quit
but you can't quit and tell me that's it
i know you got more inside of you coz you legit

give it your all, give it 100%
just don't give it up yet
im not giving up yet, no way
i used to chill and eat some lays
but that was in my past days
i got tired of it anyways
i see you judging with your gaze
but i don't care im living my life like these are my last days
this strategy can give you a couple of plays
this song gonna get a couple of plays
it'll leave a couple of you amazed
because i stay true always
im just one of the kids God raised
keep giving God your praise
keep your eyes on God always
and you'll be left amazed

i know times get rough
and you don't know what to do
but you gotta stay true
and keep doing what you do
don't give up yet, the world needs you
go and get some rest, if you need to
then you get back into it
i know sometimes you wanna quit
but you can't quit and tell me that's it
i know you got more inside of you coz you legit

Strategy (prod. By malloy)

words come to mind but i don't even write them down
that's a mistake i just made now

yeah i just messed up i know
but that's how you learn you know
learn from your mistakes so that you can grow
and keep going with the flow
coz life goes on you know
no one is gonna stop and wait for you
everyone is figuring out life too
you're not the only one who got problems boo
the demons they be lurking out too
take your soul that's what they wanna do
but you gotta stay strong and fight
you're not alone, don't be scared to take flight
i'll be your guide i'll be your light
in the darkness that you reside
im tryna be your shining armor knight
but no im just a dark knight
lurking in the darkness and spreading light
wherever i can i try to get it right
how you feeling? go ahead, write
God sees you, he got that 20/20 eyesight
during the day and during the night
he will come one day, not just might
yeah ok, alright
yeah ok, alright

we all have a purpose, we're all on a mission
i know sometimes you don't have any comprehension
maybe that's because you just need some correction
trust me, confess your sins, go to confession
then you can receive the holy communion
that's God's body think about that, reflection
a lot of people don't want it, that's rejection
all they wanna do is get an erection
but all they really need is some affection
when they can't get it, they get that injection
now they can't see what's real, it's fiction
what they really need is some protection
and some direction
me and Jesus we got that connection
im still working on it though because there's not just one intersection
making mistakes along the way, learn a lesson
i always mess up somehow, there's no perfection
but i believe in him i believe in his resurrection
please dont let there be anymore disconnection
i need his protection, his direction, his affection
and in addition i need you in position
to follow his mission, that's ambition
im praying for you all, im not a prophet, im a musician
im from mauritius, that makes me a mauritian
but keep it short and sweet and just call me a martian

Mission (prod. By malloy)

why do you have to go
why do people always come and go
baby please don't go
why do you have to go
baby please dont go

from the beginning, we kept it on the low
it's just us, no one has to know
you always look amazing from head to toe
most of your clothes are from Uniqlo
i know that for a fact, you told me so
when i look at you, i feel that afterglow
when im with you, i feel that slowmo
when im not with you, i feel that fomo
with you, i didn't have to pretend no more
just comfortable and just myself you know
i thought i was going slow
but i just went with the flow
i can't believe it, no
you saved me from below
being with you feels like winning the lotto
but no amount of money can equal to you tho
wait, is that your song playing on the radio
everywhere i go, there's something to remind me of you
you're now my favorite tv show
you make me blush and turn red like a tomato
and don't call yourself a lil potato
if anything, you're a hot potato
i guess you just had me at hello
i wish i could stay with you like there's no tomorrow
then you can ride with me like a rodeo
i feel like i know you from a long time ago
why, i dont know
but one thing i know
is that i definitely don't wanna leave you a widow
i don't wanna leave you alone
coz i know how it feels to be solo
that's why i don't want you to go
baby please don't go

why do you have to go
why do people always come and go
baby please don't go
why do you have to go
baby please dont go

why you gotta lie like Pinocchio
in the end everyone got to know
and now it's me who's feeling low
sometimes my emotions they overflow
i can't keep it inside, i have to let it go
undergo a volcano and a tornado
that's how i'm feeling right now tho
it's almost Christmas but there's no mistletoe
to kiss you below and hold you and never let you go
i wish i knew it was gonna end but how was i supposed to know
that you had to go
you left faster than the flash for a photo
now all is playing in my mind is a slideshow
of you, all i see in my room is your shadow
running from you like the popo
seems like everyday it's just gonna snow
my heart freezing cold like an Eskimo
but i don't wanna get stuck, i do wanna grow
it feels impossible to do it solo
i didn't have a choice to let you go
but i did have to let you go
i just want you to know
that i still love you tho
and i know God is with you
and taking care of you
even when i'm not with you
i'm praying for you
baby please dont go

why do you have to go
why do people always come and go
baby please don't go
why do you have to go
baby please dont go

Please Don't Go (prod. By malloy x yeezo)

prayer time prayer time
god calling on my line
telling me it's prayer time
just pray and you'll be fine
killing time wasting time
what you doing wasting time
don't you know it's prayer time
just pray and you'll be fine

no one to call tonight
no one to call mine
no one to call fine
no need of a valentine
yeah it's ok it's alright
coz god is on my side
i don't need no one
even if i want someone
imma wait for the right one
imma wait for the right time
that means in god's time
and in the meanwhile
im just living my life
im just enjoying life
yeah that must be nice
how about you how's your life
oh you got someone beside you
oh taking care of you
oh that's good for you
i wish i had someone too
but don't worry about me
imma take my time you'll see
im fine being lonely
but demons annoying me
leave me alone please
getting tired of these
i don't feel at ease
i need some peace
you know what time it is

prayer time prayer time
god calling on my line
telling me it's prayer time
just pray and you'll be fine
killing time wasting time
what you doing wasting time
don't you know it's prayer time
just pray and you'll be fine

here's a clock for you
coz i ain't got much time
here's a glock pointing at you
don't make me chalk the line
you know im joking right
you know that's not my type
im stirring you up
like a stir fry
yeah i came up
with these in no time
yeah im talking about
these punchlines
saying what's on my mind
i lose track of time
i get lost in my mind
when i write these lines
i mean it everytime
i kill it everytime
is it my prime
is it my time to shine
who knows maybe that's a lie
satan trying be bring me down
he be controlling me how
i should really go pray now
playstation ps i don't have time to play
consolation i don't get any console to play
repetiton i think im obssessed with the wordplay
yeah i think it's time to pray

prayer time prayer time
god calling on my line
telling me it's prayer time
just pray and you'll be fine
killing time wasting time
what you doing wasting time
don't you know it's prayer time
just pray and you'll be fine
prayer time prayer time
god calling on my line
telling me it's prayer time
just pray and you'll be fine
killing time wasting time
what you doing wasting time
don't you know it's prayer time
just pray and you'll be fine

Valentine

I'm from Mauritius (google it if you don't know where it is lol), it's a beautiful island with great beaches and a mixture of people and cultures. Now I'm in Vancouver, Canada, I came here to study computer science at SFU. I graduated last year and I'm looking for a job right now. Music has always been part of my life, it helped me through studying, through relationships, through life! I would always look up lyrics and sing along just to express my feelings when I couldn't talk it out. So recently, I went through a break-up and it was a really hard time for me. I couldn't talk it out with my friends and even if I did, I didn't feel better, the pain was still there. So I started to write songs, wrote my feelings down in my songs. One of them is called "Please Don't Go", check it out. I hope you enjoy listening to my songs. Let me know what you think of them!

I'm from Mauritius, which makes me a Mauritian
But keep it short and sweet and just call me a martian :D

Follow me on IG: @zemartian1
Feel free to message me :)
Stay positive and be blessed! :)

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