The things that haunt you. The never ending cycle. The life wish you had as it teases you and mocks you. All you want is happiness, but in return get hurt, mocked, betrayed. Your self worth means nothing when you can't even win. So determined, yet driven insane from trying. What worth is there? Your life will just flash before your eye's anyways. The laughing and crying of suffering, the fake smiling, the cutting, the attempts at your life... But your still alive... Just a coward and a failure to the freedom you wanna run off to.... Can you really call it living when your better off just dead.
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Based on a sensitive topic, but since I suffer from manic and depressive episodes and psychosis, I wanted to express it and make parts of it into songs.
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Hidden Motifs represent episodes.
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Original Pic: OMORI Wiki
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Please don't re-upload my songs, thank you

Determined Insanity (Original)

◦ Reece/Chara | 19yo | Trans (MtF)
◦ SFM/Blender Artist | FNF Modder
◦ She/Her

i'm tophat404 but with other name.
i make this change, to be more organized bcz bruh i have the same account name in other 6 platforms .
Music enjoyer All kind of Music.

-and I don't know so much how to make music yet.
my profile I draw myself
occupation draw "everyday".

don't be rude.

and I'm training everyday, making music, drawing etc.......

https://www.deviantart.com/tophat404arts

she/her
this is not my main account.
planning to hopefully use this account to comment on a bit of stuff without people ever being able to recognize me in the future. seeing as i dont have any friends i do like to vent to myself

Age: 22
DO NOT RE-UPLOAD MY STUFF/I DO NOT GIVE PERMISSION.
Support Me: buymeacoffee.com/amrazkero
Profile Art By: https://soundcloud.com/killiankyne
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Please support my originals on: 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5MPWtgueukI2Bf9VBk7lJN
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/amrazkero/1724498486
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Howdy! If your seeing this, hello. My music has no exact "perfectionism" nor intent. I make music out of pure joy while working for a living. I do my best to keep a schedule but i cant promise that. I don't take request since i'd rather not end up not doing it at the end. I make covers, originals, and non-utsc music. I did have old accounts and non-related utsc account out there. But pls enjoy the stay. <3

Determined Insanity (Original)

Amrazkero