eternalsunshine +@prodseppuku

https://payhip.com/b/IRSNp

artists in order
me
@enuar
@fraysermem
@sageeeee
@obsolidity https://soundcloud.com/obsolidity/asfarasitgoes
@kidphlame 
@accuranet
@prodelxnce
@kutliss 
@searingthrume https://soundcloud.com/997s/stonermuzik-kit-demo
@vrcfortune https://soundcloud.com/failedasperations/siphon-ceros-stonermuzik3
@46b 
@deskrat https://soundcloud.com/deskrat/fried
@muraminotaur
@obumo https://soundcloud.com/obumo/imnotnicci-antkitdemo-3-12-20

vocal guests in order
@deml8
@muraminotaur
@hasan1111
@coldluma
@wwnoah
@prodeliii
@six28music
@fibrr
@nvcnee
@middleclassed
@fushimion

#HOW2GETSTONED [+Friends]

People with a disorganized attachment style desire to have relationships with other people but are intensely afraid of being rejected or abandoned. This can lead to inconsistent behavior and cycling between wanting to be close and wanting to be distant.

Do not disturb

@fleshsmoking @46b @dreamfigures
holy edyn carry

lyrics:
@fleshsmoking
i've learned how to hate everyone and everything 
im too used to saying shit that i don't really mean 
i'll never be fixed 
but at least i can fall back on buying shitty weed 
to cope
i overanalyze and wonder why i'm so alone
there's not too much that makes this rotting flesh worth skin and bone 
i hate this place i'll never call this house a fucking home
i don't have to ruin shit my hate will do it on its own

this shit happens too often i think that i lost myself (x8)

@46b
blood all on the knife
unsatisfied
i feel unworthy of your soul
covering my eyes
Im terrified
see all and yet i forget most

i feel lost in lust
fall in love, do i know
who i am i think
i lost my flow, where do i go
all my fears encased
i need to learn, how i should grow
i wanna run away
my feet get slow, drag thru the snow

i think i deserve to be alone [me&eleventh]

song about body and mind that only makes sense to me
art - https://www.tumblr.com/momoitou/766189287804993536/after-the-secret-weed-stash-had-run-out-ichimatsu?source=share

but i know 
we'll be fine
but i know 
we'll be fine
but i know 
we'll be fine
unalign
move away (x2)

but i know that we'll be fine
take my hand to see the light 
if i rest i pray i die
in those hands and tender eyes
switch off glands i [lol] i cry
using hands
can't say they're mine
wake up mad then waste my time
it's like i'm watching in on life

but i know 
we'll be fine
but i know 
think im lying 
ion know 
but i'm tryin
ion know

ion know ...

i havent been myself for weeks so im punching in to cope

HOT NEW CHALLENGE: HOW MANY TIMES CAN I "GIVE UP" AND BE "AT MY WORST" IN ONE YEAR

i ain't enjoy a january since like 13
everywhere i run to cope just tends to hurt
think i'll never really be what momma wanted
i just wish the thought didn't fuck with my self worth 
i can never be right 
i can never be wrong 
it's best you take advantage now cause i probably won't be long 
only so much music so much weed til i can't run
end it all w a-
end it all w a flash like a-

my teenage years suck and so does this song

@snowballet @grimorii <- mainVocalists 
@greenbuckz <- coProd
https://www.tumblr.com/ichimatsufreak/783031101179527168/doodles <- coverArt

everything:
https://linktr.ee/netparasite

egobreak - u got problems +grimori [zerofault greenbuck]

HOW I KEEP RENT LOW IN MY FUCKIN NEIGHBORHOOD
https://soundcloud.com/pent-up-pup/ropepuppy-1 og song
everything else by me

everything:
https://linktr.ee/netparasite

ropepuppy [pent up pup rmx]

YOU'REMYLIGHT_FABLES #clothes

charlie sheen

Letter 2 My Opps

ive spent my whole career getting better at being me, you should try it too

@luminabloodshed @paranormalparty @aurora-sept