merry christmas, still cursed (and omg it just got worse)

lil btch back up 🤭
u dnt even know us!! 🧡
i woke up f*kd up i cant evn
focus🎇🎇🎇🌟✨ ❇❇❇❇❇🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🎇🎇🎇

Im rly tryna keep up
in bed and i cant get up
I go to the bathroom and I make myself vomit.
I'm such a dumb slut, I cant hit my gag reflex.

ytf ru jdngg when u dont even know us :D\\\\\thats sssme shit we dont stress X-x

Wanna fucking throw up and make myself vomit
run back to the bedroom,
thats when you fucking pulled up
slugs in the shotgun\\imma put it in my mouth
i wanna blow my brains now\ slugs in the shotgun
im glad ur waiting for us \\\

i gotta stick it in my mouth and make myself vomit
Im gonna stick it in my mouth and put it on the ceiling
i dont like this feeling

putting blood on the ceiling

BL00D ON THE CEILING x_X

I'm genuinely so sick of myself whoever the fuck that is 

lyrics.
LET ME IN YOUR HEAD

YOUR NOT ME THERES JUST NO WAY
ID NEVER DO THE KINDA THINGS THAT YOUVE BEEN DOING
OH SPARE ME
JUST STOP IT WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THE PART OF ME THAT I HATE
I WISH YOU WOULD JUST GO AWAY

I I DONT EVEN WANNA GO OUTSIDE TODAY 
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO GET IN MY WAY
SHUT THE FUCK UP BEFORE I PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE
TIMES RUNNING OUT YOU CAN SEE IT ON MY FACE
TIMES UP GOING CRAZY
EVERYBODY HATE ON ME HATE ON ME
BUT I LOST EVERYTHING
SO SHUT THE FUCK UP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW ME
6G TCM THATS THE HOMIES

WHO ARE YOU

I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHO I AM
NEVER HAVE I ANSWERED A QUESTION SO HARD
ITS TEARING ME APART
I SHOULD HAVE SAID FROM THE VERY START
I LOSE EVERYTHING AND THEN I RESTART
BUT IT TEARS ME APART IT TEARS ME APART BUT IT TEARS ME APART
APART APART

Tear Me Apart (prod. akkiru1)

*moans*
So in this idea that everybody is fundamentally, the, ultimate reality. Not God in a politically-kingly sense. But God in the sense of being the self. That deep-down, basic, whatever-there-is, and you're all that. Only you're pretending you're not
*moans*
loging on typing k y s
they gone hate on me because they know im the best
this is serial experiments not no johnny test
talking down to me are you off your fucking meds
i could show you how to go
but they dont give me cred
three things i love
money music and bread
and ill still be hearing voices after im already dead
fuck it ima turn the whole world red
*moans*
how many times they told me that im better off dead
how many times had the wire round my neck
and i honestly find it so hard to connect 
upload myself to the fucking deep web
i wont sit and pretend like my actions arent a means to an end
swallow some bullets put some holes in my head
i was never alive could you even say im dead

Become God (prod. akkiru1)

ANYTHING YOU SAY TO ME COULD PUT ME IN ECSTASY 0.o 
IN MY BED DREAMING BOUT WHEN YOU ARE NEXT TO ME 
IN MY BED DREAMING BOUT WHAT YOU LAST TEXTED ME 
IN MY BED ASLEEP WISHING YOU WERE NEXT TO ME:3 
OVER AND OVER AGAIN 
THOUGHTS OF YOU IN MY HEAD PLEASE DONT LIE OR PRETEND 
WOULD YOU SEE IT THROUGH TO THE END 
CAUSE ID DO IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN :3 
CAUSE YOU OPENED MY EYES TO A LIFE WERE I DONT WANT TO BE DEAD 0_0 
ANYTHING YOU SAY TO ME COULD PUT ME IN ECSTASY
IN MY BED DREAMING BOUT WHEN YOU ARE NEXT TO ME 
IN MY BED DREAMING BOUT WHAT YOU LAST TEXTED ME 
IN MY BED ASLEEP WISHING YOU WERE NEXT TO ME 
TALKING TO THE SKY ABOUT YOU 
IM TELLING THE MOON ABOUT HOW CUTE YOU ARE :3 
YOUR A STAR
IN MY MIND 
IN MY HEART <3 
ANYTHING YOU SAY TO ME COULD PUT ME IN ECSTASY 
IN MY BED DREAMING BOUT WHEN YOU ARE NEXT TO ME 
IN MY BED DREAMING BOUT WHAT YOU LAST TEXTED ME :3 
IN MY BED ASLEEP WISHING YOU WERE NEXT TO ME

NEXT2ME (stopcrying)

BITCH I FUCKIN LUV U BUT U MAKE IT HARD :((
ION WANNA LEAVE YOU PLEASE LETS JUST RESTART
BITCH ILL FUCKIN BLEED FOR YOU OPEN UP MY HEART :c
HOW ARE WE SO CLOSE BUT SO FAR APART
EVERY TIME IM ROUND IM BLEEDING THROUGH MY EYES 0.o
BUT ILL STICK WITH U THROUGHT THE LOWS AND HIGHS
YOU KNO ID DO THIS A THOUSAND TIMES
WOULD YOU DO THE SAME AND PLEASE DONT TELL ME LIES :(((
1000 CRIMES COMMITED
JUST TO SHOW YOU IM COMMITED 
EVERYTHING U ASKED ME TO DO YEAH I DID IT
ID CUT MY ARMS FOR U YEAH JUST FOR YOUR KISSES </3
"MOANS IN EMO"
IM SEROIUSLY IN LOVE X's ON MY ARMS X4

X'S ON MY ARMS/SERIOUSLY IN LOVE (kishi6e trdby 13less)

you cry like an angel your tears make me cold
i can scream like im satan my wings grow old
frozen when im alone when your round unfold 
so many stories but how many left untold 
so tell me a sad one
nothing from you could be a bad one
say what i have done and let me explain
your the perfect pleasure to my life of pain
you cry and i flood the room
i dont wanna do this to you
i dont know what to do
but to cry cry cry you cry like an angel angel 
cry cry cry cry like an angel
you cry like an angel your tears make me cold
i can scream like im satan my wings grow old
frozen when im alone when your round unfold 
so many stories but how many left untold 
fell hard in november nothing hit like that
cancerous eyes sore dont dont do me like that
send me back back back couldnt stay like this forever 
come back with me birds of a feather stick together 

BL00D ON THE CEILING x_X

ZEWDID