ambivalence

nothing else

painfully

trying

out of line

live for you

prod me
s/o @1gutter

lyrics:
@starrynn
and ive been looking for myself
cause i dont know who i am
ive been staring at the mirror tryna find out where im at
do you know me 
can you tell me my name
and please dont leave me
i keep on just lying to myself 
and im crying out for help
and i keep running in circles and its not good for my health
do you know me 
can you remember my face
just dont forget me

yea and i keep on looking for you 
keep on searching everywhere 
so i can find out the truth
do you even know 
i dont even know my name
can you help me get it back 
can you help me remember that
lately ive just been a wreck
and i dont know how to fix myself
so please just stay with me and help

@percluu
and i been looking for myself
i been crying hella
and i dont know where the help at
i been sitting here smoke my days away
cant fold dat
i - i got weak mind yeah idk where my head at

head out
i just wanna fucking go
hunnid thousand problems
every one bout u girl
i just want you to know 
dat im never gonna let go

forget me ft cluu

prod me gangsters

lyrics:
yea youre tearing me apart
and i cant defend myself
feel like im a victim 
and no ones gonna help 
youre lying i can tell
and i think im gonna fail
dont ask if im okay
im lying cant you tell

she told me give it up
i told her that id pick it up
and i be feeling different now
(yeah uh)
and im gon fuck it up
you told me you dont give a fuck
i slowly feel me tearing up 
(i give it up)

dont know how to focus now
i cast them to the side
i dont know how im going down
and all i do is cry 
dont know how to focus now
i cast them to the side
i dont know how im going down
and all i do is cry 

all i do is cry
dont wanna feel this way
i cant even try
(i give it up)
i got this stupid face
i cant live up to my name
dont wanna cry again 
youll leave me to die again

#giveitup

prod @yononaki

lyrics:
hold on and slow down
over, its over 
go now, dont go now
fall down, i fall down 

go, hold on, dont go now
im feeling horrible 
that shits intolerable
i feel addictions runnin up 
feelin awful now
idk where to go 
dont know if i got a home

i feel excluded now
everyone i love keeps leaving im secluded now
and now im feeling down
wish ud come around
dont wanna miss u now

do u miss me now 
cs i miss u now
i cnt be going out
cs im scared of the crowd (without you)

do u miss me too
cnt go outside no more and only cs im missing u
cnt look at no one else cs i just wanna look at u 
im js missing u 
late at night i think of u

do u miss me too?

prod me 

this was supposed to drop earlier, s/o to everyone other than @1negev for being on time 

lyrics:
@me
yea cause you were lying to me
fucked it up and now youre crying to me
and you be telling me you want the old me 
you fuck it up and then you blame it on me
i dont care tho
listening to you cry aint made me care more
i got so many problems and i dont need more
you dont even have to give one single fuck about me 
id be fine if you just left and then forgot about me

yea and you keep lying to me
and i dont know what to do
and i dont know what to choose
cause i know that youll forget me 
ive been trying so dont leave me 
been falling out of love
ever since you broke my trust
think ill be fine if you leave me 
i wont be there if you need me 
yea im just gonna break up and forget you 
and you can forget me too

@lynyou
give me space when i need it
show me signs i dont see it
i dont wanna fall in love but i feed in
u say u like me i dont believe it
u let me bleed out
things change, i cant tell what it means now
u let me bleed out
i need space, dont talk to me now

im pointing out to the crowd its so loud
u aint talking bout bread what u talking about
u wont see me around
i dont care abt nobody let him bleed on the ground
its so loud
u aint talking bout bread what u talking about
u wont see me around
one shot now he dead / one shot then im out

@percluu
(tabi)
one more, one more time i might lose it
how can i be so stupid?
break my heart
knife up in my chest
those voices in my head
she tell me im the best

i been searching, yeah its been hurting
am i even worthy?
i been sat here
crying in my curtain
yeah my mind spins,
is it even worth it?

@ih8sev
(7)
o-oh my god
i cant stand it no mo/o/re
im never sober
i h8 thats its over (e-r)
the way u slammed the door
c-c-crushed me like a boulder
ive never felt colder (c- ol- der)
n-n-now im feeling broken n damaged
damn it all, i need alchohol & perscriptions 
even tho ik ur not good 4 me 
i cant help but feeling like its u that im missin

@dotgavin
baby i've been fighting for you, and i still need you right now

cause babe i think we might drown because the way we

fell through, made it easy to forget about you

@kurominmp3
fuck up all the time
all i do is take pills
said that i love you 
guess that its not a big deal
all i really wanted was this shit to feel real
guess its not a big deal
bi-bi-bi-bi-big deal
im like baby show me love
way that you would talk to me i never felt the trust
had me feeling like i was never just enough
one more night let me face this fucking blunt

@1negev
yeah, and i know ur not the one for me 
but u know that im no good at letting go
i cant do it
its not a farewell its a last hello
theres no denying what our past shows
u made me feel stupid
back and forth we only loosen
you said im the problem feeding me delusion
no more talk its fucking useless
you kissed my scars but u left me full of bruises

forget me 2 ft lyn + gutter group

prod me 

beat flp: https://payhip.com/b/2fDxZ

heavy inspiration from @lynyou and @1crusafix

lyrics:
@me
gonna tear it open 
feel like i was chosen 
i aint never folding 
i aint never give in 
yea i dont fw u now
yea im w my group now (s/o @1gutter)
hit u w no cooldown

yea yea n we dont fw u 
u aint never js listen 
u always act different 
yea u know we staying consistent
well god damn u know i aint never missing 

@saokevvo
i dont get no love from crying cant u tell
posted wit @st4rrymsc we like lava we don melt
we on line bitch
she all mine bitch
we on my place u dont hide it

me and ryn we dont fckn like it
catch u cc like pyke yeah
lee sin like mike yeah
got 7 kills like godlike yeah
passing this to @st4rrymsc cuz she godlike yeah

@me
yea im w @saokevvo n we going up
i be making hella bands i dont need ur love
and i aint scared bitch i dont ever stop
i be fucking locked in i aint giving up

bitch i never give it up
i wont ever give it up
she told me i be different now
but i aint acting different tho 
u wanna talk down
dont wanna talk now

cooldown ft kevvo

@starrynn @lyn_u

lyrics:
@zimtalk (these lyrics sum bs low it)
i ain always had them bands used to shop at aldis (kanye)
had the perc za xans still not selling the molly
u gotta problem bae jus come back n call me yuh
wyatt go back to mcdonalds u selling like nagi yuh
bitch u a fan Yuh
i get a band Yuh
she wanna luv it depends Yuh
she want whats in my pants Yuh
not sayin i gotta benz scyeah
but this honda doin bends Yuh
i showed a band he depressed yuh
go
i jus showed a band now he goin ghost
inna rolls hop up inna ghost
im jus lying bitch im rly broke
i feel like kuru im steady on go
that boy downbad yea he stoopin so low
choppa like frieren send him aureole
if i won id like it the most
tryna link but u not my bro
if i won id like it the most

@starrynn
and i keep on making hella bands
keep on making all these racks
keep on going hella fast
u try to catch up but im better than that
leave u down on the ground now 
pointing out to the crowd now
going up while u go down
better stop playing cuz i got a gun now
dont care what u say or what u think of me
bitch up on my roster buy some things for me 
all these fucking no names talking shit bout me
dont u taint my name they dont know a thing bout me
dont ever fall i keep my reservations
dont ever call bitch were done why cant u face it
ive seen it all and im losing my patience
if i want it ill take it ur just jealous why u hating

hating w/ starry (lynU)

rhek