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https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/victxrw
https://soundcloud.com/ev333


me:

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
every1 arnd me feel so cold
like a sinner

i try to see the picture 
but i cant seem to figure
bruises only heal 
when it feel like sumn missing

carrying this burden by urself 
like a mission
i feel so alone
i cant overcome this issue

turn my back to the knife
cut up my tissue
i try to fight my feelings
but i cnt deny i miss u 

struck by limerence 
covering my face again
im faded off a percocet 
wish i could hold ur hand again

arid:

i wanna hold ur hand again
i find it harder to pretend
i just need another reason why
keep myself distracted it all goes by
as soon as i open up u leave
i swear that it all goes back to me
i need a reason why
i dont even know if i should try
try again

victxrw:

if i go try ill die again
and i dont wanna see u leave from my eyes again
it all goes back 2 the times tht we met
if i ever get a change yea ill do it all again

yea ill do it all again
take back wht i said
waking up tomorrow
n ur still in my head
trapped up in my mind 
im still stuck in bed
if i go and try ill die again...

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
hell is all around me
and its like im at the center
dont know if ill make it
im never the winner
dont know if i cn take it
im never the winner

try again + arid + victxrw (surgeon)

blxty + emotionals - on god (waifu yugen)

prod me & @1spxce

Full song breakdown on Virus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zJ8vz3-YYU&t=576s

you take the, thoughts right out of my own head
you take them and use em up for no good
and now you're turning against me and i don't know why

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

well i don't wanna be, on your jagged edge
i don't wanna be there when your bottomless pit ends
i don't like, all your details either gotta cut off you're split ends
burning bridges left and right 
now you wanna come back tryna make a mends

grabbing my legs, cuz' you don't want to leave 
kicking and screaming about some shit i can't believe
like why you complaining about the side that i can't see
ya i'm punching my mirror like how could you do that to me

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

[blackwinterwells]

you cant see
all the chaos you're sewing
don't you ever stop and think
that this might be the wrong damn thing

u want me to care im not gonna
you're off your fucking nut
you're a clown, you're bananas
just take another step, look at you
and what you're doing
we all know you're a doofus
just stop and no more fighting

my veins all feel like lightning
but its all smoke in mirrors
u tried to pull the world over my eyes but i see clearer
its actually fucking funny, 
all that bullshit u told me
and I even believed it 
oh ha wow such a dummy

kicking & screaming w/ blackwinterwells

prod me and @delto
ft @mental

[lyrics]
it depends,,, didnt do it right but thats okay ill try again.. i dont rlly wanna fall asleep, ill lay in bed,,,,.,.., guess ill lay awake and think about my life instead. i cant run away cuz ur just stuck inside my head

i dont get the point cuz everyone will all be dead,, dont think ill forget about everything that u said,,,,,,,every week i get myself into another mess.. but its all the same, loss and gain, more or less

you cant fool me twice, i control it!ice frozen, idk ur motive,, i got shit to do but i cant focus. idk him so hes getting ghosted....talk, talk, talk, do u ever stop posting? you have no thoughts of ur own stop posing.. you must think i like you, i was joking,, i cant stop idk where im going,,

spotify ^w^

hollow +mental prod. emorave & delto

prod @pressure666
mastered by @chriad
you'll realize you made a mistake...only when it's too late 

lyrics :

im starting to get tired of all the fake love
sometimes it jst feels like im the only one, 
that sticks to my bros n that dont switch up
u rly stabbed my back i can't believe ts bro

i was there when no one else was
i was there when u had no luck... now look at us
how hard is it just 2 show love?
i just wna be with my bros n go up

(2x)

go up, go up
wna fukkin go dumb
imma pop another pill feel like ima throw up
i dont wna be here im just not having fun :/
thought u were the one now u got me feeling dumb

iv been w my bros, got no time for hoes
staying 10 toes, yk i could never fold
but at the end of the day i been countin chicken while u broke
fuckin bitchss while u dont
oh thats ur crush she gave me dome :p

im starting to get tired of all the fake love
sometimes it jst feels like im the only one, 
that sticks to my bros n that dont switch up
u rly stabbed my back i can't believe ts bro

i was there when no one else was
i was there when u had no luck... now look at us
how hard is it just 2 show love?
i just wna be with my bros n go up

ON ALL PLATS

I won't let you comeback (pressure)

arid - recollect + pichu (rippo + april21)

donor w/ wells, blxty, kuru, dolly, mental (emorave)

thanks 4 500 <33 fun song abt my gf :D hope yall like also on all plats 

prod by @kyoakyo
mastered by @chriad

lyrics

she wanna see me go up till i reach it
smoke blunts, make songs on the weekend
falling way 2deep till the deep ends
& she wanna be like me, i can teach it

ask me wht i want
want u 2tag along <3
& nthing will go wrong
long as i feel ur touch beside me <#3
unlucky, you got me
it gets ugly, so dont trust me x2

im tryna to keep my distance
i tlk but u dnt listen 2me :(
assuming something else..
remove me, blame some1 else!!

spotify

beside me [kyoa]

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:
like i said myself i tried
cause it hurts when ur by my side
i feel broken all the time
u make me forget that its not even life 
when im in ur presence
i start getting nervous
i dont think u get it
dont think i deserve it
if we sat in silence
would u think im perfect
im barely surviving
wish i knew my purpose

tell me that im worth it please
ill love you eternally
now its me versus me
everything is hurting me
burn me like the third degree
ill just go and burn myself
when i tried it
nothing made me happy
i went to the violence
i thought it was better
tell me if u like me
ill accept ur answer
or should i pretend like i never even met her

beside me [kyoa]

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