i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

when i saw her
short black hair
she saw me looking but she did not care
knee socks black band t shirt
bangs behind shes hiding secrets

 to her im just another loser
i dont know how to get closer
again im completely fooled
why this girl has to be so fucking cute

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad
omg shes so cute it makes me so fvcking mad
why do i have to suffer like this god tell me why
wish id never saw her cute girls are ruining my life

thinking bout her brings me pain
i know we could never date
im wearing eyepatch everyday
to not see her pretty face
x2

omg shes so cute i wanna kms so bad

tell me more
girl why do you hate me 
feelings just berate me 
sittin all alone
tell me more
sittin on the floor now
you message him your bored now
i wish i wasnt here

end it all 
throw me against the wall 
your really standing tall 
but you know that 
i cant get up 
so just end it all
i cant take this longer
walking as i ponder
why do i come home

end it all

xix - bites (sped up)

prod. oxee

RAWRZ:
(rawr)
in the club and we gettin fucked up
i think i think shes the one
i just need some dumb luck
she says oh x2

pop tags buy it back
in the gucci fucking bag
cus its bottle after bottle and we drinking off the rack
coke give me heart attacks
never ever ever relax
never answer fucking texts
im too famous for that

pull up to the club lookin like a fuckin zombie
bitch we getting rough u could never fucking stop me
pop another pill with my main man oxee
in the back of the club with all the bitches on me

H8 M0NDAYZ:
Im going numb
Can’t feel my face
I’ll pour some more just to escape
2 more pills
Another shot
1 more hit and im so gone

poison in my brain fuck the next day
Dancing til were dead and then were getting dragged away
Living so fast money so stacked
Bitch im always going hard yeah ill never relax

SKU11B0Y:
Angel of the night
Thug in club and liquor make it right 
Cutting up my body hello kitty knife
I don't wanna get up bleedin my wrists dry

Get my stack up
Racks on racks off
Fuck these haters 
See you l8er
I'm immortal 
Angels fly high 
Sku11 forever 
We'll never die

OXEE01:
slit my wrist in the club
shawty wanna suck my blood
geeking off the fucking noz
feel it all inside my lungs
feel it all inside your guts
come on baby suck my cock
give her pills to keep her calm
baby i will rock your world

cook like walter
dress like jesse
drowning in the tub
yeah my wrists all messy
feeling fucked up
yeah i pop another benny
kissing all my cuts 
won't somebody help me

ya won't somebody help me

dumb luck - @rawrzxd @h8m0ndayz @sku11b0y @oxee01

prod me

baby cut me dont hug me
break my fuckin ribs
and give me wings like you're a viking
blood all over my skin
talkin shit over the internet
but he still hiding
i found his address
cuz i spend too much fuckin time here

ya im so sad
hang myself thru my webcam
ion even care bout my mom and dad
slit my wrists to forget the past
blood eagle, babygirl im evil
ill do whatever u do even if it's illegal
sayin stupid shit cuz i dont understand people
torture me baby , like you're medieval

blood eagle ☣ ☢

this is only sped up cus i thought it was too long

in the summer of 2022 thats when i met you
getting vaccines for school ooo
u were so sweet and kind so pretty and devine
i wanted to end my life but you
showed me that skys werent grey
that there was always happy days
turned my heart into clay 
i really miss you babe

to think abt all those months we spent last year
through fall and autumn and winter and summer
we talked and we talked and we had fun alot
and u were always gone but it was fine i didnt care

we were so happy u'd call me on instagram
and we would talk abt our days and id play guitar for you
and u said not to cut my hair cus u liked it long
and then i cut it when u were gone and i wrote this song

"juli says not to cut my hair she says let it grow"
well i will let you know

its hard to look at all the funny moments and the laughter
and the memories right after everything has gone to shit
i think abt the months we spent and then the months before that
and all i can think abt is how i wanna go to florida 

i dont hate u i was hurting i said shit i never meant
i handled the aftermath poorly and thats why you came and went
i know that if i was more mature or if i just used my words instead of screaming and yelling
then you wouldve still have been following my instagram and liking all my stories
we could just be friends and then something

i cant laugh look at the photographs
that shit it makes me sick
i hate it i hate it
i wanna die

now everything reminds me of you
like the nhk poster in my room
but its not too late we can still reconvene-

bugcatcherjuli (komi cant communicate season 2 episode 6)

hey brown eyes youre always walking away
ive got something i wanted to say
i love your face and i love you

hey pretty girl you always make my day
you dont know that on this day
i never could say
i fell for you

i'll wait by the phone
so please tell me when you go
but i'll waste time at home
that way youre never ever alone

do you remember when you picked up my pencil in 11th grade in geometry class?

u lied to me and i dont rlly care if u lie to me
just tell me why ur hair makes me cry and weep
your stupid fucking eyes make me die and weak
oh so violently

oh valarie
i'll eat your heart cus im madly
in love with valarie
tragically your my majesty
but is it so bad to want my soul back
your heart has turned black

h4rtbrkr - eat yr heart

zoei

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