im trying to escape from my past
but its grabbing on to me
it was too late when i realized
that it was all a dream

i tried my best
wasnt enough
three days no rest
im such a fuck up
in the dumps
happiness is all i want
posters of my head
they're after me
and i fucked up now she's dead
as i can see
ptsd and pills dont mix well
hopefully i will start to feel swell

im lost in my head and i fucked up my mind
im lost in my head and i fucked up my mind
im lost in my head and i fucked up my mind
im lost in my head and i fucked up my mind

FanBoy808 - I Murdered a Girl in West Virginia

FANBOY808 - ALL THE WORK (PIXELHOOD)

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baby youre my little whore
rough you up and fuck you more
babe im rotten to the core
tie you up you know the lore
be my little cummy slut
ill make sure to show you love
we can do all types of stuff
but thats only if you want
truth or dare let's roll the dice
serve you up as cold as ice
on your thighs i fucking slice
baby you taste so good oh my
my love for you cuts through let me show you
bdsm these chains they will hold you
my love for you cuts through let me show you
bdsm these chains they will hold you

my bitch she a masochist
cut her throat i cut her wrist
in the club dont give a shit
i choke her neck i clench my fist

little whore come here for more
throw you on the bed lets close the door
are you ready? pour up before
you dont know what i have in store

oh yeah
baby can you love me?
can you fuckin fuck?
can you hug?
can you suck me?

FanBoy808 - She A Masochist

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bitch you know im off it
put me in a coffin
i know that you want it
no you cannot stop it
living in hollywood
oh this feeling is so good
living off of ??
you would too like if you could
kandi bracelets and molly rocks
i took so much i think my heart might stop
kandi bracelets and molly rocks
i took so much i think my heart might stop

what do you even know
nigga you're a hater
ima see you later
im stackin up my paper
balenciaga boots
yeah it has to be bling bling
fuck all of you yeah
you are all just fake fake 
walk in the club and i got 30 on me
dgaf cause im a motherfucking zombie
i walk in the club and i got 30 on me
dgaf cause im a motherfucking zombie

FanBoy808 - Death Wish

fanboy808 - wasn't meant to be (desmi)

FanBoy808 - Gore Popstar

FanBoy808 - Worthless

FanBoy808 - Number One + Ronin

FanBoy808 - Psych Ward Love Story (Wujek)

FanBoy808 - Pixi World

FanBoy808 - Pl4yed With (h3artcrush)

FanBoy808 - HELP (DethTech)

@psychokittyzombie
you make me (hard)
i'm so lost inside my head
now i think i'm better off dead
it was all a dream 
tell me what u see
when u look at me
my heart just screams
why do u do these things
i gave u everything

everything
cut like a diamond ring
that night u left me on the dance floor
on the dance floor my heart is torn

pretty white dress
skinny little princess
i just wanna fuck
wanna be my zombie princess?
we can pop an x and dance all night
girl dont fight
u know what i like
gauge my eyes after i bite
i am so broken inside
crush my heart and snort a line
i love u wanna tell u all the time

prom

psychokittyzombie - prom (dullxx)

hellokittyphone

psychokittyzombie - hellokittyphone (h3artcrush)

prod @kaneda_7

@kaneda_7
losing feeling gonna blow my brains out
she's fuckin shouting don't know what it's about
i don't really care cus my room is not a ghost town
i fucking hate this place i wanna burn this shit down
she's acting like i dont know
can't see clear drugs got me slow
cloudy night i can't see the moonlight
i think it's time i'll end it in july

@rylorie
slits in my eyes and blood my arm
how can you hear me at all?
watch me drown watch me fall
kiss me at the shopping mall
ive been so stupid im so fucking useless
tell me what you see
i'm so disgusting i deserve nothing
let me suffer in peace alone
i just wanna die now i dont wanna cry now
i wish you were by my side
forget about me drown in my memory
we're loveless until suicide

KANEDA7 - BY MY SIDE + RYLORIE

getting crunk 0_o

hateoryx - getting crunk 0_o (irlshitbih)

hateoryx - 2009 life

03OSC - EVERYTIME WE TOUCH + 3RIXS (PRÖZ)

zeija - ate my heart + kets4eki (artixan)

@43u
why do i feel so sad rn
i just wanna blow my brains out
put my body in a casket rn
slit my fuckin throat since u left me
why does everyone hate me so much
i feel so lonely all the time
i just wanna kill myself tonight
suicidal thoughts in my head

2040x2040 - webghost

nick6383 - popstar [prod. 6383]

ANGELMANE - SCARECROW FT V0MI7

03osc - love song :(

g0r3 - ALL I SEE IS R3D [prod. BOY FANTASY] (original speed)

u lied to me and i dont rlly care if u lie to me
just tell me why ur hair makes me cry and weep
your stupid fucking eyes make me die and weak
oh so violently

oh valarie
i'll eat your heart cus im madly
in love with valarie
tragically your my majesty
but is it so bad to want my soul back
your heart has turned black

h4rtbrkr - eat yr heart

hateoryx - imperfect </3

GOTHLOVEE - KISSITOFFME

p6inkillr - superficial

hateoryx - spirit #epic

@nick6383
i got it out the dirt like a zombie
she just dropped dead when she saw me o_O
i don't need a bitch i need my mommy
i just slit my neck at the party
and i can see her bones like a skeleton
i might die young i might end up dead
call me cobain bullets in my head
blue and red on me but i'm not a fed
heaven shines on me when i cry
i'm a headless corpse but i look alive
girl i like your jeans but what's your size?
i just fell in love and now i wanna die

@luvwillow
i don't sleep at night 'cause my life's just a scary dream
coked up fresh to death feel like charlie sheen
i'm livin' lavish my bitch look like an actress
why you stalkin'? why you lookin' at us?
i just slit my wrists bitch i'm so dramatic
od like a movie star bitch i'm so tragic
ten xans drop 'em all in my mcflurry
ten bands need it now i'm in a hurry
max out my credit card but i made that shit back
money so big it won't fold just like jack black
hold your arms around me like the entity
and please tell me that i'm never going back

@w6lker
yeah she wanna fuck when i pulled up in the club light
shawty suck me up yea she eatin' me for lunch time
we smokin' gas gasoline like a tailpipe
acid burns on me i'ma die like tonight
808's too loud neighbor told me turn it down
police at the door you know i'm not coming out
posted outside i'm with 6383
shootin' up the club ik all these bitches hate me
too much kerosene bitch i'm t'ing up
pourin' up hella bleach in my double cup
don't care what you think idgaf
white tee on me like i'm yung bruh

@gothlovee
feelin' like a zombie diamonds on me
limousine at the party
all this xanax in my body
boy eat me up like a zombie
g o t h need her mommy
gettin' all these bands makin' money
idgaf i'm slutty
daddy fuck me up like your bunny
i don't really give a fuck 'bout these hoes
oh my god yea yea
yea yea

From the dirt

[OG] nick6383 - From the dirt w/ luvwillow, hauntingclaire & gothlovee #WEREALLINLOVE prod. 6383

Spooky & Scary

[OG] nick6383 - Spooky & Scary feat. luvwillow [prod. 6383]

[OG] nick6383 - Fuck the fame freestyle w/ luvwillow, hauntingclaire & gothlovee prod. 6383

[OG] nick6383 - H.O.T. #TMZ feat. luvwillow

hateoryx - see me on the tv (pixelhood)

nick6383 -  ​black_cat ♪♫🕱†🕱♫♪ [prod. 6383]

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