This is an old song my friends wanted me to drop 



[pre-chorus]
I pray it’s not real (I paint you golden)
The feeling gets so heavy 
When I’m all alone (you left me broken)
and there’s no one to help me 
It all feels surreal (my hearts been stolen) 
Is it Monday already ?
Please take me out of this mess, I’m begging (I lack emotion)

[chorus] 
I hate 
This pain is everlasting 
And doesn’t help the passing 
I love you was the last thing
You said 

I can’t 
Believe that you’re gone 
And Denial got its hold 
So I’ll sit inside my home
In my bed 

So fake 
Her love is so plastic
I Wonder how this
Could have ever happened

I can’t 
Believe that you’re gone 
And Denial got its hold 
So I’ll sit inside my home
In my bed 

[pre-chorus]
I pray it’s not real (I paint you golden)
The feeling gets so heavy 
When I’m all alone (you left me broken)
and there’s no one to help me 
It all feels surreal (my hearts been stolen) 
Is it Wednesday already ?
Please take me out of this mess, I’m begging (I lack emotion)

[chorus] 
I hate 
This pain is everlasting 
And doesn’t help the passing 
I love you was the last thing
You said 

I can’t 
Believe that you’re gone 
And Denial got its hold 
So I’ll sit inside my home
In my bed 

So fake 
Her love is so plastic
I Wonder how this
Could have ever happened

I can’t 
Believe that you’re gone 
And Denial got its hold 
So I’ll sit inside my home
In my bed

Denial // In My Bed (prod. King Theta)

sugar high

Rain, rain wash it away 
Rain, rain wash me away 

Stuck under storm clouds
the forecast said lightnings 'round
You saw me, looked me in the eyes
and turned around
You turned around
You don't care now
Now I'm left begging the gods for..

Rain, rain wash it away 
Rain, rain wash me away 
Rain, rain end all this pain
Rain, rain I'll go into the sewers, drown	

Darkness coming
I can't escape it, it's approaching rapidly
The sun's setting
I love the cold
But without you it's consuming

You are my sun
Now you are setting
You are my world
Now my world's ending

I love the cold even though it stings
inflicted pain from beautiful things
Sick of the summer
It lies through it's teeth
I breathe in the Winter
this is what it means to be me

Down in the sewers
Rats scatter and scream
"please don't hurt us"
Don't worry
The storm's come for me
A fitting ending

(Rain, rain I beg you to wash me away..)

sewers / drown (prod. Saint Mike)

Lyrics:
only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies (x2)

trying to keep it together but im falling to pieces
you promised me forever, so why are you leaving?
you know ill keep holding onto you
even if you're the boy who cried wolf

only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies 

wish i could get out my mind
the exists too hard to find
getting too tired to try

only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies

Only Feel Okay Sometimes

Produced by: 
Lxst Ghxul

Lyrics:
Don’t run away 
Tell me why you feel so lonely 
Don’t leave tell me why i feel so cold 
Don’t go away 
All I need is you to hold me 
Your my one and only 
Slowly dying while I’m lying on the asphalt 
blowing weed smoke into the air I don’t care bout 
What these say bitch I just pass out 
face down lying on the ground with fake smile 

I don’t care bout what these people say 
Yeah I smoke my weed but I don’t drink so get the fuck away 
I’m poisoned more than enough in my zenith but still growing ayy 
It’s challenging balancing hopes as they decay

Where ever  I go ima bring a Dutch w me 
fuck with me 
Fuck with me 
I don't want no dust 
No x 
No mud 
clearly love is complex 
Like the drugs 
rough sex lust to tearing through your chest

On The Asphalt (prod. Lxst Ghxul)

The maidens revolver

farewell stacy

First single from the mixtape 
S/o Vails for hopping on this w me x Ly mane

High Tide ft. Vails (prod. discent x R3dqx)

Metal Martian w tokyosdownfall

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Metal Martian w/ Tokyosdownfall

Vails x Zbee x Siem Spark 

Star stuck lovers <3 

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Starstruck Lovers (feat. Zbee)

lyrics:
oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

here we go again
acting innocent
lately its been different
youve been so distant

oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

oh how its killing me
you love to watch me bleed
still do it so willingly
anything you need

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

Danger Zone (prod. cxrter x the sound clown)

mis ángeles caídos.

ashlyn perez 
𐕣

based in a small town in Oklahoma 

Former music name, Ghosty

Uploading music to only YouTube and coundcloud as of right now

I craft dark melodies for global consumption^-^

🖤🖤🖤

Ig: @deadlyswcct_
& @deadlyswcct

farewell stacy

deadlyswcct

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