@stolemyfirstname @sbxmar @imcursedbyuu @yrui

remember me w/ #36#, yrui, sbxmar, cursedbyuu

lyrics :

i hate myself
n im not doing well 
n these thoughts n these fake friends are fkn up my health
im never gona blow up like adele 
ima loser im a no one ima curl up in my shell
everyday im falling hit rock bottom yh i fell
i got no future ahead of me i cant even spell
my mum n my dad all they do is yell 
n im chopped asf probably gona go to hell

i don't fk w this generation i dont get along 
everyone puts me down n i hate this song 
gotta start thinking about my future it is on an on
might js kms whats taking so long? 
im not tryna act this shit like the rest im gone.. 
tryna get this off my chest i talk to no one on my phone yh 
this is my last msg yh i fkn hate u all 
n ik i wont be missed cause i never get a call

never gona be missed anyway

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later beat i found on his demos

its 4am, im up at night
i get the sudden urge to write
i write about taking my life
you say there were no fucking signs
but i think that youre fucking blind
im still jotting, and its past 5
the sun is shedding rays of light
capitulate to morning time

maybe morning aint that bad
maybe its all ive ever had
i try my best to stay awake but
each day has another sad
sad thought, silence, maybe its me
trouble facin the world, everyone that i see
has a knife stare, sharp glare, never with a nice stare
i dont wanna be someone causing any nightmares 

dust is the enemy prod jacko

all i wanna do is impress my mom :(

someone else

I called you a kid I regret it
now I feel its too late to give you your presents
I know im an embarrassment to all your friends and shit
so now I hate it and I don't really like being here

and I called your phone but you didn't pick up
and im wondering if you ever miss us
I just wanna be part of your pictures
dear diary, I miss us.

can i finally get a wife or do i still have to wait another 16 years

zomira