Zomira😝

Sousuanamorada

Untitled 33.5

SADNESS

October 🍁🎃

Hit #2 125, Rue Montmartre

clairo - how (demo)

Lyrics:

I thought i told you what i need

Forever yours what's wrong with me

Losing myself why can't you see

I’m begging for you to hear me

I’m begging for you to hear me

I'm giving up on you and me

Just like a bird with broken wings

Im good as dead i'll never be

The one for you why can't i see

Im begging for you to love me

Im begging for you to love me


prod. grayskies

unknown feelings

apple vines - the autocollants

i knew what you thought and i was mad at first
carry conversations till your backs back hurts
every smile that you wear is a frown backwards
i just really wanna tell you being mad dont work
maybe you need better friends that dont ridicule you
humans turn opinions into fucking cesspools
i admit i hated you i was really cruel too
theres no way of going back lets just see what youll do

bully

Black Souls 2 OST - Cheshire Cat's Theme

@menthol100s @mandymandymandymandy @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
you'd think everything was fake
i'm just one more mistake
and you've become this
feeling that i just dont think i'll shake
i'm so complacent
so disruptive
can't communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyone's the same
i'm becoming everything i hate
that's all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know i'll just break

@mandymandymandymandy
i'm so paranoid and i don't know what to do
and i don't really wanna tell you what i've been going through
'cause it doesn't change a thing and it gives no fucking use
and i think you only like me when you're drunk and confused
been fixing on my flesh ever since i was a kid
i didn't have no empathy for anything i did
don't turn me to your enemy, i don't deserve that shit
my virus is infecting you but will you notice it

skeleton x mandy - your own worst enemy is paranoia 2 (mashup)

thanks jacko for the beat and verse @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

nope your too late i died w/ jacko

oh god oh fuck this shit got onto TikTok i didn’t mean for this to HAPPEN || cover by banishedknightfan7 / subject on pinterest (hai brandon works fans…)

pilotredsun - bund6 (low quality)

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

kay:
yea had to turn it around
you say im quiet when i think im too loud
yeah im looking at your text message
but the body hasnt been found
last text read it somehow
ooooo
lost youu
somehow i went along and lost you
somehow i found my way to you
you're drugged you're gonna drug me too
im on your tv but i miss you

prodii:
yeah i miss you
but i hate your touch
yeah i want you
but i still hate your guts
can i talk to you
without you interrupting
can i break you
and mold you into something
and mold you into something
maybe thats worth my loving
maybe thats worth my loving

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

btw i hate myself w/ kaysnoto + prodii

waiting

last song for a week or 2 i have strep throat

@stolemyfirstname
heyyy i just wanna fucking kill myself
i got 36 more days till i fucking break
crying in my room it’s a god damn loop 
you should know why i hate you
but i know you can’t get it through
and i really gotta stop cutting and my wrists are super bloody
i’m just a stupid useless bitch
and i know i gotta sit down

@zomiraa
already told you I’m a corpse, ima leave my blood on the bedroom floor. All the things she said including I’m a chore, why did she say that it hit to the core. Im a zombie what more do you want from me. I ain’t got a brain but I promise I can see. I can also hear and I know I can speak, cuz I sung this song and you know that it’s me.

im so stupid i wanna shoot myself w/ zomira

ur gonna come back

i know you hate it but im alive and im healthy

i waited 36 nights and then u left me, whore

i guess im the idiot tho

this is my archive, all deleted songs + extras ig, most of them are ass anywa

that was me in your nightmare, you were right

священная война

its like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, its too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october (slowed)

all i wanna do is impress my mom :(

you killed the hope in this weirdo

when i looked at you
in the middle of class
and you looked right back
you got me really scared

youre beautiful 
your hair is beautiful
if you ever doubt yourself
i promise i will be there

i dont know how to tell you in real life so i thought id sing it instead

all music written and produced by Valentina Zapata except "Indie Dream Boy"written by Ernie Gutierrez and Valentina Zapata


co-produced/mixed/mastered by Dane Rivera
engineered by Gil Simo

lead vocals/synth: Valentina Zapata
lead guitar: Ernie Gutierrez
guitar/synth/backup vox: Gil Simo
bass: David Lopez
drums: Christian Gurrola

EP artwork by Valentina Zapata
EP photography by Chika Alozie