nightmare girl

i dont wanna be corny though

lyrics:
talking to the moon
and i'm begging you to stay
but it doesn't fucking matter
cause you hate me anyways
yeah you hate the way i lied 
and the way that i deceived you 
didn't do it once or twice
did a lot cause i'm so evil

i'm so sick and tired
of all your empty threats
telling me that you'll leave 
but you won't leave my head 
even when you're really gone
baby you're still my muse 
all the songs i sing
are almost always about you

now i'm stalking you 
but you're always hanging out with him
doesn't seem to bother you the
absenceofmyskin
crying out my eyes 
till there's nothing left
took all of me with you 
now there's nothing left 

talking to the moon
and i'm begging you to stay
but it doesn't fucking matter
cause you hate me anyways
i'm so sorry for the lies 
and the way i deceived you 
didn't do it once or twice
did a lot cause im so evil.

absenceofmyskin (may 2024)

please be patient im mentally ill

https://open.spotify.com/album/75j8GEy8GqPzbaGUvxLCYt?si=WDWHu23dRrSBMzLsCTZNwQ

baby, come through
look at my noggin
i'm the rustiest tool
and it's not rlly often
that i get to lose you
drop that spark
i'll dowse myself in your fuel
baby come through
despite your despise for me
i can't accept truth
truce on this love will take away my light too
if you gon screw me then fix what's loose
i wish you hate me more as time goes by
cuz forgetting me is no surprise
write 1000 songs to rationalize
why i dont move on and say goodbye
jesus my head is so fucking loud
even when you were around
i just want to be allowed to be free
like a million years from now
i hope that they'll see somehow
my atoms yearning for urs

idkms4u

zomira