self-indulgent playlist of songs i relate to in some way

ME ( a playlist )

𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐 𝑡𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒ˀ?ˀ?ˀ

ᥫ᭡ || 𝑆𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒

you? never.

Daily Drops

Copy of Daily Drops

Camille 2000 (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)

Easy Lovers

Lemon Demon - The Next Dimension

TRACKLIST/BANDCAMP: https://takeyouthere.bandcamp.com/album/takingyouthere-9

takingyouthere 9

Axxturel - luciferday

Tears In Brasil

lyrics:
my god 
its gonna be bad
thats right
deal with this 
everyday
its too late
in every way 
not my fault 
you're all the fuckin' same

yea yea 
don't care
never see you anywhere
yea yea
don't care 
never find you anywhere
day by day
that's all they say 
just do good
just stay on track
i'll be fine
i'll kill some time
just do good
just stay on track

one way ticket 
to the runaway show
I know
real hits like a derail
a full cop
want it all to stop
not my fault
you're all the fuckin' same 

i hear all the wheels keep spin
that's right
and you see the lights ahead
it's too late
in every way
not my fault 
you're all the fuckin' same

yea yea 
don't care
never see you anywhere
yea yea
don't care 
never find you anywhere
day by day
that's all they say 
just do good
just stay on track
i'll be fine
i'll kill some time
just do good
just stay on track

Gutter

{if you're looking for THAT part it's 1:27.}

lyrics
———
Staring down the barrel of the hot sun
Shining with the sheen of a shotgun
Carol has a little if we need some
Joyous rays, we wanna come
Hanging your jeans with a clothes pin
Skin still wet, still on my skin
Mango in your mouth, juice dripping
Shoulder of your shirtsleeve slipping
Christmas Eve with your mother and sis
Don't wanna fight but your mother insists
Dog's white teeth slice right into my fist
Drive to the ER and you put me on my wrist
Grocery store list, now you get this
Brunch, had calls and messages
I don't wanna be the owner of your fantasy
I just wanna be a part of your family
And I don't wanna talk about anything
I don't wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyes looking
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
Lay on your lap whеn I'm crying
Circle of pine and riddle
Circlе of moss and fire smoke
Fan on the ceiling like a wheel spoke
Push the clutch in and I pull the choke
Wanna listen to the sound of you blinking
Wanna listen to your hands soothe
Listen to your heart beating
Listen to the way you move
And I don't wanna talk about anything
I don't wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyes looking
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I don't wanna talk about anyone
Wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
Lay in your lap when I'm crying
{♪}
Weren't we the stars in Heaven?
Weren't we the salt in the sea?
Dragging the newborn mountain
Didn't you believe in me?
Yeah, you held me the whole way through
When I couldn't say the words like you
I was scared indigo but I wanted to
I was scared indigo but I wanted to
And I don't wanna talk about anything
I don't wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyes looking
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
Lay in your lap when I'm crying

Adrianne Lenker - Anything (Live for WFUV)

Forwards beckon rebound ( extended )

may you never forget me

who are you (demo)

"It doesn't matter though, does it?" Cole's Response Trailer

Fui preso em alcatraz...

Lyrics (Portuguese & English)

(E eu sou, eu sou, eu sou)
Eu não vou ser usado mais
(Não sou, não sou, não sou)
Eu sobrevivi a Alcatraz

Sou procurado a tempos, o estado me esconde
Você foi procurar status, perdeu o seu homem
1 milhão de pessoas não vai ser só mais o resto do mundo
Talvez você seja só mais uma merda no mundo

Sou muito melhor do que eu era antes
Me perdi em algo fácil, acho que acabou em um instante
Você tropeçou na própia mentira e eu avante
O que você fez por mim isso não é relevante

(Eu tive que esconder todos os meus fatos)
(Se eu acendesse talvez pegava fogo em Colorado)

O fogo queima a minha volta, eu tenho que ir embora
Acho que tudo que faço, isso não passou da hora
É que eu sou uma estrela por isso me viu
Um meteoro caindo no Brasil

Eu sou uma estrelha a brilhar
Sei que não da pra ignorar
Cê tenta até me calar
Mas eu não vou te escutar

Sou procurado a tempos, o estado me esconde
Você foi procurar status, perdeu o seu homem
1 milhão de pessoas não vai ser só mais o resto do mundo
Talvez você seja só mais uma merda no mundo

Sou muito melhor do que eu era antes
Me perdi em algo fácil, acho que acabou em um instante
Você tropeçou na própia mentira e eu avante
O que você fez por mim isso não é relevante

Sou procurado a tempos, o estado me esconde
Você foi procurar status, perdeu o seu homem
1 milhão de pessoas não vai ser só mais o resto do mundo
Talvez você seja só mais uma merda no mundo

Sou muito melhor do que eu era antes
Me perdi em algo fácil, acho que acabou em um instante
Você tropeçou na própia mentira e eu avante
O que você fez por mim isso não é relevante

English:

(And I am, I am, I am)
I won’t be used anymore
(I’m not, I’m not, I’m not)
I survived Alcatraz

I’ve been wanted for a while, the state hides me
You went looking for status, lost your man
A million people won’t be just the rest of the world
Maybe you’re just another piece of shit in the world

I’m much better than I was before
I got lost in something easy, I think it ended in an instant
You tripped over your own lie and I moved forward
What you did for me, that’s not relevant

(I had to hide all my facts)
(If I lit it, maybe it would catch fire in Colorado)

The fire burns around me, I have to go
I think everything I do, it wasn’t too late
It’s because I’m a star, that’s why you saw me
A meteor falling in Brazil

I’m a star shining
I know you can’t ignore
You try to shut me down
But I won’t listen to you

I’ve been wanted for a while, the state hides me
You went looking for status, lost your man
A million people won’t be just the rest of the world
Maybe you’re just another piece of shit in the world

I’m much better than I was before
I got lost in something easy, I think it ended in an instant
You tripped over your own lie and I moved forward
What you did for me, that’s not relevant

I’ve been wanted for a while, the state hides me
You went looking for status, lost your man
A million people won’t be just the rest of the world
Maybe you’re just another piece of shit in the world

I’m much better than I was before
I got lost in something easy, I think it ended in an instant
You tripped over your own lie and I moved forward
What you did for me, that’s not relevant

Alcatraz

Placing the blame by self slightly spedup

A double suicide~Sheena Ringo ☆skip to 1 min

This is Ͷoᴎꙅɘᴎꙅɘ ENA DREAM BBQ SONG (xXtha)

tenebre

searching for something to live beyond my days

I think we only really die when someone remembers us for the last time. we live on through our stories, but I feared for so long that I had nothing worthwhile to say to the world, that I would never amount to much and be forgotten with time. but now I've learned that just being alive makes my voice worth being heard. I want to show you who I am through my writing, so let me be that fleeting melody that lingers just a bit longer in your head

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Credits:
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Drums by Cartian
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Artwork by Qaramello

Melody

The Secret Cinematic Sounds of Jimmy Urine

Fighting With The Melody

April Fools

Catabolic Seed

2022 edit: gave this track a proper name since it for some reason got popular lmao . original name: "distorted and slowed down"

it's a fucked up version of this track: https://soundcloud.com/diminished_mind_2/tried-to-make-something-a-bit-different-from-my-usual-style

Placing the blame by self slightly spedup

camille