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lyrics // 
you know when its all over said and done, 
that i wlll be the one you run to for fun 
(oh)
i like seeing your body hung up all night  
i said i want want you to get him out of your life 

(oh)

why did you switch up
you left me there to rot
my corpse is left in the corner
right where you used to rest

you said it was my fault
but its really whatever
ill end up dropping you out of the fucking picture

RIP SKEL

out the picture

I'm sick

bomb has been planted

я люблю (ненавижу) музыку

музыка  (prod. sickboi)

watching you
something that i like to do
watching you
watching you change in your room
watch your mood
don't like how fast it change dude
whatchu wanna do
about how the fuck you change your moods

rip out your hair
rip out your nails
i dont care like what the hell
rip out your hair
rip out your nails
why the hell am i supposed to care

why the hell would i care
if you change your appearance
i dont care because ill just keep on fucking staring

watching you
something that i like to do
watching you
watching you change in your room
watch your mood
don't like how fast it change dude
whatchu wanna do
about how the fuck you change your moods

watching you
something that i like to do
watching you
watching you change in your room
watch your mood
don't like how fast it change dude
whatchu wanna do
about how the fuck you change your moods

I dont care what you do to yourself
Just make sure that your happy and feel pretty because i care like hell

watching you
something that i like to do
watching you
watching you change in your room
watch your mood
don't like how fast it change dude
whatchu wanna do
about how the fuck you change your moods

icup

i wish i had fucking talent
maybe i would be pretty cool
maybe if i had talent 
i would get a medallion too

But i fucking suck
maybe im not even good enough
I post so many songs
I feel like i should give up


Maybe I Would Be Cool

dying slowly
i want you to be just mine and only 
my scars are faded but i still feel lonely 
the world dissolves, the lights unfold so slowly 
and i want u to smoke me

don’t fall apart
i wanna sink in your arms 
don't cry I wanna drown in your charms 
my room’s empty 
since i’ve crashed all alarms 
’cause i hate it so much 
’cause i hate it so much


this is my end - i hope you’re fine
i wait for just your last goodbye
i’ll hold those ashes in my arms
i’ll never be the one you like


the mirror hums and it breathes your name
the walls are soft, but they still feel the same
i see your face through static rain of dreams
and every night i fade again in your beams

don’t fall apart
i wanna sink in your arms 
don't cry I wanna drown in your charms 
my room’s empty 
since i’ve crashed all alarms 
’cause i hate it so much 
’cause i hate it so much

I hope you’re fine
I hope you’re fine
Your last goodbye
Your last goodbye

this is my end - i hope you’re fine
i wait for just your last goodbye
i’ll hold those ashes in my arms
i’ll never be the one you like

last goodbye

townies

Selfish (prod. grayskies)

https://ffm.to/findwhatyoulove
https://findwhatyoulove.org/

verse 1:
lift the pieces i just dropped, i know its hard to find
so i sat down on the window sill cuz i started to lose my mind
i was pulling on the final thread but i cant leave yall behind
they helped me to learn to crawl but i just wasted their time
deserve the consequences of my actions that i made
and ill play it cool but ill break my bones to make you feel okay
wish that i was better at meaning the words i throw when i feel scared (youre so pathetic)
kept my tears inside a bottle, i dont think that you care

verse 2:
i didnt push yall away, js didnt believe in ur help
i wasnt mad at you, i was just mad at myself
every open hand just reminded me of guilt
so i bled on their arms just to prove how i felt
im doing better than my past year self 
but im pretty sure he was happier
and everything i wrote, its on the wall
and everything i wrote, its on the wall

outro:
fuck that guy i hope hes dead
i said i said i said i said
fuck that guy i hope hes dead

myself

I am doomed and i am screwed
I walk around in a living nightmare
I hate the present and i hate the past
wondering why im a dumbass
i fucked up the last few years
i did dumb shit and now im here
i think abt it and i get pissed
i wanna break things when i reminisce

Im so screwed
im so doomed
life is tough when nobody loves you
im so screwed im so doomed
oooooo im so doomed

I hate myself, and I hate my life
I sulk all day, and nothing feels right 
All I do is complain and whine, I’m afraid to live, I have no spine
I’m a piece of shit, I’m irrelevant, I’m embarrassed and I’ll admit it
I wish I could just be like them, but I’m all alone and I have no friends

im so screwed
im so doomed
life is tough when nobody loves you
im so screwed
im so doomed
life is shit when everyone hates you
im so screwed
im so doomed
life is tough when nobody loves you
im so screwed
im so doomed
oooooo im so doomed

So Doomed (ft. NEET)

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