can't seem to take the distance
i've been gone and you've been missing
after all this time can't stop myself from feeling i've abandoned you

in the meantime, outside infatuated by streetlights
in a minute catch a train going southbound
just so i can sit and stare at your street sign
and bittersweetly ill ask for a ride back home
from the friends i only call when i feel alone
and to my surprise they have all said no
so i'll claw at the side of your parents home
but theres no one home again

blood dripping on the shirt you got me
raggedy and ruined its not hard to spot me
just a reminder that i ruin everything
did i ruin everything, have i ruined everything
blood dripping on the shirt you got me
raggedy and ruined its not hard to spot me
just a reminder that i ruin everything
did i ruin everything, have i ruined everything
blood dripping on the shirt you got me
raggedy and ruined its not hard to spot me
just a reminder that i ruin everything
i think i've ruined everything, i ruin everything

can't seem to take the distance
i've been gone and you've been missing
after all this time can't stop myself from feeling i've abandoned you


in the meantime, outside infatuated by streetlights
in a minute catch a train going southbound
just so i can sit and stare at your street sign
and bittersweetly ill ask for a ride back home    (blood dripping on the shirt you got me)
from the friends i only call when i feel alone    (raggedy and ruined its not hard to spot me)
and to my surprise they have all said no           (just a reminder that i ruin everything)
so i'll claw at the side of your parents home      (i think i've ruined everything, i ruin everything)
but theres no one home again

missing

another random song imma be posting more 

pls dont forget me

i dont know

ep soon.. 

written by izzy hendrix
original composer pollen 
mixed and mastered by izzy hendrix

lyrics- 

we got a common enemy
depression seeping out of me 
i just feel alone all the time 
i can feel it in bones so i just cry and cry and cry

i wont go back to therapy
i know im sad why you telling me 
i just feel alone all the time 
i can feel it in my bones so i just cry and cry and cry

i don't need a therapist

move on

Picture yourself in my arms
Maybe we could live on a barn
Baby its not a race
Oh I hate you but theres no way

Cut myself but its not the way
You know ill bleed for you

BLEED

It's Yours To Keep

2009 w/ I miss our memories

https://open.spotify.com/track/2eVjYNc7ujZai577VQIe0x?si=77beb4b6784549eb

w/ the goats @odihu & @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later <3

prod me

lyrics:

me:

i wanna talk to you
but i dont have the guts
everytime i think of you
i just end up throwing up

oooo but its okay
because im cool
oooo but its okay
because im cool (x2)

odihu:

you got me crying
im crying on the floor
you said that you werent leaving first
oh how the tables turned
im so exhuasted from the way you treated me
and now ill pick my coffin so that i can rest in peace
thought i met my match but its just another whore
i cant get you off my mind so ill light up by the shore

jacko:

put on my shoes
and think what to do
cause for last 2 weeks
i only thought of you
i tried to walk right up
but i begin to say:

it seems you got it pieced together
and your life just looks better
and ive liked you for forever
its whatever
whatever
take my heart
and rip it apart
then spit it out
and then back to the start
thats the life for me i guess
take my heart
and rip it apart
then spit it out
and then back to the start
thats the life for me i guess
thats the life for me i guess

me & odihu:

you had me crying
im crying on the floor (its okay because im cool)
you said that you wont leave me first
oh how the tables turn (its okay because im cool)
thought i met my match
but its just another whore (its okay because im cool)
i cant get you off my mind
so ill light up by the shore (its okay because im cool)

match w/ odihu & jacko

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