angel

cry about it

instrumental/guitars by me
vocals by me and coldwntr

@spawncamped
you said you don’t want to be alone
so why is he still in your phone
i don’t know
it’s like you wanted me to go
how could you even be so cold

time moves by too slow without you
is there something i can do
i just wanna be your stalker
you won’t even have a clue

@coldwntr
mixed feelings thinking about you
do you see me the same way I see you?
hard to tell cause you're always just so rude
wonderin whos this other dude

@spawncamped
“its not you its me”
that’s what she texts me
ill be your nightmare
see you in my bad dreams
run away from the world
they’ll never catch me
writing love letters
you will never see

no clue (w/ coldwntr)

idkms4u

prod sickboi

i h8 lookin in ur eyes , i cannot see u
i wish i coulda stay a disguise when im near u
i h8 lookin in the mirror, i cannot see my soul
but when u come around thats when i know that

u showed me ways that i couldnt imagine
u showed me truths that i couldnt handle
i know i know,  and u know im just trying to be good
but u never cared cuz u know i act a fool

i h8 lookin in ur eyes @brave

I can feel the fear of 
other people letting you down
you try so hard but they 
keep on pushing you down
when you try to speak up they
always talk way to loud
and it feels like your voice doesn't have a sound

but it does to me
but it does to me
your opinion matters much more than other people to me

I can feel the fear of 
other people letting you down
you try so hard but they 
keep on pushing you down
when you try to speak up they
always talk way to loud
and it feels like your voice doesn't have a sound

I can feel the fear of 
other people letting you down
you try so hard but they 
keep on pushing you down
when you try to speak up they
always talk way to loud
and it feels like your voice doesn't have a sound

To me

https://open.spotify.com/track/3hrrO6D5uvZEF2yFiMfJhY
lyrics
i look at my face waking up was a mistake
then i check my phone no notis on it today
man fuck my mind cause these thoughts i cannot shake
why am i still alive? when i could die today
why should i go on? i cant enjoy shit
sick of watching everyones fun i dont have solace
hand me a fully loaded gun and give me a clip 
because at this point anything seems better then this

why should i go on?

what we should of been

Lyrics :

Your footsteps linger in the dust you left,
A quiet echo where my heartbeat slept.
I reach for shadows that don’t reach back
You disappear and I fall through the cracks.

You fade through me,
Like smoke I can’t keep.
I hold on loosely
But you still leave.

Every night I feel the empty space,
A phantom warmth where you'd lay your face.
I close my eyes, but you don’t stay
Just slip like light that pulls away.

You fade through me,
Like smoke I can’t keep.
I hold on loosely
But you still leave.

If I let go, will I still feel you?
Or will the quiet finally bleed through?

You fade through me,
Like smoke I can’t keep.
I hold on loosely
But you still leave.

Fade Through Me

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