Well, I'm far too gone for any social please
And I crushed the odds but I'm far from free
Gotta find a way to sustain
This numb feeling cause' it's always

In my head again
when I'm feeling this adrenaline
Of the whiskey that's been kickin' in
I hope that this will never end, I said
In my head again
When the problems started from within
And the truth begins a sinkin' in
I'm beggin' please just make this end, yeah

OH! I gotta feel it, getting near it all
Opened up a void that was a hole
Pour it down until it warms the soul
Gotta feel it, getting near it all

Feeling far too gone for any 'socialing'
And I'm way too young to have this disease
So you think I'm wrong? Let me tell you right
How I've all but won this fight

In my head again
when I'm feeling this adrenaline
Of the whiskey that's been kickin' in
I hope that this will never end, I said
In my head again
When the problems started from within
And the truth begins a sinkin' in
I'm beggin' please just make this end, yeah

OH! I gotta feel it, getting near it all
Opened up a void that was a hole
Pour it down until it warms the soul
Gotta feel it, getting near it all (x2)

Far Too Gone

A Promise

Prelude 1 (A) is a virtuosic study with arpeggios exploring chromatic seconds in the right hand, and melody in the left hand. Small counter-melodic moments appear in subsequent sections and the prelude finishes with a possible cadence that fades to a lamenting minor second. Sheet music at https://www.australiancomposers.com.au/search?q=rachel+hocking

Prelude 1

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My future works will be a mix of "Instrumental Black Metal" and "Baroque Music", like this new single taken from the unpublished EP titled "Suite in A Minor (Dnw 46)". 
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Fugue (Dnw 46)

Song composed & created by The Boilerman
Eric created & plays: all clean wah-wah & distorted lead & rhythm guitar
Eric created & mix's: all drum, bass, ambient, atmo & synth
Shamoozey created & speaks: all spoken word
Production by E.H.T Studios
Thank you for listening!

Facing The Gates Of Truth

I wrote, arranged, produced, mixed, and performed Through it All, with backing vocals from my friend Brian Matteson, it's an anthem of resilience—soaring melodies, emotional depth, and a message of hope. For anyone facing storms, this is a reminder to rise, push forward, and never give up.

[Verse 1]

Lost and alone
Dark closes in
Hides the light from me
Fear weighs me down
Captures my thoughts
Sets my demons free

[Pre-Chorus]

As the rain is pouring down
I hear you cry my name
As I stumble at the edge
You pull me back again

[Chorus]

Through my fear and doubt
You could have cast me out
But thorough it all
You're right beside me
Here in this pouring rain
I'll stand
'cause my time is in your hands
thorough it all
You're right beside me

[Verse 2]

Here in the night
You search for me
as I turn away
Still reaching out
Calling me home
as you light way

[Pre-Chorus]

As the light comes rushing in
I rise to see your face
Darkness starts to fall away
As you pull me from this place

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse 3]

Safe in your arms
You are my strength
You are my everything
Home, Finally home
No longer lost
You are the song I sing

[Repeat Pre-Chorus]

[Repeat Chorus}

Through It All

Guitars, Bass, Keys and Vocals by Robert Grigg

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"Atlantis" is my submerged city.
This song was born from a year of silence, mourning and scars. It is dedicated to my father death one year ago, my first guide, my first sound. As a child, I watched him listen to The Shadows, immersed in a world that I didn't understand then, but that keeps me alive today.

The artwork represents that child — me — suspended between absence and memory. The shadows of the guitars are the remains of what has been, yet they still vibrate, as if somewhere they were still playing for him.

"Atlantis" is not just a song: it is my way of going down into the depths, among the ruins, and bringing what remains to the surface.

💿 Produced by EileenNoise.
Singer and guitar Sophie 

You can hear other works with her here;)
https://soundcloud.com/zipboy83/sets/grunge-vocals-by-sophie
🎸 In memory of those who taught me to listen to the silence between the notes.

Check my other works with that sound
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[Verse]
Shadows fade like broken glass
In the ruins of my past
Crawling out from dirt and stone
Found a place to call my own

[Chorus]
Burn me down I’ll rise again
From the ashes of my sin
Chains are gone the weight is light
Born again in endless fight

[Verse 2]
Bruised and battered torn apart
Every scar a piece of art
Shattered dreams they light the way
Through the dark to find the day

[Chorus]
Burn me down I’ll rise again
From the ashes of my sin
Chains are gone the weight is light
Born again in endless fight

[Bridge]
Smoke still lingers in the air
But I breathe without a care
Let the embers guide my hand
Building castles in the sand

[Chorus]
Burn me down I’ll rise again
From the ashes of my sin
Chains are gone the weight is light
Born again in endless fight

Atlantis

I’ve been standing on the edge of light
Praying for a winged escape tonight
Lift me higher, where the silence sings
Past the noise and earthly little things

I need an angel, not made of gold
But one who sees me – broken, whole
Not to save me, just to know
That even lost hearts still can glow


Take me up, up past the sky
Where my troubles look so small from high
Let me float into the dark unknown
Where even northern lights feel overthrown
And if you love me – love me free
Don’t fix a thing, just fly with me
We could’ve built a world from dreams
Where nothing’s ever as hard as it seems


I don’t need heaven carved in stone
Just want a place to call my own
Where someone holds me without shame
Just a soul, no need for fame

You’d see me – just a man in pain
Still hoping love could fall like rain
No magic tricks, no perfect plan
Just two hearts doing what they can


Take me up, up past the sky
Where my troubles look so small from high
Let me float into the dark unknown
Where even northern lights feel overthrown
And if you love me – love me true
Not for what I hide, but what I do
We could’ve sparked a brand new fire
Fed by hope and not desire


Maybe I’m dreaming – maybe that’s fine
I’ll keep dreaming ‘til the stars align
This world don’t fit the love I crave
But I’ll still give it all I gave


Take me up, up past the sky
Let me see it all from way up high
Where the chaos fades to peace
And human pain has sweet release
If you’re out there – hear my cry
Angel in the void, don’t pass me by
We could’ve laughed and loved for real
Even in a world too numb to feel

Angel In The Void

Introduction and Lyrics in English:

The ghost forest really does exist on the German Baltic coast. Over the centuries, the beech, oak and ash trees have taken on bizarre shapes due to the Baltic wind and the many storms. To me, they look like bent, crooked figures that seem to be on the run from the recurring storms. 
As almost all the trees have only one crown and are completely bare underneath, they also give me the impression that they have shut themselves off from the fury of the storms and withdrawn into themselves.
In my imagination, the storms stand for the inner ghosts or demons that more or less haunt everyone rarely, sometimes often or always at night.  
For me, the trees in turn symbolize the sometimes panic-like fears and the need to flee when the inner ghosts appear.   
At the same time, in my mind the trees also stand for the great achievement of some people who nevertheless live and continue to live under the impression of permanent demonic inner storms: Admittedly somehow crooked, slanted and crooked; but nevertheless in a marvelous way peculiar, unmistakable and original.
This is the background against which the song ""Ghostly Forest"" was created.

Ghostly forest

Every night you are there
Like a fool tormenting me with relish
Like a sneering clown
You force me to look into my abyss

Mmh

Fall deep, almost unbearable these soul wounds
Give me this one shot that pulls me out of the tunnel of pain
aah

You tell me dark things
Accuse me, expose me, make me small
You put me before the last judgement
Spit brazenly in my scarred face

You give me the feeling
That all I want is to die, to be dead
Oooh
Seemingly salvation, consolation

No! Get up!
Get to your feet!
At the bottom
You're still healthy,

I was 
In the ghostly forest
I lost my way there,
I still find the gap
Which leads me to my Yes! to life
Leads me to life!

You never leave me in peace
Give me new blisters every night

When I think I've banished you now,
You come prancing in from the left

Not one tired night 
I woke up without your fearful bite
Behind windows, doors, cupboards you sit 
Always ready for the nightmare leap

This morning
my deepest soul centre would have almost
faded before you

You were on the verge of destroying my core
Dishonouring my dignity beyond repair

A deflated moment
Who knows only silence, rigor mortis
Oooh
Already thought I'd never return

No! Get up!
Get to your feet!
At the bottom
You're still healthy,

I was 
In the ghostly forest
I lost my way there,
I still find the gap
Which leads me to my Yes! to life
Leads me to life!

Angel In The Void

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