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She wakes up to find scales under her pillow
Whispers to the mirror, Is it time to let go?
His world’s black and white, but hers is getting clearer
Dreams of the ocean draw closer to her

While she feels the pull of the changing tide
He clings to the shore, trying to hide
Her future’s vast as the open sea
He’s anchored in doubt, refusing to see

As she jingles her bracelets, sounding the call
He just wishes he weren't there at all

She’s calling, she’s yearning, she’s beginning to flee
She’s chasing, she’s changing, becoming the sea
Riding the waves that whisper her name
Breaking the bonds, unleashing the main

She's into witch doctors and superstitions
As if on a mission to challenge his love 
Makes him talk to people who he finds quite fishy
And one of these days, he'll have had enough

But one of these days, lit by the setting sun
He’ll have his grounded world turned upside down

She’s calling, she’s yearning, she’s beginning to flee
She’s chasing, she’s changing, becoming the sea
Riding the waves that whisper her name
Breaking the bonds, unleashing the main

It sparkles, it shimmers, it sends golden rays
Onto the onlookers and his silly face

She’s calling, she’s yearning, she’s beginning to flee
She’s chasing, she’s changing, becoming the sea
Riding the waves that whisper her name
Breaking the bonds, unleashing the main

Mira is Going to the Sea

Break These Chains (Explicit)

SHOOT UP
The trip today saw you on your way
Wave your friends goodbye
You got a ticket for a holiday
In the air you’re gonna fly

Lose yourself on a distant plane
Astral dream of liquid mind
Another ticket and you’re off again
Never knowing what you’ll find

Waiting for the needle
To carry your soul away
Shatter your plans for tomorrow
You’ve only got one more day

So Shoot Up, you’re gonna get high
Shoot up, you’re gonna die
Shoot up, you’re gonna get high
Shoot up, you try to hide from yourself, but you can’t
So shoot up…

The trip today made you pale and grey
Man, you flew so high
Maybe you should find another way
Maybe you’re living a lie

Waiting for the needle
To carry your soul away
Shatter your plans for tomorrow
You’ve only got one more day

So Shoot Up, you’re gonna get high
Shoot up, you’re gonna die
Shoot up, you’re gonna get high
Shoot up, you try to hide from yourself, but you can’t
So shoot up…
So shoot up
Yeah!!!
Shoot up!

Lyrics Copyright 1982-2024 Stefan Sojka
Music Copyright 2024 Stefan Sojka

Shoot Up

Our standard set closer and the heavier of our songs. Reflecting on a life spent chasing the ethereal dream while the clock ticks and wondering if there's a better way...

Shattered Reflections

No Regrets

Song Written & Composed by Brett Patrick Gibson (NUABYSS).

Hint: I wrote this song about the loss of my father and a promise I made him, that I will keep, and have been keeping since the day he died, about 10 years ago.

[verse]
A breath that lingers, to memory's hold
Caught in the threads of stories untold

Battles fought, you made it through
Every wound a mark that grew

i cant..   i cant.. 
let it go

[pre-chorus]
For every scar that time reveals
The echoes live on.... the pain still heals

[chorus]
To keep your heart's fire burning bright 
To guard your key through endless nights

[verse]
I whispered words you longed to hear
To keep the love, while facing the fears

a promise to you, guiding the light
to let it all go

let it go
let it go
let it go

[pre-chorus]
For every scar that time reveals
The echoes live on.... the pain still heals

[chorus]
To keep your heart's fire burning bright 
To guard your key through endless nights

A promise

[pre-chorus]
For every scar that time reveals
The echoes live on.... the pain still heals

[chorus]
To keep your heart's fire burning bright 
To guard your key through endless nights


I promise

let it go



I promise...

Promise

Lyrics:

I’m drowning, caught in the undertow,
Waves crash heavy where my fears grow.
Deep down, I hear the monsters call,
Echoes of weakness build my hollow walls.

But I’ve held my breath for far too long,
Fighting shadows where I don’t belong.
Every heartbeat feels like it’s borrowed,
A fragile strength carved out of sorrow.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

The mirror shows cracks, the truth unfolds,
A battle waged within my broken soul.
Deep down, I see the monsters lie,
They feed on the tears I’ve tried to hide.

But beneath the weight, I feel a spark,
A fragile flame ignites the dark.
Every scar reminds me of my name,
Through the hollow, I’ll rise again.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

Let the tide take what it will,
I’ll find my way through the still.
The monsters scream, but I’ll endure,
Through the hollow, my strength is pure.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

I’m drowning, but I’m breathing now,
Rising from the depths, I’ve taken my vow.
Letting go of the fear, I’ve come to know,
In the pain, I’ve found a strength to grow.

Drowning

My Path My Choice

Engines of ruin

Ballad of David Mayer

"What Have I Done?" is an unrelenting dive into the chaos of regret and self-destruction. Featuring a powerful collaboration between AXAXC and Alesxndrx, this track fuses raw emotion with searing deathcore riffs, haunting melodies, and visceral lyrics.

From guttural screams that tear at the fabric of your soul to ethereal clean vocals that pull you into the abyss, "What Have I Done?" captures the essence of betrayal, introspection, and the haunting echoes of choices made. The song's relentless instrumentation mirrors the inner turmoil, building to a crescendo of unfiltered rage and despair.

This isn't just a song—it's a confession, a release, and a reckoning. For those who've ever stared into the mirror and questioned everything, "What Have I Done?" will resonate deeply.

Welcome to the storm. This is AXAXC feat. Alesxndrx.

What Have I Done? feat. Alesxndrx

[Intro: Soft piano, strings swell, haunting female vocals overlapping whispers]
(Female)
I see the cracks in my reflection,
A ghost of who I used to be.
(Male whispers)
What have I done? What have I become?

[Verse 1: Melodic clean male vocals over ambient guitars]
(Male)
Every lie, every tear, every scar that I hide,
The weight of the guilt buries me alive.
Shadows creeping, they scream my name,
A cycle of torment I can't escape.

[SCREAMO BREAKDOWN: Heavy guitars, double bass pedal kicks in]
(Male SCREAM)
GURGHHHHHHHHHHH!
I'M BURIED IN MY SINS, NO PLACE TO RUN!
WHAT HAVE I DONE?! BLEUGHHHHHHHHHHH!

[Chorus: Ethereal female vocals with screamo backing]
(Female, soaring)
What have I done to deserve this pain?
(Male SCREAM)
WHAT HAVE I DONE?! WHAT HAVE I BECOME?!
(Female)
I've lost myself in the shadows again…
(Male SCREAM)
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

[Instrumental Bridge: Atmospheric synths, distorted guitar harmonics, whispers fading into guttural breaths]
(Whispered overlapping male and female)
You can't escape…
This is your fate…

[Verse 2: Screamo and growling blend over relentless riffs]
(Male SCREAM)
I BUILT THIS HELL, BRICK BY BRICK!
EVERY STEP I TOOK WAS FUCKING SICK!
A PRISON OF REGRET, NO WAY OUT!
I SCREAM BUT NO ONE HEARS MY SHOUT!

(Growling)
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MY SOUL?!
I'VE LOST CONTROL, LET THE BLOOD FLOW!

[Chorus: Alternating clean and guttural vocals]
(Female, melodic)
What have I done to deserve this pain?
(Male SCREAM)
WHAT HAVE I DONE?! WHAT HAVE I BECOME?!
(Female)
I've lost myself in the shadows again…
(Male SCREAM)
BLEUGHHHHHHHHHHH!

[Breakdown 1: Crushing bass drop, guttural growls over slow, chugging riffs]
(Male SCREAM)
THE WALLS CLOSE IN, I'M SUFFOCATING!
EVERY BREATH IS A CURSE, NO ESCAPING!
GURGHHHHHHHHHHH!
THIS IS MY PENANCE, MY FUCKING END!

[Bridge: Ambient guitars, soft female vocals with whispers]
(Female)
Can you forgive me for the things I've done?
I'm drowning now, but you were the one…

[Screamo drop into second breakdown]
(Male SCREAM)
NO FORGIVENESS! NO PEACE!
I'LL DRAG YOU TO THE FUCKING DEEP!

[Final Chorus: Full band, orchestral backing with layered screams]
(Female, soaring)
What have I done to deserve this pain?
(Male SCREAM)
WHAT HAVE I DONE?! WHAT HAVE I BECOME?!
(Female)
I've lost myself in the shadows again…
(Male SCREAM)
BLEUGHHHHHHHHHHH! GURGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

[Outro: Slow piano, distorted echoes, final guttural growl fades into silence]
(Male, whispered)
What have I done… to us…

What Have I Done feat. Alesxndrx: Part 2

'Tis the season for some holiday headbanging!

Lyrics:
Go-go! Light the tree, let the pit explode!

Tinsel twists and candy sticks,
Bows on the floor and the clock goes tick.
The stockings hung with heavy hands,
The crowd is roaring—here we stand!

It’s jingle-time! Let the breakdowns fall,
Merry Moshmas to one and all!

Merry Moshmas! Deck the halls!
Spin the tree! Wreck the walls!
Ho-ho! Let it go!
Feel the cheer beneath the snow!

The eggnog’s spilled, the table’s turned,
The gingerbread men… slightly burned.
The snow is falling… the neighbors flee,
But it’s not a party without debris!

The lights go bright… the amps go loud,
Fists in the air, a festive crowd!

Fa-fa, la-la, dun-dun, chug-chug!
Spin the wreath and feel the thud!

Merry Moshmas! Deck the halls!
Spin the tree! Wreck the walls!
Ho-ho! Let it go!
Feel the cheer beneath the snow!

You feel that…? The room is shaking…
The sleigh is dropping… the pit is breaking!

Spin the wreath!
Kick the snow!
Raise your fist!
Let it go!

Fa-la-la-la-la-la, smash!
Fa-la-la-la-la-la, thrash!

Merry Moshmas! Deck the halls!
Spin the tree! Wreck the walls!
Ho-ho! Let it go!
Feel the cheer beneath the snow!

The lights are dim… the snow is red,
The pit has cleared, the cheer’s been spread.
Merry Moshmas to one and all,
Until next year… let the metal call...

Engines of ruin

Marol Records

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