This song is about another ex from about 20 years ago. The original will be posted if this does well.

All on my back

I called your name,oh Lord,
    from deepest  of the pit.
 You heard my plea: “Do not close your ears
    to my cry for relief.”
 You came near when I called you,
    and you said, “Do not fear.”

 You, Lord, took up my case;
    you redeemed my life.
 Lord, you have seen the wrong done to me.
    Uphold my cause!
 You have seen the depth of their vengeance,
    all their plots against me.

 Lord, you have heard their insults,
    all their plots against me—
 what my enemies whisper and mutter
    against me all day long.
 Look at them! Sitting or standing,
    they mock me in their songs.

 Pay them back what they deserve, Lord,
    for what their hands have done.
 Put a veil over their hearts,
    and may your curse be on them!
 Pursue them in anger and destroy them
    from under the heavens of the Lord



Payback

A nostalgic soft rock ballad in B minor, blending elements of folk rock, pop rock, and subtle alt-country. The song reflects on growing up on a close-knit street, where memories of childhood freedom, connection, and place still echo through time. With warm acoustic tones and heartfelt storytelling, Where I Grew captures the essence of simpler days and lasting identity. Blending my own ideas with AI support – a journey shaped by feeling and code.

The Old Street

Ein Song wie eine Sommernacht – voller Fernweh, flüsternder Wälder und goldener Sterne. Inspiriert von Joseph von Eichendorffs Gedicht (1834), erzählt Sehnsucht von der stillen Kraft der Träume und dem Wunsch, einfach aufzubrechen. Zwischen Posthorn und Mondschein, Mmh Mmh Mmh Mmh – ein musikalischer Spaziergang ins Herz der Romantik.

A song like a summer night – full of longing, whispering woods, and golden stars. Inspired by the poetry of Joseph von Eichendorff (1834), Sehnsucht captures the quiet power of dreams and the urge to escape. Between distant horns and moonlit gardens, Mmh Mmh Mmh Mmh – a musical walk into the heart of romantic yearning.

Sehnsucht

lyrics:
You said, "This isn't the right time,"
Like love has a schedule we forgot to find.
So I watched you walk away slow,
Like a sunset no one tells to go.

I kept my words behind my teeth,
But they echo in the quiet underneath.
You looked back once, but didn't wave—
Maybe you knew I'd wait anyway.

Maybe someday you'll knock on my door,
Say you've seen the world, but you miss me more.
Maybe someday when the skies align,
We'll find the right love at the right time.
But for now I'll stay
One thought away...
Maybe someday?

I still set the table like you're coming by,
Fold napkins like they matter, don't ask why.
Your song plays, and I don't skip,
It hurts, but I love the way it hits.

I write your name in empty space,
Inkless pens and coffee-stained grace.
I tell myself it's for the best—
But "moving on" just feels like rest.

Maybe someday I'll be just a name,
In a story you tell but don't feel the same.
Maybe someday we'll meet by chance,
And not need closure in a second glance.
But for now I'll stay
One breath away...
Maybe someday?

I'm not holding on...
Just leaving the light on.
In case the road you're on
Leads you home again.

Maybe someday, but not today,
You'll remember me in that kind of way.
Maybe someday we'll laugh and say,
"We just had to grow before we stayed."
But for now I'll stay
A prayer away...
Maybe someday?

(Maybe someday… or maybe never…
But I'll still remember forever.)

Maybe Someday

Late September Heart is a quiet story of almosts — the words not said, the looks held a second too long, the song left hanging in the air. Set against a backdrop of worn leather booths and late-night jukebox hum, this track leans into a slow-burning country-blues feel. It’s the kind of song that doesn’t raise its voice, but lingers like smoke — steady, honest, and full of the things we don’t say. For nights when something stirs, even in silence. For what almost was.

Late September Heart erzählt leise von allem, was fast passiert wäre – Worte, die in der Kehle stecken bleiben, Blicke, die zu lange halten, ein Song, der in der Luft hängen bleibt. Der Sound: rau und warm, wie eine Jukebox in einem Diner kurz vor Feierabend. Country-Blues in seiner stillsten Form – ehrlich, zurückgenommen, und voller unausgesprochener Dinge. Für Nächte, in denen etwas bleibt. Auch wenn nichts geschieht.

Late September Heart

[Verse 1]
How do you say I love you
When you know they’ll look away?
When the moment’s passed, the door is shut
And words just float astray?
How do you shout I love you
When it echoes back as shame?
When silence hugs the air so tight
You’re scared to speak its name?

[Chorus]
So I hold it like a secret
Buried deep beneath my skin
A truth too loud to whisper
But too sacred to give in
If I say it—will it vanish?
If I don’t—will it remain?
How do you say I love you
When it only brings you pain?

[Verse 2]
How do you say I love you
When the one you love won’t hear?
When “I miss you” sounds pathetic
And “I’m sorry” feeds their fear
How do you still keep hoping
When the facts all say you can’t?
When you’re dancing with delusion
But you never learned to plant?

[Chorus]
So I hold it like a secret
Carved in pages I don’t send
A prayer I tell the night sky
That will never reach its end
If I scream it—will it cheapen?
If I write it—will it fade?
How do you say I love you
When there’s nothing left to say?

[Bridge]
Why do words mean more to some
And to others just feel light?
Why does love become a burden
When it once had given flight?
Why does pain become a prison
When it only wants release?
Why can’t we just say I love you
And let that be our peace?

[Final Chorus]
So I sing it through the silence
In a song you’ll never hear
But it’s all I have to offer
And it’s all I hold dear
If I never say I love you
Know it still beats in my chest
How do you say I love you
When your heart won’t let it rest?

How Do You Say I Love You (When It’s Already Too Late)

Never alone

Going through all the corners, 
going through crossroads of life. 
The only street going to the river 
is your own feelings of love. 
There you’ll never be alone, 
you’ll never be stuck,
There you’ll never be alone, 
when with you is love. 
There in the river of fate 
you can see yourself,
there in mirrors of waves,
where love is holding your hand. 
There you’ll never be alone, 
you’ll never be stuck,
There you’ll never be alone, 
when with you is love.

How Do You Say I Love You (When It’s Already Too Late)

Marol

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