I Am Not A Robot

Words Unspoken

Life Is Not a Fucking Anime

original song finally 

lyrics

could be bpd
thats why im so mean
could be adhd 
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
im self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen
oh im autistic
let me sperg about my special interest
im going nonverbal
im ticking im stimming
all of my symptoms
they just seem to fit in
schizophrenia
self diagnosis
you cant blame me when im in psychosis
if i did something bad it wasnt me
it was my alter i have did
meet my system 
its hard to keep up
please believe me 
even with the slip ups
and a buzzfeed test
told me that im bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah its really immoral
and im neurodivergent
you are neurotypical
we want you to feel like we are divisible
if theres not something wrong with you
then theres something wrong with you
the quizzes and videos
they are all calling you

self diagnosis

end of the rope

note: @state-surve told me my music was "not edgy enough" so I made this as a response

Spending all day in my room 
with the slop that I consume

All shit I see online
Always eating at my mind

Each day harder than the last
would you notice if I passed?

String you along for the ride
I'm committing double suicide

I want to kill you and myself
I hope to see you burn in hell	
I want to kill you and myself
I would never wish you well

New days bring
New pains 

And I wish
That I could change

Even though I want to 
I'm forever stuck on you

I'm too far gone to help
what the fuck is mental health 

Since you left all i do is whine
Now I'm planning our double suicide

I want to kill you and myself
I hope to see you burn in hell	
I want to kill you and myself
I would never wish you well

Double Suicide

Cut my tongue out with your teeth
and spit my words right back out at me
another lesson that ill need
this curriculum is too overwhelming

when every step forward brings you back
cut my hands and tell me what i lack
pressure building till i crack
i swore you said that i meant much more than that

and if you ever set me free
you'd see the type of man i'd be
if i threw my soul would you catch it
i killed saint patrick cause he drove you away from me

you're a snake
you're a fucking serpent
and the time you take
you dont deserve it

i still miss when you begged me to stay, im better off anyway

and i hate to remember that you're around
everything i gave you and you pushed out
you pushed out
everything you pushed out, dont keep me around

put your knee against my neck
go ahead and steal all of my breath
every moment i was wishing
you would hate me more for less

and now i know ill be what you thought of me
you had me playing with matches
id kill saint patrick if he drove you away from me


Saint Patrick

sorry if i butchered the lyrics it's really my first time trying to sing

lyrics:

Arching my back
He cummed in my ass
I wanted to say daddy thank you
The dick is so far
I think i might fart
Or even worse i might just cum
I miss riding until he’s hard as a rock
I miss licking and sucking on cock
Stroking alone on my flaccid cock
When is it going to get hard
dope ass music or smth
I don’t like women
I think i like men
That I would suck them off if they dropped their pants
Ur cock is so cool
I think i might drool
I don’t think i’ve ever seen a mushroom tip
*music or smth*
I miss riding til he’s hard as a rock
I miss licking and sucking on cock
Stroking alone on my flaccid cock
When is it gonna get hard
I miss riding til he’s hard as a rock
I miss licking and sucking on cock
Stroking alone on my flaccid cock
When is it gonna get hard

original cover by fagcel: https://soundcloud.com/internet-578518560/the-cock-i-lost

NEVER LOSE THAT DICK!

the cock i lost (cover of a cover)

prod. by peril @perilmadeit
https://soundcloud.com/perilmadeit

lyrics by brynn </3

Intro/Chorus:
Delete my memories, rewrite my past
Everything I’ve known was meant to collapse and so
Tell me if you’re worth it, and tell me what’s real
I’m sick of the feeling, that I can’t even feel
I don’t feel real, like everything’s a bad dream
I don’t feel real, lose everything that’s close to me

Verse 1:
I left the house, yeah, I swear that I tried,
Got halfway to the store before I changed my mind.
Cause everyone out there seems to function normally,
And I’d rather just be here slowly self-destructing.
And so, tell me, do you 
ever think of me at night?
When they’re crying in your arms,
does it feel right?

Pre-Chorus:
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head

Chorus:
Delete my memories, rewrite my past
Everything I’ve known was made to collapse
And so tell me if you’re worth it, and tell me what’s real
I’m sick of the feeling, that I can’t even feel
I don’t feel real, like everything’s a bad dream
I don’t feel real, lose everything that’s close to me

Verse 2:
I could fix my life
if I really tried,
But I’ve always been better at
wasting my time.
I say I wanna change
but I’ll never commit,
I kind of just own
Being a piece of shit
I’m really good at avoiding my problems,
Really bad at fixing them.
I treat every inconvenience,
Like a reason to never speak again.

Pre-Chorus:
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head

Chorus:
Delete my memories, rewrite my past
Everything I’ve known was made to collapse
Tell me if you’re worth it, and tell me what’s real
I’m sick of the feeling, that I can’t even feel
I don’t feel real, like everything’s a bad dream
I don’t feel real, lose everything that’s close to me

delete me (demo) prod. peril

[Lyrics:]

if i was myself and you wouldn't care, would you still love me?

i got no alarm just to wake me up but you should know you hurt me.

i don't know if you'd do it again, just know that i though you loved me.

i know that it's all so fucked up but i didn't think that you would lie.

i've fallen through, everytime i lose my marbles.

i don't know, why you would try to fake me like that.

i don't know, why you're tryna get my friends to hate me too.

cause it is you, that should think about their actions again.

end of the rope

Zperg0z

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