ALL I DO IS CRASH OUT 
DRINK UNTIL I BLACK OUT 
PASSED OUT ON THE CORNER 
TOURIN WITH MY MASK OUT 
GOT MY PHONE IN MY POCKET 
DUCT TAPE HUMAN SHOCKING
DRANK ALOT SO AINT NO STOPPING 
WHAT I FEEL LIKE IMA DO 
WHO THE FUCK U TALKING TO 
SHES WAS LYING OUT HER CLITORIS 
WALKING BACK AND FORTH PUSSY POPPIN SMOKING CIGGARETTES  
STUPID BITCH BLOCKED ME FOR I EVEN PUT MY DICK IN IT 
HOPEFULLY MY DRS SPITTING FACTS ABOUT MY PROZAC 
MOMMY IN HER MENTAL PROLLY TRIPPING BOUT MY BROKE ASS 
STICKIN FLASHBACKING CRACKALACKING 
WHEN I SMOKE 
BAD IMAGES I SPOKE
SAD SENTENCES WROTE
ON A BAD CHOICE ROAD ION THINK IM GONNA SLOW 
DOWN LOCKIN 
CAUSTIC 
ION GOTTA OPTION 
DRINKIN TILL FULL LIKE MY STOMACH GONNA POP BITCH 
FUCK IT TO YA HAPPINESSS U WORRIED BOUT THE OPTICS 
FUCKING UP MY HAPPINESS IM NEVER GONNA DROP IT 

LIKE OH FUCK SHES LOSING IT NOW 
USE TO SAY THE SHIT WAS POISON IM abUSING IT NOW 
TAKE IMAGE OFF THE PAGE AND MAKE IT FUSE WITH THE SOUND
NIGGAS ALWAYS BEEN CONFUSED ABOUT THE SHIT CREATE 
AND THIS NO CONTACT MAKES IT WORSE IN MY BRAIN 
AND IM SORRY IM TWEAKING NOT CONTROLLING MYSELF 
ALL THIS CONSTANT OVERTHINKING NOT TOO GOOD FOR MY HEALTH 
U JUST CIRCLE IN MY HEAD AND I JUST HOPE THAT YA WELL 
EEEE AH NOW IM FEELING ENVIOUS
CONSTANT STATE OF PANIC AND CONCIOUS STATE OF EMPTINESS 
WHY I SENT THE MESSAGE CAUSE I GOT U AT MY FINGERTIPS 
ACT AND THINKING RATIONAL THE FUCK I COULDNT  THINK OF THIS
ASKED FOR REASSURANCE BUT U COULDNT GET IN SYNC WITH IT 
WALKING DOWN A HILL INTO A TOWN THATS LOOKIN PINK N SHIT 

PLASTERING THE PICTURES OF YA FEATURES I WAS DRAWING 
I WAS CRAFTING JUST LAUGHING MY EMOTION GET TO FLIPING
AND IM SORRY IF I SCARED  YOU U JUSR ALWAYS FEEL SO DISTANT 
AND IM DRIFTING WHAT HE GOT AND WHAT IM MISSING AND WISH I JUST ACT A LIL DIFFERENT 

AND I COULD GIVE YOUR ASS
SOME SPACE 
I DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS TRIPPING I SEND THAT PICTURE OF MY FACE 
AND IM SORRY I DONT THINK ABOUT SHIT U GOTTA TAKE DEALING WITH ME IS ALOT 
THEN I SPIRAL WHEN I THINK OF U WITH SOMEONE THAT IS NOT 
ME SMIRKING I WAS CERTAIN TILL I LOSE IT LIKE THE PLOT  
BE CAUTIOUS WHERE U STEPPING LEAKING CAUSTIC THEN I ROT 
WATER SEEPING IN MY SOCKS 
ON THE CORNWR KICKING ROCKS 
SEE AND CONSEQUENTLY DRINKING TILL I END UP IN YA BLOCK 
ZEE RAMBLING FOR MILES GROUND WAS QUAKIN WHEN I WALK 
I JUST REALLY WANNA TALK 
AND I GET I FUCKED IT UP 
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO GO BACK TO THE WAY U USE TO BE 

I MISS IT ROOM AND SEEIN YA FACE THE LOTTLE THINGS 
THE WAY U SMILE  THE WAY U SMELL
THEN I WAS BLINDED BY MY GREED 
TSAW YA BEAUTY GETTIN ROSY ON YA CHEEKS 

GOT A 
AND CALM THE FUCK DOWN 
SEE YOUR FACE IN MY HEAD 
SEE 

DIDNT LISTEN AND IM SORRY 


SAME LOOPIN HAVING  SEX WITH INSANITY
TRIED TO MAKE IT IT WORK AND MAYBE GIVE ME SOME VANITY 
DRINKING TILL IT HURTS BC IT GOVES ME SOME CLARITY 
 

 
 

LIKE I SHOULD OF did U BETTER NOW IM TRYNA GET HELP 




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