Found by XEMERZ on a random Russian website, recovered by me. Originally uploaded to John’s SoundCloud for 2 hours on Valentine’s Day in 2019. Cover Art found by Genius.com User: “Malevolent :3”

Lyrics:
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done (done)
That’s apologizing to myself and I don’t feel alright
I feel like before the bloody [?] fuck with valentine
Tomorrow be back to normal, it’s another [?]
Eyes creep to the back of my mind

One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh,

Go, I wanna just float
Float above the clouds in the skys and make it my home
Castle in the sky, float
Fuck a earthly love
I don’t want to feel pitty 
I want to stay with you 

Im sorry, for the things that i have done (done)
(Purple sticker, purp-purple sticker)

Valentine Blues

[FOUND] Johnnascus- Valentine Blues(prod.sleepingforyears)

beat by girlfrompluto

i am never making a song like this again

2trëndii.....

iröNëë PöisöNëD w/ charlotte, girlfrompluto, westside johnny [girlfrompluto]

@basement

思い出せば

PERFORMED,PRODUCED AND SHITTLY MIXED BY ZPHINKTERR

eeee aaaaaaaa(now now) 
(hell nah)
JUNKIE IN THE MORNING 
WAKE AND BAKING LIKE A CAKE 
ITS STANKING BACON
 SMELL A COPPER 
COPPER SOULOEETTE
THERES YA TEST 
SCORING LIKE A BUTCHER 
IM PERFORMER UR THE BOOKER
BOOKA BOOGA SNIFFING SUGAR 
TO THE ROOF IF WERE IT TOOK HER 
x
CLIMBED A STORY THEN I FAINTED 
WAKE THE BAKER NOW IM FADED 
TAKE IT TAKE IT 
ROOM WAS VACANT 
NOT A PEEP AND NOT BEAT 
OR EVEN BREATHING 
BE DISCREET 
ZPHINKTERR REEK ANOMOLY 
YEA YA SECRET’S SAFE WITH ME
YEAAAAAAA
SWEAR YA SECRETS SAFE WITH ME 
AND IF DONT WANNA TRUST ME GOT SOME WAYS TO MAKE YA SEE 
YA WALK THE ROAD LIKE A PUPPET ILL PUT PHRASES IN YA SPEECH 
AND IF YA DONT WANNA LOVE ME ILL TAKE FACES TO THE BEACH 
(helll nahhhhhhhh)
JOE GEIGER 
GREENSKEEP GO 
RAKE IT UP LIKE SNOW 
IN THE MIDST MIGHT BLOW 
IN THE MIX I KNOW 
FUCK A “bourgeoisie”
I REFUSED MY SLEEP 
STICK IS LONG NO SHEETH 
IT WAS ALL MY BEATS 
AND I KEEP THAT (hellll nahhhhh)
(helll nahhhhh)

joE gEigER

\flip my present moment
present time im president
i got my tech deck flippin trippin
now my signal wet
i keep my tech up on my body 
need dat internet
fuck what i send u ye
fuck wat i send u ye

HYPER TENDRIL GAWKTUAH

WTFSIC.FEAT sasha XD_DEMO

boolymon +ca$hmarr archive(p.youngslash + xg + xoolice)

HEADSHOT prod 18iluvu

pain gene prod iseesigns whylunar

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/-H9FyZpJABY

Body shutting down
Cannot see the crown
Losing will to think
The monster speaks to me
Take another drink
Every bone in me
Starts vibrating
Thoughts move at light speed
Then I CRASH!!!
CRASH!!!!
Walk around puppeteered by the lethargy
Zoning out until a muscle starts to spazz in me
Brain is bloody overriding with adenosine
Losing cognition to speak, bashi-kasha-eee

Verse2:
Drinking monster all alone in my car in my car
Yea I'm emo so what? XD rawr xD rawr
(Repeated)

Verse3:
Take a sip of the monster
Start to grow a lil stronger
Skin is glowing green
Radioactive entity
I think I have to pee but it's just anxiety
See a monster lurking in the field of my vision
It starts to claw at me and gashes open my mid riff
Blood is oozing out that is greener the grinch
Staring at the monster then it starts to take a sip
From me

"do not drink monster energy. It is not good for you and it leaves you cracked out and twitching uncontrollably into a possible heart attack"

Monster Withdrawal (prod. Skotskr) [untitled_0027]]

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis