on hold

on hold - JOHNNASCUS

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Samsara

....may we cross in dreams

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Free Slushie Day (Remastered)

Body bag (feat.Balloffza) (twiddlingshit)

music video: youtu.be/EwXYn2yiLPM
some background vocals done by CHECKS
download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

Sad Satan lsd
*hums*
Deep Web soliloquy
*hum*
Why have you come for me
Paimon, the 8th king of hell
You are scaring me
Glitchy technology
Now i see intestines pour out computer screen
Look at intestines and i see the faces of friends and my family
Hands go through me
And in their grasp are
My spleen and my kidney
King grabs on to my wrist
With a blood hellish grip
He whispers in my ear:
"We are going below"

Oh Satan, fallen angel
I know my time is up
Oh please tear out my heart
Oh please tear up my guts
No more eternal suffering
I want to end it all
Im tired of the flames
And seeing all my wrongs
Oh Satan, fallen angel
I know my time is up
Oh please tear out my heart
Oh please tear up my guts
I'm tired of suffering
I want to leave this hell

Sad Satan LSD (Prod. BRUHMANEGOD)

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Kill
Tear the flesh
Break my bones
Smash the head
Hate my mind
And my body
Too much steam
Thoughts are foggy
Slam my dreams
On the concrete
Step on the pieces
With my feet
Let em blow
In the wind
They'll be forgotten
In the end

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Now my dreams gone
Time to move on
Kill my relationships
With a fucking bomb
They don't matter anyway
Nothing ever does
Hurting myself is the best drug

Time to go brain dead
Gain a sheep head
Follow all the rules
Never question them
Live inside the screens
Be distracted
While I rot away 
Into fragments

Bluepilled livin in the matrix
No help from anyone to change this
But I don't even want to change this
Hedonism feels so amazing

I wanna fuck to the end of time
Live inside a box & never go outside
Never make art I lost all my drive
Overdose on sugar, until I see white
Then decorate my walls with my bloody insides

CPU kill me
I be feeling dirty 
From watching all
The pornography
My brain is fried
Got coomer brain
Watch it all myself
Cause im so deranged
Man my eyes are tired
And they fucking sting
Looking at the blue lights all fucking night
I haven't slept for about 3, 24 hours
Tryna say three nights

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nostalgia musics during this existential crisis

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