BUCKX2 - PHONKSTAR 9000

RICKS X DEMONIAS (FEAT. SALVATIXN) (PROD. BLINDCAVEGOBLIN)

puRRpLE 2012

PROD: https://www.youtube.com/@prodtake (IG: ?)

MIXED BY: itsaedanhill x myself (IG: @itsaedanhill x @letzhatexdium)

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Xdium-hollow-lyrics

COVERART: me :) (IG: @letzhatexdium)

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Hollow

Hollow [Prod. Take]

GIMME A BEER

DiFFERENT BREED by DOOMSLAYER
artwork by @burnttxast & DOOMSLAYER
engineered by LEGiON

lyrics:
(hook)
posted wit the crew, its lookin like we hiitin licks tonight.
if he puttin up a fight, this blade gon get him quick to die.
new age heaven’s gate, i lead the cult & kill the acolytes.
melt the man of steel, the way these hollows made of kryptonite.

we out here mobbin’,
goin robbin’,
everybody put your hoods up.
ski masks on,
in the kitchen, 
time to cook up.

(verse)
i don’t fuck with no one,
i don’t wanna fuckin’ hook up.
quit the fuckin’ rappin’, think you need to pick a book up.

never heard of me? 
i think it’s time for you to look up.
want me for a show?
well too bad, i’m gettin’ booked up.

cut from different cloth,
yeah i’m a different breed of dog.
said my shit just flopped,
like boy you really one to talk.
wanna fuckin’ box,
i’ll leave yo body lined in chalk.
fist into yo jaw,
i’ll break yo face just like the law.

if you really want me ima make you scratch n claw
cause you ain't fuckin worthy of my time you fuckin flaw

switchy on my hip i flip it up n then i slash ya throat
belt around his neck i tie him up n then i drill the dome
risky off the whitney chop him up n bag him on a boat
new age dexter morgan ima kill you [redacted]

(hook)
posted wit the crew, its lookin like we hiitin licks tonight.
if he puttin up a fight, this blade gon get him quick to die.
new age heaven’s gate, i lead the cult & kill the acolytes.
melt the man of steel, the way these hollows made of kryptonite.

we out here mobbin’,
goin robbin’,
everybody put your hoods up.
ski masks on,
in the kitchen, 
time to cook up.

DiFFERENT BREED

DiFFERENT BREED {prod. LEGiON}

LUNGLACERATION - I cannot function (prod. BRONKX3)

MIXED BY ME
drive far away from me
just let me pack up my 
heart 
and release myself from those diamond eyes
same old shit its just a different day
I'm sorry I felt some kind of way
I don't know
what i should say

I can't afford to live
and I can't afford to eat
I can't mentally stay 
but I can't afford to leave

you're eyes 
I saw them decline
blur break and die
your soul left your body
so has mine 
I cant tell if it was your fault or mine
I know you lied

BREAK HARD AND FLY AWAY (prod.nixxon!)

𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐍 [𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐃. 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐊]

This track’s a trigger.
Don’t say I didn’t warn you.
But this is what it’s like…
When the only thing louder than silence
Is your own fucking mind.

You ever scream into a pillow ‘til your lungs give out?
Ever fake a laugh while planning your way out?
Wrote a note once, tore it to shreds,
Not ‘cause I changed my mind - I just hated how it read.

Friends say “you can talk,”
But vanish when I do.
They want the filtered version -
Not the ugly truth.

They love me when I rise,
But bail when I fall,
They quote “check on your strong friends”…
But never call.

I don't need sympathy, I need a fucking break.
Not another pill, not another fake.
Tired of pretending I'm not in pain,
While bleeding in silence to keep them sane.

Trigger warning - this is hell on loop.
This ain’t a phase, this is my fucking truth.
I don’t wanna die - I just want it to stop,
Want the thoughts out my head like a loaded Glock.

I’m not “crying for help,” I’m fighting to live,
In a world that takes and forgets to give.
So don’t you dare say,
“It’s all in my head” -
It’s a war, and I’m
Fighting not to be dead.

My skin’s a journal no one reads,
Every scar, a prayer on bloodstained knees.
I stitch myself with half a soul,
And still walk through this world like I’m whole.

Some days I want to disappear,
But not ‘cause I’m weak - ‘cause I’m tired of fear.
Tired of rooms with fake concern,
Tired of pain that don’t ever learn.

You want real?
Here it is:
Sometimes I look at the sky and hope it swallows me.
Sometimes I dream of silence so deep it drowns thought.
Sometimes…
I survive.

And that
Is
Fucking
Enough.

Trigger warning - yeah, I’m still here.
With fists full of fire and eyes full of fear.
You want to save me? Save yourself.
I ain’t your project, I’m my own hell.

But I fight.
And I breathe.
And I claw
Through the grief.
If you hear this voice -
Know it bleeds,
But it lives.
And that’s more strength
Than this world ever gives.

I’m not okay.
I might never be.
But I’m
Still.
Fucking.
Here.

Trigger Warning

Twist

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis

puRRpLE 2012

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