anxiety,intrusive,and irrational alternate reality nightmares

vantaBlack_dreams_mix_v0l_1

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i wannth thhat tummhy 
i wanhth    thqtty tummyjuh :3c
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CHUBBYBITCHES FREESTYLE (w/STRIZZYSTRAY)

how_it_feelz

FUCK ,EVERYBODY SAY
GOTTA STAY POSITIVE 
WAKE UP BODY ACHE 
CHEST PAIN HOT IN HERE 

SUCKS I INTERNALIZE EVERY LITTLE THING 
I ADMIT GET ATTACHED  
WHAT I DO AND WHAT U THINK 
AB ME 

WHAT YOU THINK AB ME 
BOUT ZEE 

DOUBT THESE MFS CAN SEE 
IM BEST MOTHAFUCKA 
I GUESS FEEL THE STRESS MOTHERFUCKA 
DIGRESS 
BLUE MASK ON MY BODY

yeinstop_radio_no.1

IShouldBeDead ft. Nail + Famskiiii [prod. p4ra]

ichabod_vantablack_rmx

i'm a husk without a shell
cover taken by me

lyrics:
you found a shellless husk of a man you
used to know
but then he died
in my arms

he passed away
he died so peacefully
stay right here

i'm one of them
you killed
i sleep under your floorboards
sleeping like a husk
sleeping so silently

you can hear the tapping
it's just me
tapping your walls
making you paranoid
i don't know where to go
i feel so stuck

how to crawl out
of this hell now
how to crawl out of here

ichabod_vantablack_rmx

ZPHINKTERR