The Training EP

Lullaby

CPU Buddha

....may we cross in dreams

PRODUCED AND MIXED BY ZPHINKTERR

(lyrics)
I GET SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE THEY ALWAYS TRY TO ME 
AINT NO SMILE UP ON YO FACE LIKE WHY U HERE I GOT TO BE 
SIT UP IN THIS FUCKING ROOM (LIKE WHAT U DOING ?)
ROTTIN
THINKIN 
PLOTTING
THINKIN 
PLOTTIN
LIL BITCH ITS YUNG VANTABLACK 
OVER TIME PUT KNIVES IN MY BACK 
STRESSED OUT FEEL LIKE IMA COLLAPSE 
I COLLECT MYSELF AND RELAX 
UR FACADE IM WATCHING IT CRACK 
EXPRIMENT LIKE JOHNNY TEST 
GET THIS UP OFF MY CHEST 
ALL THIS TIME I INVEST 

OVERTHINK SO MUCH THAT I FEEL LIKE IM MOTHERFUCKING LESS 
GOT LION MANE DREADS UP ON MY HEAD BUT IMA LIONESS
PEOPLE IN MY LIFE GONE MAKE A COMMENT BOUT THE WAY I DRESS
ILL BREAK THEIR FUCKING NECKS 
AND CRUSHE THEIR FUCJING HEADS 



BITCH IMA SHAKE 
RAGING APE 
SHIFT ITS FINNA SHAPE 
VOLTAGE TEND TO RAISE 
SEE THE VEINS COMING OUT YA FACE 

BITCH IM MAD AT THE WORLD AGAIN 
SMOKE TO CALM ME DOWN 
LIKE ROULETTE SOMETIMES SHIT MIGHT GET WORSE SPRING LAYER DOLLS SOUNDS 
MOOD SWINGING PIKE A SWITCH WATCH THEM
PERCIEVE ME WITH A FROWN
I KEEP SHINING FLASHING LIGHTS 
AS I PARUSE THE PINKTOWN 

FICSATION WORSEN 
I GOTTA PURGE IT 
YOU AT THAT SURFACE 
LIKE WHERE IM WORKING 
CUT LIKE A SURGEON 
BEHIND THE CURTAIN 
FEEL LIKE A BURDON 
IM TOO UNCERTAIN 

IM NOT A PERSON 
SIT AT THE SURFACE 
MASKED LIKE A SURGEON 
ILL MAKE US PERFECT

sodiumhydroxide

LeaKy FauCet

@basement

The first Rock I fell in love with as a child

Knives and Pens (Cover of the band Black Veil Brides)

Blackout

Lyrics 

STEP INTO THE SCREEN I DONT JNOW WHAT HAPPENED 
(WHY THE FUCK YOU CHASING ME)
(SEEMS I MUST BE IN A DREAM)
IM GUESS IM NOT AS QUICK AS I IMAGINED 
(IF ITS A GAME ILL PLAY IT )
(THE WORLD IS WHAT I MAKE IT )

APOCALYPSE CLOUD 

YOU READY READY ARE YOU READY READY

 I PICTURED ARMAGEDDON NOW IM LOCKED INSIDE A STORE 
 MY CHEST IM TWEAKING FUCK I CANT KEEP UP WITH IT NO MO
IM RUNNING LIKE A RACE THE GROUND IT SHAKE ITS GETTING CLOSE 
(OH YOU HEAR THAT HEAR THAT)
I HID IN THAT MACHINE IT PUT A CRACK INTO THE SCREEN 
WAS HERE FOR THE ENTIRLY BUT THAT ID NEVER SEEN 
MY VESSEL QUAKING THINK ITS TIME I JUMP FROM THAT RAVINE 
I LOOK THAT THING IN FACE 
AS I MAKE MY ESCAPE

APOCALYPSE CLOUD

Stop Under The Iron Sky

[new album when?]]

Verse1:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
My time is fading (yea)
Soul is waning (yea)
Feeling mainy (yea)
Foggy Cranium
My younger self would hate the person that ive become
Losing rhythm, can't find the beat to my own drum
This world ain't for me, or maybe I don't wanna grow up
But what's growing up? Cause I don't wanna have my soul crushed.

Verse2:
I want to live a life outside this system
Travel to a world outside the solar system
& dance to my rhythm

Verse3:
Still fucked up in the head
Try to make folks accept me
Even if they don't care about me
Maybe it's cause I don't care myself
Wanna be ignored to dig deeper in the well
In The Well
IN THE WELL
In the fucking well I just drown myself in despair
Look at the world the it's so far from here
I'm sinking in my own
Can't climb the walls
It is getting darker
There are no walls
See the lights spotters
In my own thoughts
Cannot move, I'm faltered.

Verse4:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
(repeated)

Verse5:
I'm not special
& No one really is
And the glass half empty 
Pessimistic little bitch
Always feel so envy
Towards every human
Don't wanna feel this empty
And prolonged sadness
What's the point of working
If it leads to nothin
What's the point of something
If there's no fulfillment
Why is life important if I didn't choose it
There's no point of living here if you cannot move it
Move the world, change the world
I can do that in this viddy game, save the world
Get the girl
Live a life, of peace & adventuring
Make a mistake, can go back to where it saved me
"Speaking of saving"

Checkpoint:
21 years old. I feel like I've wasted the past 4-5 years of my life & there's always this feeling that everything I have now will soon be gone. I've been making music for the past 5 years, and I still don't know at times if this is what I want to do. I feel like I'll just be forgotten in the next few years. people and friends I have now will soon just forget about me. I feel like I can't even form good connections with people because I'm in my head too much. somedays I just wake up and the day is already over. I feel trapped in life, and don't know what to do. somedays I just want to end it all but tell myself things will get better. I just don't want to live a life of misery. I can't really open up to people about how I honestly feel a lot of the time cause I think I'll just end up being a type of burden to them. so I'm just expressing stuff here. I hope I can find a purpose in life or just something that brings me long term happiness + fulfillment. I don't want to kill myself or live an a autonomous, autopilot, dead life.

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June 23, 2020
6:36 AM
Bedroom

21 BIRTHDAY [untitled_0009]]

The whole world is in chaos
Call upon you, sing your seance
I wanna see it all on fire
And time is a liar 

Separate and deconstruct the building blocks and 0’s and 1’s
The tikky tok is illusion
Breaking the simulation
Behind the veil the higher ones
Cybernetic arms and eyes
Matrioshka brain inside
Simulate a trillion lives

Whole world is in chaos
Call upon you, sing your seance
I wanna see it all on fire
And time is a liar

I will soon take the final breath
Being beat to death
By the ones who gave me life
I die at the age of five
Wake the fuck up
Your just a brain in a vat that’s inside a Dyson sphere
Sucking all the energy
From metallic organ beings
From the stars that are floating
In blackness of galaxies
Turn the universe into a quantum machine
Turn the universe into a quantum machine

The whole world is in chaos
Call upon you, sing your seance
I wanna see it all on fire
And time is a liar

What did you expect
Start chomping on his neck
The titan Kronos I’ll devour him next
From the feet to head
Make his soul a slave to mine
While he dissolves in my stomach acid
I will break his fucking mind
Make that time a bitch to me
Put that fucker on a leash
In every bloody realm that is existing

I’m so sick and tired of wasting time (repeated)
“Break the illusion of time”

TIME [untitled_0028]]

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis

@basement

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