Found by XEMERZ on a random Russian website, recovered by me. Originally uploaded to John’s SoundCloud for 2 hours on Valentine’s Day in 2019. Cover Art found by Genius.com User: “Malevolent :3”

Lyrics:
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done (done)
That’s apologizing to myself and I don’t feel alright
I feel like before the bloody [?] fuck with valentine
Tomorrow be back to normal, it’s another [?]
Eyes creep to the back of my mind

One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh,

Go, I wanna just float
Float above the clouds in the skys and make it my home
Castle in the sky, float
Fuck a earthly love
I don’t want to feel pitty 
I want to stay with you 

Im sorry, for the things that i have done (done)
(Purple sticker, purp-purple sticker)

Valentine Blues

[FOUND] Johnnascus- Valentine Blues(prod.sleepingforyears)

I Dont Wanna Do This Anymore (prod. LC2K)

@basement

out in da city

out in da city (prod. AstroBeatz)

PERFORMED,PRODUCED AND SHITTLY MIXED BY ZPHINKTERR 

(LYRICz) 

{YOMPA BROWSA}*
FLASH ON THE WINDOW “IM JUST BROWSING” 
FUCK WHAT YA HEARD 
I BE IN HERE FUCKING (OOOOOOO OOOOOO)

BITCH I MAKE IT MAKE SENSE 

YOU DONT GET IT DO YOU 
ILL HAVE THEM EXPLAIN TO YOU 
IT DONT MAKE NO DIFFERENCE FUTILE 
SMOKIN NOW IM STICKIN LIKE APOXY 
IM BOXY 
DIPPIN LIKE IM FOXY 
ALTERING MY BODY 
FOCUS ON MY NICHE 
I REALLY COOKING LIKE IM POPPIN
SPEAKING THROUGH THE VEIL WHAT THE HELL I CANT STOP IT
CAME BACK WITH A MASK LIKE I USED TO BE ROBIN 
SHATTER THAT GLASS KNOWIN YOU SHOULD BE CAUTION 
TALKING OUT YA ASS BUT YOU STILL AINT DID NOTH IN 
NOTHH IN 
NOTHH IN (NOTHINNNNNN)
RADIATING LIKE IM TOXIE 
SPRING “ITS GIVING CULT LEADER” LIKE IM JON MOXLEY 
COVER UP THE “MONEY” YOU WOULD THINK IM PLAYING HOCKEY 
TWEAKIN IN THE MIRROR LIKE IM ROXY
HIGH KEY 
THEN I CAST SPELL LIKE IM SCREAMING JAY HAWKINS

FLASH ON THE WINDOW “IM JUST BROWSING”
FUCK WHAT YA HEARD  
ALL I DO IS FUCKING (OOOO OOOO)

bROwSing EndO yOmpa

made ts is 30 being a bich so fuck her]]]


why u gitta lkook at mr crayz 

guess im alweyss in the werong huh 
even when im in the right huh ]]
guess we always gotta fight huh]guess 
it alewyas gitta be this

guess i cant speak shit '
guess i cat even say shit 

ppl wanna see me ded becuase tyeh way i fuckin dress 
all this shit fucking red fucking up my head
but io gots t know 

try to gaslight me 
like im irrational 
you gone act like a bitch 
tf u on 
what the fucki is you on 
but im in the wrong

RIPgreyMATTER_DEMO

Armed for Battle

Lyrics 

STEP INTO THE SCREEN I DONT JNOW WHAT HAPPENED 
(WHY THE FUCK YOU CHASING ME)
(SEEMS I MUST BE IN A DREAM)
IM GUESS IM NOT AS QUICK AS I IMAGINED 
(IF ITS A GAME ILL PLAY IT )
(THE WORLD IS WHAT I MAKE IT )

APOCALYPSE CLOUD 

YOU READY READY ARE YOU READY READY

 I PICTURED ARMAGEDDON NOW IM LOCKED INSIDE A STORE 
 MY CHEST IM TWEAKING FUCK I CANT KEEP UP WITH IT NO MO
IM RUNNING LIKE A RACE THE GROUND IT SHAKE ITS GETTING CLOSE 
(OH YOU HEAR THAT HEAR THAT)
I HID IN THAT MACHINE IT PUT A CRACK INTO THE SCREEN 
WAS HERE FOR THE ENTIRLY BUT THAT ID NEVER SEEN 
MY VESSEL QUAKING THINK ITS TIME I JUMP FROM THAT RAVINE 
I LOOK THAT THING IN FACE 
AS I MAKE MY ESCAPE

APOCALYPSE CLOUD

Monster

Face Me Now

idk
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme

it's not an "O" in nocturnal. it's a zero "0" fyi

Nights are starry (x8)
My head hurts
No more like agitated
I feel like i am in the matrix
I dont know mate
Why do I care so much about certain humans
The feeling i get, disturbs the pain in my stomach, in my stomach
Now I'm passed out on the floor
The tube turns on and it gets to pumpin
I can't function
Yea this over mate
I'll spaz on you kitties mate
Scrape you up with a rake
Comatose in this dusty crate
Brainstorming its all darkness
Why am i like this
I still don't know

There are so many things I've learned in one night even though it was wasted. I wanted to do it only once and mentally I felt prepared but I should've known that the environment and the humans would've ultimately affected me. But even though it was a time wasted I've took away some things that I guess are pretty interesting.
Fuck the bullshit I'm fucking done (x3)

I ain't got time for none of you fake fucking snakes
Dreamside takin over, we the fucking new age
(some ad-libs skrrrrt)
 Imma just prove everyone wrong
You are not real
Just a dumb thought, thot
Coming thru you know it's who
Johnnascus i am the move
Fuck the Rappers
Fuck the Rockstars
Fuck the Singers
Fuck the Popstars
I am the young demigod
Demi
God
And I will
Destroy all
(some shit talking)
Oh my
What has 
Even risen
Over there
It looks so
Bloody different
You are not gon' tie my entire
My entire life
I want your demise
I want your demise
Trust, humans
Even fucking less
Cause of one bad apple the race some fucking pests
I ain't got time for none of you fake fucking snakes
Dreamside takin over we the fucking new age

I dont wanna die
I dont wanna die alone
But i am gonna die
I am gonna die alone (whole thing repeated)

No Theme

N0cturnal Jounrney

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis