Production by LordQuan

yeah uh ay
i found this beat on youtube just typed in like travis scott type beat
noccanism

ay ay ay ay
there's this new girl that i have met
i think ive become to emotionally attached
ay ay ay
when i see her with another guy
anger and sadness leak out the dispatched
i dont know if its a sign that my higher cells have sent me
or if its something that will detriment me
she spent 4 nights in everything
nice, beautiful, vibrant, ginger hair cute little freckles on her face everywhere
she's an amazing drawer and painter
no type of challenge could restrain her
she says that she likes my art to
which gave me a boost 
to creatively push through
but she's kinda hard
so im just talking nonsense 
knowing that it makes my hate for love more immense
but its not her fault its not mine
i guess the universe just doesn't want us to line
but i wanna be alined
we get along so well and have so much in common
i think about her all the time while eating ramen raaaamen

[?]
it doesn't matter because in the end she has a boyfriend
[?]
i dont even know anymore ill just leave society 
where nobody cares about me 
go its my inner core (core)

you're just being over dramatic
the energy between me and her is fucking V E G A S  S T A T I C
she dont even care about me
i asked her what's wrong one time
and she said nothing
when she obviously showed me signs of drowning

i could tell by how she looked
not by empathy
i can't really feel for humans
i feel like most have resented me
so ill just distance myself from her
so when she thinks of me
all she'll see is a bur 
and my heart [?] imbalance 
i need to heal this show this energy and talent
we were never really meant to be

Love, A Broken Dream

Too Attached

思い出せば

the light envelops me!

ChiRaL_DEMO

EMOTIONAL +ymike (ne1ro + hella)

WAITING FOR YOU

J.Fact - SIRENS (REVIVE)

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drumming by: Leo Arreaga

I feel like im at the bottom again or at least the negative cycle of life
I dropped an album that shit, flopped
I guess my music shitty and i should stop
Relapsed on porn after 2 weeks
I guess that's better than days of three
But whatever mate i don't care
I'll become an asexual monk with no hair

Rise
Demise
The two, carry "i"
So are they, the same
Two events, one plane
I have fallen but i will get up
I will not make the same mistake 
Instead i'll bloody jump
I will not jump
But instead i'll build a bloody bridge
I will not build a bridge
Instead i'll build a bloody spaceship
"F U C K"
I feel like imma go experiment on my own mental
Meditate and change the neurological patterns of my tiny old brain
Cook it up to a five star meal
Structure the food for aesthetic appeal
With the plate carved from philosopher's stone
And the utensils are made of my bones 

4-bit mode, James Gorczyca
Pair me up like the Mahjongg
Can't assassinate my character
Do re mi
Do re mi
Do re mi
Do
Mi
Don't anger me
I'll kill like Kratos
Smash your body
Give you scolio
Miyamoto 
Musashi
Can't stop me
You sloppy
No armor on my just whole body
Im swift like light
And you rigid like cement
I live in truth
And you live in a false story

Oh so you think it's just cool just to sleep on me
This sandman will snatch your eyes while you fucking sleep 
I collect the eyes of my foolish enemies
Forever staring at what they hate most which is me

Disorient

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

FEAT. MKULTRA
Co. Prod. MKULTRA

MK;
I can’t see from the outside
The concrete it culls
The people get downsized
Fear repercussions from fist My blows

Tv show me my organs
Eat me chop off
My foreskin
Leave me
Fetch me an order
Die by the sword
Eat my face when its boring

Aaaaaa


 
You can hide
Living a lie
You can try
Get touched by the sky
You can hide
Sleep in your mind
In the night
Hide in plain sight

Demigod:
Pain on me
Writing this
With my bloody thumb stinging
Using it 
As some fucking fuel you see
To energy
To energy
To energy now

Energy cannot be destroyed
So that means i'll forever exist
You can't get rid of me you little shit

I will suck the energy
Suck it out of everyone
Suck it out the light source
I just feel so whole
Time to make my universe
I just feel so whole
Time to make my universe

I'm only gonna say 2 words
FUCK IT(×4)
NIGHA I SAID
FUCK IT(×4)

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DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Kill
Tear the flesh
Break my bones
Smash the head
Hate my mind
And my body
Too much steam
Thoughts are foggy
Slam my dreams
On the concrete
Step on the pieces
With my feet
Let em blow
In the wind
They'll be forgotten
In the end

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Now my dreams gone
Time to move on
Kill my relationships
With a fucking bomb
They don't matter anyway
Nothing ever does
Hurting myself is the best drug

Time to go brain dead
Gain a sheep head
Follow all the rules
Never question them
Live inside the screens
Be distracted
While I rot away 
Into fragments

Bluepilled livin in the matrix
No help from anyone to change this
But I don't even want to change this
Hedonism feels so amazing

I wanna fuck to the end of time
Live inside a box & never go outside
Never make art I lost all my drive
Overdose on sugar, until I see white
Then decorate my walls with my bloody insides

CPU kill me
I be feeling dirty 
From watching all
The pornography
My brain is fried
Got coomer brain
Watch it all myself
Cause im so deranged
Man my eyes are tired
And they fucking sting
Looking at the blue lights all fucking night
I haven't slept for about 3, 24 hours
Tryna say three nights

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yea I'm a hyperpop nigga
i made this song in discord nigg(a)








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