Music Video: https://youtu.be/NOMDUVO7Q-I

Blood is pouring out my eyes I see red
Reptile Brain cognisant 
I feel my skin melt 
It covers on my teeth
I can't speak properly 
So I scream, and shout and shout
But the words do not come out
So I dance all around, all around
Now I see your body ground

Tears are pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my-
Tears are pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my-
Now I see you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the-
Now I see you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the-

Blood is pouring out my eyes I see red
Reptile Brain cognisant 
I feel my skin melt 
It covers my teeth
I can't speak properly 
So I scream, and shout and shout
But the words do not come out
So I dance all around, all around
Now I see your body ground

#FF0000 (prod. Solsa) [untitled_0034]]

As i go to sleep
For eternity
I am on a wall
For [?] for it all
People stare into his soul
Deeply or plainly
[?]
It was different to me
I have no control with the things that people see
Or what people think

I am just [?]
And they breathe the other things
That didn't matter to me
But it matters to them
But it matters to them
Im better off [?]
Why can't they just be like me on this wall?
Hanging for it all

I am an art piece
Made for the many
But only if you really understand me (really understand me)

Unreleased 6 [untitled_xxxx]]

felt like making it, so here u go.
stream sateotw for me.

JOHNNASCUS - BLuE (TMBK House Remix)

i just want to be 2.0

ChiRaL_DEMO

your friend (horizon)

https://youtu.be/djVo794as8Y?si=ieMxjct8goDrO5oQ

lyrics 

they thinking that they know but they don’t 
i got all these clothes , racks, drugs on my own 
i been in my head yeah im nodding off
been thru so much shit this year but im still standing tall 
high asf im with the starts yeah 
i want it all  
if i don’t answer the phone baby it’s probably cuz im soaring 
far away in california 
she don’t got out like it’s corona 
emo bitch she love kuromi 
she tryna fuck on a nerdcore soldier 
we get these hoes and pass em over 

Yeah 
she keep question what’s in cup
she like wock never heard of such
bae i can introduce you to my plug 
i be dissing its hard to keep in touch 
they do what i say feel like king tut
3 seconds left is you gon clutch 
give me a addy yeah i love the rush 

they keep saying like you that one 
she tryna talk I don’t say much yeah I just keep it blunt 
I been out here searching for the one but i found drugs 
if she do drugs too i take that as a plus 
im just tryna feel love i feel love when im off drugs 
feel it in my core x pill inside my blood 
everybody dancing in the club that’s what i want 
take sum shrooms then i go out fishing by the pond 

move move everybody move 
move move everybody move 
move move everybody move 
move move everybody move

Move (Prod Monet)

nopopo

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

KILLING ALL THESE RAPPERS THEY SOME DART TAGS.
I FUCKING HEAD SMASH.
YOUR BODY ON THE CEMENT.
NO LONGER HUMAN.
YOU DO NOT KNOW ME.
GO HEAD, DISOWN ME.
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

1 2 3 4.
YOUR HEAD JUST BLOW.
RIGHT OFF YOUR BODY.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING GROW.
I DO NOT CARE.
I'LL TAKE YOUR LIFE.
CAUSE I DO NOT CARE BOUT MUHFUCKIN MINE.
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE 
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

*SCREAM*
*AD-LIBS*
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

Reality Of Resentment (Prod. LC2K & JOHNNASCUS)

uploading tracks for this nig Ycudjensej now. Don't what the fuck they is but ye. they ain't really down wit the social media/internet shit

Ycudjensej - Sf Hm Um Monologue Wtf Vocals

The whole world is in chaos
Call upon you, sing your seance
I wanna see it all on fire
And time is a liar 

Separate and deconstruct the building blocks and 0’s and 1’s
The tikky tok is illusion
Breaking the simulation
Behind the veil the higher ones
Cybernetic arms and eyes
Matrioshka brain inside
Simulate a trillion lives

Whole world is in chaos
Call upon you, sing your seance
I wanna see it all on fire
And time is a liar

I will soon take the final breath
Being beat to death
By the ones who gave me life
I die at the age of five
Wake the fuck up
Your just a brain in a vat that’s inside a Dyson sphere
Sucking all the energy
From metallic organ beings
From the stars that are floating
In blackness of galaxies
Turn the universe into a quantum machine
Turn the universe into a quantum machine

The whole world is in chaos
Call upon you, sing your seance
I wanna see it all on fire
And time is a liar

What did you expect
Start chomping on his neck
The titan Kronos I’ll devour him next
From the feet to head
Make his soul a slave to mine
While he dissolves in my stomach acid
I will break his fucking mind
Make that time a bitch to me
Put that fucker on a leash
In every bloody realm that is existing

I’m so sick and tired of wasting time (repeated)
“Break the illusion of time”

TIME [untitled_0028]]

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis

ChiRaL_DEMO

ZPHINKTERR