Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!

Verse1:
2021 Guillotine 
Yah Yah Yah
To you that’s the only thing I can be
Kumo
Everything you make should be screams
Yah Yah Yah
Everything you make should be singing
Imma just do what I wanna fucking do
So go whine about how I disappointed you
I’ll experiment till it’s the last thing I do
I am not your jester, I don’t play your rules
For the past 2 years all I wanted to do was
Die, die, die
Now I finally want to live
Life (x8)

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world
As I type this motherfucker
I am chilling in my covers
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn

Verse2:
You get mad because I drop every week
But it’s the only way I earn this fucking green
Unless you want me working at a job that makes my soul weak
Well, OK
I  guess I’ll put a Glock between my fucking teeth
But in the end
Who really cares
You don’t really know me
You base me off the image on the internet psyche
You just really know my persona

Music Video: https://youtu.be/UrpH5H8ThcU

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn

Verse3:
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!

Verse4:
I am just a voice inside your ear canal
Left to right (x6)

Turn me up cause there’s something special I want you to hear
*inaudible screaming*

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world

Verse5:
Should’ve never been a public artist
So ppl could never judge my art
Cause it was never meant for you
It was a way for me to heal my soul and heart
Too dumby obsessed with numbers
Digital units make me crumble


Everyday I search “Johnnascus” on the internet to see what people are saying about me
I used to never care but now It’s become bad habit
It has kinda split my personality, wondering what people think about the persona I’ve put out even though the persona isn’t me but what really is me?
Sometimes I wish I never agreed to join spider gang
It’s not like I hate anyone in there. They’re great people & and friends
It’s just mainly a me thing
Maybe my life would’ve been different for better, or for worse
Who knows
What if I changed my name from Johnnascus to something else?
I can’t do that, I’ve gone so far I can’t give up now
This is the only way for me to live the life I want
Be free and live off of my creations
Most ppl don’t understand what im trying to do anyway 
It’s not like they would or should
At least I didn’t end up as murderer or serial killer
I was very close to turning towards that path

The NeverEnding Meta [untitled_0041]]

Found by XEMERZ on a random Russian website, recovered by me. Originally uploaded to John’s SoundCloud for 2 hours on Valentine’s Day in 2019. Cover Art found by Genius.com User: “Malevolent :3”

Lyrics:
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done (done)
That’s apologizing to myself and I don’t feel alright
I feel like before the bloody [?] fuck with valentine
Tomorrow be back to normal, it’s another [?]
Eyes creep to the back of my mind

One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh,

Go, I wanna just float
Float above the clouds in the skys and make it my home
Castle in the sky, float
Fuck a earthly love
I don’t want to feel pitty 
I want to stay with you 

Im sorry, for the things that i have done (done)
(Purple sticker, purp-purple sticker)

Valentine Blues

[FOUND] Johnnascus- Valentine Blues(prod.sleepingforyears)

Fiend

felt like making it, so here u go.
stream sateotw for me.

JOHNNASCUS - BLuE (TMBK House Remix)

PRODUCED AND MIXED BY ZPHINKTERR

(lyrics)
I GET SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE THEY ALWAYS TRY TO ME 
AINT NO SMILE UP ON YO FACE LIKE WHY U HERE I GOT TO BE 
SIT UP IN THIS FUCKING ROOM (LIKE WHAT U DOING ?)
ROTTIN
THINKIN 
PLOTTING
THINKIN 
PLOTTIN
LIL BITCH ITS YUNG VANTABLACK 
OVER TIME PUT KNIVES IN MY BACK 
STRESSED OUT FEEL LIKE IMA COLLAPSE 
I COLLECT MYSELF AND RELAX 
UR FACADE IM WATCHING IT CRACK 
EXPRIMENT LIKE JOHNNY TEST 
GET THIS UP OFF MY CHEST 
ALL THIS TIME I INVEST 

OVERTHINK SO MUCH THAT I FEEL LIKE IM MOTHERFUCKING LESS 
GOT LION MANE DREADS UP ON MY HEAD BUT IMA LIONESS
PEOPLE IN MY LIFE GONE MAKE A COMMENT BOUT THE WAY I DRESS
ILL BREAK THEIR FUCKING NECKS 
AND CRUSHE THEIR FUCJING HEADS 



BITCH IMA SHAKE 
RAGING APE 
SHIFT ITS FINNA SHAPE 
VOLTAGE TEND TO RAISE 
SEE THE VEINS COMING OUT YA FACE 

BITCH IM MAD AT THE WORLD AGAIN 
SMOKE TO CALM ME DOWN 
LIKE ROULETTE SOMETIMES SHIT MIGHT GET WORSE SPRING LAYER DOLLS SOUNDS 
MOOD SWINGING PIKE A SWITCH WATCH THEM
PERCIEVE ME WITH A FROWN
I KEEP SHINING FLASHING LIGHTS 
AS I PARUSE THE PINKTOWN 

FICSATION WORSEN 
I GOTTA PURGE IT 
YOU AT THAT SURFACE 
LIKE WHERE IM WORKING 
CUT LIKE A SURGEON 
BEHIND THE CURTAIN 
FEEL LIKE A BURDON 
IM TOO UNCERTAIN 

IM NOT A PERSON 
SIT AT THE SURFACE 
MASKED LIKE A SURGEON 
ILL MAKE US PERFECT

sodiumhydroxide

@basement

LiGht SouRCe DimmED

PERFORMED,PRODUCED AND SHITTLY MIXED BY ZPHINKTERR

eeee aaaaaaaa(now now) 
(hell nah)
JUNKIE IN THE MORNING 
WAKE AND BAKING LIKE A CAKE 
ITS STANKING BACON
 SMELL A COPPER 
COPPER SOULOEETTE
THERES YA TEST 
SCORING LIKE A BUTCHER 
IM PERFORMER UR THE BOOKER
BOOKA BOOGA SNIFFING SUGAR 
TO THE ROOF IF WERE IT TOOK HER 
x
CLIMBED A STORY THEN I FAINTED 
WAKE THE BAKER NOW IM FADED 
TAKE IT TAKE IT 
ROOM WAS VACANT 
NOT A PEEP AND NOT BEAT 
OR EVEN BREATHING 
BE DISCREET 
ZPHINKTERR REEK ANOMOLY 
YEA YA SECRET’S SAFE WITH ME
YEAAAAAAA
SWEAR YA SECRETS SAFE WITH ME 
AND IF DONT WANNA TRUST ME GOT SOME WAYS TO MAKE YA SEE 
YA WALK THE ROAD LIKE A PUPPET ILL PUT PHRASES IN YA SPEECH 
AND IF YA DONT WANNA LOVE ME ILL TAKE FACES TO THE BEACH 
(helll nahhhhhhhh)
JOE GEIGER 
GREENSKEEP GO 
RAKE IT UP LIKE SNOW 
IN THE MIDST MIGHT BLOW 
IN THE MIX I KNOW 
FUCK A “bourgeoisie”
I REFUSED MY SLEEP 
STICK IS LONG NO SHEETH 
IT WAS ALL MY BEATS 
AND I KEEP THAT (hellll nahhhhh)
(helll nahhhhh)

joE gEigER

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/out-of-place-as-the-moon-in-the-sky

This this the sacrifice
Ego pay the price
I've already died
Yo already told you i am reborn
Walking my path no time to scorn
I wanna build and not be torn
But it is a cycle await the storm
Chaos brings then order goes
Then reverse and so and so
Shaman language yeah i know
Find the logos
Anima was right
I can see just with my eyes
I can see right through your lies
You are so fake not genuine
You have never looked inside
So naive and plenty blind
Don't tell me what's even right 

They say im a demigod
But really, whatami? 
I can partly answer that question
I am not human
I am mortal and divine
But i see my breath is fading away from my body
And my vision is turning white into kaleidoscopic patterns
I don't know, am i ascending
I feel like my body gone
I don't know what's right from wrong 
I am losing myself
This thee end 
I am going to die

You can change your reality
For yourself or others
We are self
We are others
We are one

I am Johnnascus (ok!)
I am no prophet (ok!)
I am just toxic (ok!)
To system and logic (ok!)
Society pockets (ok!)
Reality boxes (ok!)
I dance to the wave flow
My energy my soul
I can just see the, world
I see the plants just, twirl
Staring at me with red eyes
They are alive and swirl
Grew a mouth to speak with
Growing out legs like arachnid
What the fuck even is this
Plant turned alien
I cross the
Threshold of in..tense soul crushing
Beat downs
I still have clarity
Dots along the dots, now
Lines into the grids, I
See the realm that's above me
In 480p
I am Johnnascus (ok!)
I can just see the, world
Grew a mouth to speak with
I cross the
Dots along the dots, now
You gon take a loss now
Imma Demigod of sound

Death By Acid

ey wesside johnn back in this bitch wit a new style ya feel.
beats were originally made by hollyworld but then I added the speed ups and mangling and bat crazy shit ya feel? enjoy and fuck dat big johnnascus

Nightcore Nightmares EP

The earth decays
fade away
Drinking monster
In the midnight
I wanna feel 
So alive-live
Cause I'm losing
My soul
And im dying, 
On the inside, inside
Fade away
To the grey
You can't escape
The fog is to hazy

Fade away
To the grey

johnnascus - monster song [untitled_0023]]

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis