@diklordefenil + dexavl

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

she say she love me
she aint tryna figure me out
and it hurts so bad
and it hurts so good
i know her so well
baby do you wanna change
i know she think i'm deranged
and she'd be right and that's why we keep tight 
we on the same team right?
bitch are u tryna be mine
it's just the thrill i need cuz it doesn't seem right
love what you fuck
fuck what you love yea
u either doin too much or u just remain stuck
and i'll be here if u need to remain unseen
and i'll be here every day u take over me

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

and her body takes my breath away
away
away
i think he's onto something now
"i wonder why my baby never come around"

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

oxygen (prod. diklordefenil + dexavl)

heresasongproducedbyaguynamed (prod. triplesixdelete)

CEEdum COmpLEX

VILLAIN OF THE WEEK

(LYRICS)
YEIN IT cause you pain IT can’t control it 
YEIN is causin pain you’d never know it 
MAYBE TIME TO QUIT IM GETTING NOWHERE  
YEIN IT CAUSE YOU PAIN BUT NEVER SHOW IT 
YEIN OF COURSE IM BREAKING THROUGH THE MIRROR
I FEAR IM SPEAKING ONLY AS A COLOR WHEN YOU HEAR HER 
I CHEER UP THEN FALL BACK IN HOLE IM STEERING CLEAR OF 
PROJEct INSTEAD OF NEXT THATS WHY SALTY BOUT MY PEERS I HOPE YOU ROT

I CANT WAIT TIL YOU DIE DIE DIE  

BITCH YOU LACK A SPINE SPINE SPINE 
THERE AINT NO WHERE TO HIDE HIDE HIDE HIDE 
I KEEP ON WASTING TIME TIME TIME 
CAN SEE IT IN MY EYES EYES EYE 

SAID BITCH IM FEELING FINE 
IM FEELING SO REAL 
CONTAINED IT IN THE MIND 
SO NOTHING GETS SPILLED 
I STAY WITHIN A LINE 
THE SONICS I BUILT 
THE GUN THAT I WIELD 
TECHTONIC MINE FEILD 
THE DOLL IT GOT KILLED 

HAND IT START REACH OUT 
I TWEAK OUT 
IT SPEAK OUT

bLaCkSoLutiOn v3

I wanna kill myself & that’s not a joke

Oh it just drops right here?
Alright, okay then.

PRAY FOR AN INFINITE NIGHT
PRAY FOR THE ENDING OF TIME
PRAY FOR THE STREETS TO EGNITE
PRAY THAT THE LORD TAKES MY LIFE

Nothing I say Will Matter
Might as well
Kill myself in the process
Waking up I keep waking up
Dream about slitting my wrists

Look in the mirror
I don't like the man that's staring back at me
I'm chasing the figures
You can see me stacking up the bread and the meat
But they still wanna sleep
I don't really blame them cause there ain't really one likable thing about

My life

PRAY FOR AN INFINITE NIGHT
PRAY FOR THE ENDING OF TIME
PRAY FOR THE STREETS TO EGNITE
PRAY THAT THE LORD TAKES MY LIFE

Unendlich natch

made ts is 30 being a bich so fuck her]]]


why u gitta lkook at mr crayz 

guess im alweyss in the werong huh 
even when im in the right huh ]]
guess we always gotta fight huh]guess 
it alewyas gitta be this

guess i cant speak shit '
guess i cat even say shit 

ppl wanna see me ded becuase tyeh way i fuckin dress 
all this shit fucking red fucking up my head
but io gots t know 

try to gaslight me 
like im irrational 
you gone act like a bitch 
tf u on 
what the fucki is you on 
but im in the wrong

RIPgreyMATTER_DEMO

produced and mixed by @jenxtoo

lyric
OH MY GOD 4x

I CANT SEE THE ONLY THING I GOT IS CANDLE LIGHT
HE GOT SQUASHED YOUD THINK THAT BOY WAS JUST A CAN OF SPRITE
NO MORE THOUGHTS IM SEEING RED UP IN MY FUCKING MIND
HOW I WALK UP IN YOUR HOUSE BUT YOU DONT WANNA FIGHT

SHOOTING THESE SHOTS HOW IM MAKIN EM DANCE
25 RACKS WHAT I KEEP IN THE BAG
IM THE COLLECTOR IM TAKING YO BANDS
UP ON THE GROUND NEED TO PICK UP YO MANS

UP IN THE DIRT HE GET PUT IN A CASKET
MY CHOPPA GON BITE IT BE BARKIN NO MASTIFF
BITCH I KNOW YOU A REAL YOU BE MOFUCKIN ACTIN
AND IM BURNING MY LUNGS I BE SMOKING ON CAT PISS

OK WASSUP MANE
OH HE WANT SOME DRUGS I GOT THAT NOVACAINE
AND I GOT ME MASK AND I WALK IN THE FUNCTION IM SHOOTING THEM DOWN
THEY STILL DONT KNOW MY NAME
BITCH IM SO HEAVY WEIGHT I JUST BE MOVING THEM POUNDS
FUCK A BELT AND CHAIN
NO SO THROW ME INTO FLAMES
WHY AM I SO GOD DAMN DERANGED

OH MY GOD 4x

I CANT SEE THE ONLY THING I GOT IS CANDLE LIGHT
HE GOT SQUASHED YOUD THINK THAT BOY WAS JUST A CAN OF SPRITE
NO MORE THOUGHTS IM SEEING RED UP IN MY FUCKING MIND
HOW I WALK UP IN YOUR HOUSE BUT YOU DONT WANNA FIGHT

OH MY GOD! (PROD. BUCKX2)

drop to your knees, filthy disciple

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

Co. Prod. CHECKS

I can't fucking focus
Brain is being stretched to the size of molecules
Compare myself to numbers
I am fucking worthless
Turn me to a bot so i can be automated and talk in the algorithm
01000100
I E irl please
Communication must be terminated
*scream*
Artificial like synapses forming
Bloodstream turning into tubes of coding
See the binary in my retina floating
Taking over vision it starts encrypting
Same with the physical shutdown body, body, body, body
Shut the fuck up you are not in control
Shut the fuck up i am not in control
Shut the fuck up who the hell's in control
Almost a bot now losing soul
I am a slave to the fucking code
Losing emotions turn hollow
No free will have limited sight
Only act in my parameters

Verse2:
Off to digital hell
Casting digital spells
No bottom to this well
Endless Css & Html's
Malware
In my system 
& it's taking my seat to drive
It's deteriorating me
While dragging my digital body
[{html}Kasha_Falla_Balaash_A_Malla_Ka]]
Took a backdoor to different realm
No 0&1s only alien text
[{html}Kasha_Falla_Balaash_A_Malla_Ka]]
[{html}Kasha_Falla_Balaash_A_Malla_Ka]]
[{html}Kasha_Falla_Moloch_A_Malla_Ka]]
Back to digital hell (punch in?)
Casting digital spells
No bottom to this well
Endless Css &
Get the fuck out (punch in?)
Overloaded System
All harm no wisdom
Death & CP
System failing (×4)
System
Harmful files too much space
I have fell from grace
Can't reboot my mainframe
Virus 
Virus has infected every part of my system
I have lost control
I love digital hell
Casting digital spells
No bottom to this hell
Endless
Crypto-anarchy
Till i've infected
Digital hellscape
100 percent
Blue Screening Users
Recode to virus
Spreading us further
Until the web can't escape us
[{html}Kasha_Falla_Balaash_A_Malla_Ka]]

M@LWAR3+# [untitled_0018]]

"FAANG" stands for "Facebook, Amazon, Apple, Netflix, Google)
the digital Wild West is now being enslaved

First half prod JOHNNASCUS + Wednigo + MKULTRA
Second half prod JOHNNASCUS

The Death (x5)
Of The Free Internet
I cannot speak they just grip my neck
I cannot speak they just,  they just,  they just

'm so sick and tired
Of the fucking wired
It is not the same
The stupid techies are to blame
F, double A, N, G, T
(twitter)
Digi vampires sucking energy

The Death (x5)
Of The Free Internet
I cannot speak they just grip my neck
I cannot speak, speak, speak, speak

Tell me why
I just wanna speak my mind
But you shut my mouth
You stitch it tight
Now I wanna fight
(x4)

Uhm what the fuck
Just got suspended off of twitter
But like, for what?
Being edgy, they got bitter
Called out the Jeff, now I'm in the wrong
But I guess not the pedos who share the sauce (cheese pizza)
The birdy warps your mind to become PC
You lose higher function to think critically
SJW's are just as racist as alt-right dweebs
Jack Dorsey CEO of a shit stained sink
But I guess it's a blessing that I'm Motherfucking perma-banned
Twitter is 
Full of horny coomers & airheads

The Death
The Death
Of The Free Internet
i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-
I cannot speak they just (x10)
I cannot (repeated)

The Death Of The Free Internet
I cannot speak they grip my neck
Suffocating me
Till I'm a wirehead
Or till I'm gone
Derezzed out of Tron

DEATH OF THE FREE INTERNET [untitled_0029]] (co prod. Wendigo+MKULTRA)

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis

VILLAIN OF THE WEEK

ZPHINKTERR