before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

[LYRICS]
YOU LOOK AT ME U SEE THE GREEN AND IN THE RED MY EYE 
IF THERES ONE THING I CAN NOT STAND HERE FUCKING WASTING TIME 
I WISH I COULD WRITE DOWN THE THINGS THAT GO ON IN MY MIND 
U DONT HOP IN WHEN IM IN SPACE THE U GET LEFT BEHIND 
FUCK 
I HATE EVERYTHING 
SUCKS BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHY
LIKE THOUGHT REGURGITATION FLIES 
IF I HAD I TOUCHED IT THEN IT DIES 
IF I HAD TOUCHED IT DECAYS 
THERES TOXIN SEEPIN IN MY BRAIN 
MY BEST SUGGESTION GET AWAY 

6YXX WHO SIX NOONE BITCH KILL YOURSELF 
WHO IS THIS IN MENTAL A MENTOR ITSELF 
WHO IS THIS INDIVIDUAL WHOS SCREAMING IN THE MICROPHONE 
WARPING TIME LINES INTERSECTING PORTAL TRAPPING IDK 
TOLD THAT ILL GO FOREVER WHAT I DONT WANNA GO 
HOVER OVER TAKE U SNATCH U UP AND U GET ANAL PROBED 
SCREAMING BREAKING EVERY SHAKEN HATRED TANKIN IDK 

COME ON TO MY PLANET WHERE LIVING IS NOT YOUR OPTION 
COME ON TO MY PLANET WE’RE LIVING AND U AN OP THEN 
IF U RUN UP ON MY PLANET GET PLANTED CAUSE YOU AN OPPOSITE 
SCREAMING CAUSE A PANIC CANT STAND THEY YELLING STOP THAT SHIT 

6YXX IS NOT A PUNK HES A JUNKIE WHOS NEVER USED DRUGS 
ZPHINKTERR WHO THE FUCK HE IN SUCCY HE JUST A NEW BLOOD 
GREEN FACE DEMON I MEAN IT SO FUCK IT NO LOVE 
TAKE YOUR HEART AND EAT IT YA BLEEDING SAY FUCK IT NO LOVE

CRUSHING PLANETS WITH MY GREEN HAND

As i go to sleep
For eternity
I am on a wall
For [?] for it all
People stare into his soul
Deeply or plainly
[?]
It was different to me
I have no control with the things that people see
Or what people think

I am just [?]
And they breathe the other things
That didn't matter to me
But it matters to them
But it matters to them
Im better off [?]
Why can't they just be like me on this wall?
Hanging for it all

I am an art piece
Made for the many
But only if you really understand me (really understand me)

Unreleased 6 [untitled_xxxx]]

she is sweet like honey 
i’m in land of the nose is runny 
a fucking oddball a freak
i’m hard but my clothes are bummy
the demon follow it creep
i never know which day of the week
my soul you eat 
we making out 11.2 fm

american honey american honey is sweet 
american honey she wanna find out what it means 
american honey american honey and dreams 
american honey is not your blood when you cut through the veins 
it’s something out of me
you wanna fill the missing part of me
rip out my heart, right through my chest 
these words out my mouth are not in fucking jest 

two fucking souls that linked and bound up by trauma
i’m down with the fools that like to waste all their commas 
i’m tired of pools that’s made of cess and all drama
i’m tired of your rules my anarchy spit like llama

i sit in this lake, i sit in this lake i drown in
i’m watching the fakes, i’m watching the fakes without you
what did you say about him 
what did you say about him

american honey american honey is sweet 
american honey she wanna find out what it means 
american honey american honey and dreams 
american honey is not your blood when you cut through the veins 
it’s something out of me
you wanna fill the missing part of me
rip out my heart, right through my chest 
these words out my mouth are not in fucking jest

why is it me, why is it me, and not you 
get it up up out my head

AMERICAN HONEY - (PROD.HASHKIT)

With trebor
My verse mixed by me 
Trebor verse mixed by trebor 
Mastering by Trebor

FACEFULL W/ TREBOR [x3nygod]

Produced and Mixed by ZPHINKTERR 


ALL I KNOW/ 
AND ALL I DONT/ 
I BUILT THIS STORE/
YET IM STILL FROZE/
I GOT THis MINDSET 
I DREAD NEVER GET  THAT TIME BACK 
THAT YEIN SNAPP 
PEAKING THROUGH THIS MIRROR DIZZY I LAUGH 
WALK 1000 MILES TO THE MALL LIKe WHERES THE BUY BACKS

LIKE WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PLAY WORLD 
YOU CANNOT ESCAPE WORLD 
SAY WHAT YOU GONNA DO 
WAIT WHAT FUCK I USED 
TO BE IN THAT TUBE SHIT 
YEIN IM ON THAT BLUE SHIT 
MIXES GOT TOO CLEAN SO NOW IM LIABLE TO BOOST IT 

IN A PLACE WHERE THE PLAYWORLD USE TO SIT L
(SCREAM THIS SHIT) I AINT MOVING BUT THE CLOCK DID( 3x)
(WHAT ARE YOU GONNA GONNA GONNA DO)

FLASH BLACK FLASH BACK 
PUTTIN ON MY BLACK MASK 
DRAFT TRASH 
NIGGAS BRING UP OLD SHIT BITCH IM PAST THAT
ZEE THAT TYPE TO PULL UP TO YOUR FUNCTION BITCH AND CRASH THAT 
 TOO CQUSTIC SHUT MAKE THAT NIGGA NEED A FUCKING HAZMAT 
(FLASH)SPAZ 
SCRATCHING THAT SERIAL NUMBER 
YOU A COP SO I CANNOT TRUST YA 
YOU A SLOP JOCKEY SLIMY FUCKER 
DIG A HOLE FOR YA CORPSE TUCKER 
YOURE A COMPANY COCKSUCKER 
YOU A SNAKE JUST IN DEEP COVER 
MECH ASSULG ON THIS BEAT CRUSH EM

FLa$hbaCK(PLayWoRRLD)

aBomiNatiON(hyDROLiC pRE$$)_DEMO

GREENiN' ON THE CUD

SPOTIFY

✟BEER IN MY BLOOD✟ (JB)

prod. by beetle 

давай сходи со мной с ума
но в моей голове пустые лепты
и ты хотела быть со мной  казалось бы проблема
нахуй мне все твои советы хочу я задыхаться. пуская в себя пару бледных хочу убиваться 
и мои песни хуета , нахуй я стараюсь?
хотел увидеть тебя в зеркале я поменяюсь
и  снова бредни пустых лиц в моей бошке  
я нарисую пентраграму сука на моей руке
ненавижу свои песни  за то как я их   выражаю я ненавижу свои мысли нахуй я юзаю?
сплетены из нити  горечи и бляди хотят разорвать себя на части
они же блять несчастны
Нахуй вы стараетесь быть ближе к моей голове
нахуй вы пытаетесь выдавить из себя  ща смех
я ненавижу всех вас нет. вы лишь плод воображения
борьба с самим собой привила мне  лишь части к вам доверия

я разбился в водопаде мои мозги вытекли из ямы. но ты старайся угодить всем те ведь похуй что юзают
нахуй тебе это все ты знаешь что я занят
борьба с самим собой за творчество - изъяны
ты пытайся вылить всю  свою хуйню  это  отвергает
и  снова бредни пустых лиц в моей бошке  
я нарисую пентраграму сука на моей руке
я ненавижу свои песни  за то как я их   выражаю я ненавижу свои мысли нахуй я юзаю?
давай сходи со мной с ума
но в моей голове пустые лепты
и ты хотела быть со мной  наверно
нахуй мне все твои советы хочу я задыхаться. пуская в себя пару бледных хочу убиваться 
и мои песни хуета , нахуй я стараюсь?
хотел увидеть тебя в зеркале я поменяюсь
 (я порежу твои локоны  но блять не от любви
кровь стекает с моих губ отчасти от тоски)

ненавижу

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music video: https://youtu.be/1ivdljUNeFM
download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

Nightmare #1

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis