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JOHNNASCUS - BLuE (TMBK House Remix)

[crb2ey]


MR SPRING ITS GOOD TO SEE YOU/
HINDSIGHT WAS 20/20 /
I WOKE UP I STARTED TWEAKIN/
I AINT DID THAT IN A MINUTE / 
SINCE LIKE APRIL 22/
I WOKE UP MY SKIN WAS BLUE/
I WOKE UP THATS WHEN I KNEW/
I LOCKED IN THATS WHEN I GREW/
MATTER IT DONT 1000000000x
PARANOIA /
BAG OF PARANOIA/
ION FEEL LIKE TALKING TO THEM PEOPLE I AVOID EM /
MR SPRING ABOUT TO BUILD A STEEPLE AND ANOIT EM YA /
YALL SHOULD JOIN EM, YALL SHOULD JOIN US /

[12/11/24]

[mR_sPRiNg]


IN THAT HOLE IS WHERE I WASTE/
TAKE MY FACE UP OFF MY FACE/
WHILE YOU ROT IT PERMEATES/
SO I JUST DISSOCIATE FROM RIGHT BELOW ME WHERE YOU ROT/
I KEEP STARING AT THAT CLOCK /
I GET TRAPPED UP IN THAT THOUGHT/

MR SPRING IS IN HIS FEELINGS NOW HE MIGHT JUST DO YOU LIKE YELLOW/
SPRING IS IN HIS FEELINGS NOW HE MIGHT JUST DO YOU LIKE YELLOW/

Bitch I gotta bag of paranoia EVERYTIME i breathe /
HOW ID LOVE to LIVE IN THIS MASK BUT SHIT I CAN BAREly see /
SHIT I COULD BARELY GRIEVE /
FOR YOUR SAKE I QUARANTINE /
WHAT THE FUCK DOES IT EVEN MEAN/ 
IM REFERING TO EVERYTHING/
WE’RE BECOMING A NIHILIST /
BUT I KNOW WHAT MY PURPOSE IS/
EVERYDAY I FEEL LIKE SHIT / 
AS I RACK UP MY PURCHASES/
SEE I FEEL LIKE IM NOT THERE/ 
THEN I SEE WHAT MY LIFE IS /
SO WHY CANT I WRITE SHIT/ 
SO WHY CANT I MAKE SHIT/ 
SO WHY DO I FEEL LIKE EVERYDAY WHEN IT COMES TO FUCKING TIME THAT I WASTE IT 


SOME DAYS I WAKE UL MAD BOUT SHIT THAT HAPPENED 7 YEARS AGO by
WISH IF I COULD SEE THAT HIGH SCHOOL BUT NO I DID THO
SPOKE INTO EXISTENSE BB VERSE I DIDNT LISTEN THO 
HOW I KNEW MY TIME AINT WORTH THAT PAPER UT WAS WRITTEN ON 
THIS THAT 9th GRADE AGGRESSION 
RED FLAGGING MESSAGE 
BET YOULL FIND MY SPIRIT BACK IN KENMORE WHERE I LEFT IT 
DO A MOTHER FUCKER LIKE THEY YELLOW GET YA NECK SLIT 
DWELLIN TIL I FIT INSIDE THAT BOX WITHOUT A QUESTION 

IN THAT HOLE IS WHERE I WASTE/
TAKE MY FACE UP OFF MY FACE/
WHILE YOU ROT IT PERMEATES/
SO I JUST DISSOCIATE FROM RIGHT BELOW ME WHERE YOU ROT/
I KEEP STARING AT THAT CLOCK /
I GET TRAPPED UP IN THAT THOUGHT/



[springnwinter(interlude)]
*composition*

[vantablackhol_V6]

IN THAT HOLE BITCH 
???
???
IN THAT HOLE BITCH 

WALK INTO THAT BASEMENT I INTEND TO SHINE MY FACE UP/
MAYBE ILL REENTER 2012 THATS WHEN WAKE UP /
NEVER PEER DIRECTLY IN THE MIRROR
THATS WHY I BREAKS HUH /
LIVING THIS DELOUSIN ID BE SIRE ITLL REMAKE YA /
TORTURED BY THESE WALLS THERE AINT NO WAY IM BREAKIN KAYFABE /
I BEEN STUCK IN CYCLES FOR WHATS CREEPIN UP ON 8 DAYS /
NIGGAS DO WHATEVER JUST SAVE FACE /
BITCH ILL BUILD A CHURCH FOR MR SPRING AND BURN IT UP IN TYE SAME DAY /

TIL INFINITY 
TIL ETERNITY 
GOT NO EMPATHY 
PLEASE THE ENTITY 
WHATS THIS ENERGY
MY IDENTITY 
FEEL IT CRUMBLING 
CEMENT CELL CRAVING MEANING TIL THE FUMES GIVE 
THRERES A HELL WATCHED UP JUMP RIGHT OFF A BLUE CLIFF 
I KEEP HEARING EM PROJECT CAUSE WAS THEY PHASE 
I KEEP HEARING THEM PROJECTIBG JUST TO SAVE FACE 
BEEN STUCK IN CYCLES FOR WHATS CREEPIN UP ON 8 days
I GET SICK OF LOOPIN HEAD SPINNIN LIKE A BEYBLADE

too4m_WAV

limp stiffy

mR SpRiNg

LeaKy FauCet

*lyrics* [PROD. VELOURIUM] 
Where peoples status represented by they salary
I know that if I die broke not a nigga gone had for me
But that’s not the way it have to be
And black elites must’ve forgot they too were once expected causalities 
And to keep it real I feel I’m lucky to make nineteen
Thinkin bout some shit as of lately I know I’m never living down
It’s all good
Til karma need a payment and she circle back around
It’s all good
We gon need some more effort just to knock a nigga crown
It’s all good

Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 

Moral compass missing an arrow I’m lacking proper direction
I haven’t kept up proper health I purposefully spread infection
I push away on purpose cause I’ve gotten used to rejection
I’ve been eighteen for a week now and I force myself sleep now
There’s less voices in the room, but I don’t wanna speak now
There’s less to keep down, more people to keep out
I won’t get a happy ending, it’s too late to change the story 
I just spoke to Dante he gon save a circle for me
You can’t change your history but ripping pages you don’t like
People manufacture truths and the mirror see through lies
I was happy when I got news that my homie killer died
But her death and bring him back and I’m still traumatized

Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 

How could you form peace in this world and then you plot on your kin?
I ask for mercy father don’t rebuke me but the sin
I know there’s goodness in your heart but you’re so eager to win
You think my life would’ve been better if it never were lived?
My son, you missed the point of all those L’s you took cuz those were lessons
For everytime you took to me, I made sure that I left a message 
Heavens trumpets play and they define the key of life that day 
To open up new doors and find a better path for you to pave 
No cannot guide you if you choose to go astray 

Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 

Sore loser, poor winner yet I still compete
I took a couple dubs and yet I never felt complete 
Niggas who hate show love, do it secretly 
And even with that, I’m the one critic I can’t appease 
Wake up in the deep end, thank the lord that I can swim
Pouring acid in the pool, hoping that I dive in 
I been living with the serpents, I got scales on my skin
It’s like I do worse when I try not to sin  

Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 

And for the love of city and for the love my people
I hope that all of them hear me we gon get rid of these evils
We gon exterminate demons, the ones outside and internal
The ones that hide in our circle and taking innocent lives
Niggas mistaken for pride, gotta take care of yourself life
Look at who won the election, the damage done overnight
West coast was on fire, now I see it burning down 
And I just feel inspired gotta help the people out

Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 

Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind 
Riverside state of mind

LEV SPOTIFY!

Riverside State of Mind

i don't want to be

A look into the twisted, depressed, unhinged, incel mind of Mortis who struggle to wake up, let alone leave the house.

mR SpRiNg

ZPHINKTERR