Gary's Theme

Gary's Theme (Remastered 2022)

Sick Of Your Love

It was good, it was great even
I said things I couldn’t take even
Another pill to repeat 
But telling it to you was so easy 

You had your eyes locked all over me
The moonlight had me a VIP
And I’m not sure it was even real
‘Cause I was gone, but that didn’t mean you stopped the beer

I tried telling myself not to feel
‘Cause it’s lights out, move on, just another deal
But it burns in my heart
Like thousands of stars
Wanna replay ‘till I’m numb

‘Cause it’s my cinema, my cinema for me
Main character hysteria
I love it, I love it
Yeah, and I’m wasting so much time
With these re-runs, hoping you’ll change inside
I know it’s so hopeless
But it’s tragically mine
While I’m still alive, oh

Was I naive or just generous?
Breathe out betrayal, and let you in again
And you’re kissing me just like an ideal
I’ll take half of you just for the title

Sacrifice self-worth, self-pity, and pride
I’m the only girl ‘till you step outside
Beautiful skeletons, what’s not to like?
But tell me again, who am I in your eyes?

‘Cause it’s my cinema, my cinema for me
Main character hysteria
I love it, I love it
Yeah, and I’m wasting so much time
With these re-runs, hoping you’ll change inside
I know it’s so hopeless
But it’s tragically mine
While I’m still alive, oh

Why do I remember everything 
Like it’s some sort of safe haven?
It’s all scripted, meaningless (scripted)

On the edge of my seat again
All the receipts crumbled in my hand
It’s neverending 

‘Cause it’s my cinema, my cinema for me
Main character hysteria
I love it, or am I made of it?

my cinema

wait a minute
before i listen
not your business
but i’m a different girl now
although i gave in
you’re too expensive
finally circling back with myself

you testify drunk 
that i’m the one
drink all the failing love
feel the burnt lips
and hundreds of minutes
worshipping figments

 i feel only what is wrong
and wonder what is right
you’re swiping credit cards
and leaving me the dimes
don’t you cry again 
it’s about damn time that i’ve left

swallowed up the lies in your
breaths while you fill my lungs
all your consumption has
made my debt overflow
don’t rewind events
i’ve declined the transaction, the transaction

i taste your gimmicks
on paper feelings,
you say you’re healing
to delude my emotions

can’t shake the spinning
i fade with each spree
the cost increases
not much left to indulge in

you testify drunk
that i’m the one
drink all the failing love
feel the burnt lips
and hundreds of minutes
worshipping figments

i feel only what is wrong
and wonder what is right
you’re swiping credit cards
and leaving me the dimes
don’t you cry again 
it’s about damn time that i’ve left

swallowed up the lies in your
breaths while you fill my lungs
all your consumption has
made my debt overflow
don’t rewind events
i’ve declined the transaction, the transaction

money on my mind, you took all of mine
hard to feel a- hard to feel a- hard to feel alive
crimes and heavy fines
should’ve left the line
should’ve let you pay with your own dimes

(the transaction)

money on my mind, you took all of mine
hard to feel a- hard to feel a- hard to feel alive
crimes and heavy fines
should’ve left the line
should’ve let you pay with your own dimes

When You Looked at Me

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