...The Endless Crave

Eternal Winter

Ohol Yeg : Worthless

Suffer

Scars Like Armor

ALLEEN

Chains Defy Hearts

Glitches Make Power

Gone Silent

Parallel Perpendicular featuring some AI vocalist I call Visigoth (AI Reduh)

Verse 1 — Don’t Let This Fade

Life may change the setting
But not the respect
No matter where we end up
Don’t let this fade

I don’t want to lose my best friend
You’re part of who I am
Years don’t change what we built
That’s something I’ll defend 

Verse 2 — The Cost of Holding On

This is the cost of holding on
Always stuck in my head
Replaying every word
You ever said

I want to be happy with someone else
I know that’s true
But I can’t build a future
If I’m still holding onto you

Pre-Chorus — You Don’t Know What You Want

You said you didn’t know what you wanted
Like years could disappear overnight
You let uncertainty decide for you
While I was still trying to fight

Chorus — Heavy Every Morning

Every morning hits like gravity
Another weight I didn’t choose
I wake up already exhausted
From everything I still carry for you

Verse 3 — Love Was Easier to Write

You said the words so perfectly
Wrote promises you couldn’t keep
Funny how love was easier to write
Than to live when it got deep

Verse 4 — Written Before You Left

Those letters were written before you changed
Before walking away felt right
Now I read them like they’re from another life
From someone I don’t recognize

Bridge — Always With Me

I miss you more than words can say
Every night, every day
Three boys chasing who they’ll become
One little girl lighting the way

If you ever feel alone
Or the world feels too heavy
Just know I’m cheering from afar
Always proud, always ready

Chorus 2 — Hard to Forget

It’s hard to forget what felt like home
Hard to unlearn what felt so right
It took you seconds to let it go
It’s taking me longer just to feel alive

Final Chorus — Nothing Holds Me Back

But I won’t stay here forever
I won’t let this be my end
I’m building something stronger now
From everything that’s been bent

You don’t define my future
You don’t own the ground I stand on
I’ve felt the weight, I’ve paid the cost
And nothing holds me back now

Outro — Full Circle

I loved honestly
I lost painfully
But I’m still standing here
And that means something to me

The Cost of Everything

Pressure stacking in the back of my skull
Static in the signal, I’m losing control
Every promise rusted, every truth bent
I learned how to breathe through the weight of regret

I trace the cracks in the things I trust
Built my spine out of shattered dust

I feel the ground shift under my feet
Every step closer to the truth cuts deep

I’M STANDING ON A FAULT LINE — 
WAITING FOR THE WORLD TO COLLIDE — 
IF I FALL APART TO FEEL ALIVE
THEN LET IT BREAK —
I WON’T HIDE — 

Hands on the clock but the time won’t move
Every second screaming what I can’t undo
I tried to be clean, I tried to be safe
But you don’t grow roots in a sterile place

I bit my tongue till I tasted blood
Silence never saved anyone

CUT — ME — OPEN
SEE — WHAT — BLEEDS
I’M NOT BROKEN
I’M BECOMING ME

If this is survival
Why does it hurt to exist?
If this is the answer
Why does it feel like a risk?

I won’t apologize for the damage it took to persist

I’M STANDING ON A FAULT LINE
FOUND MY VOICE IN THE AFTERSHOCK
IF EVERYTHING I KNOW COLLAPSES
I’LL BUILD MYSELF FROM WHAT I’VE LOST

I am not the silence
I am the shift

FAULT LINE

ALLEEN

ZTWOZ

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