lovesick

(prod. wixxy.mp3)
i cant seem to find a reason
for your eyes and mine to be bleeding
we can't make it right so we're fleeting
you're the only one that i'm needing

these drugs in my brain
they make me feel so insane
being sober ain't the same
but i act like im okay

so it never really matters
all my blood will fucking splatter
put my organs on a platter
inflate my ego make it fatter

make it stronger
then i'll last a little longer
im a failure im a goner
leave my body in the water

i cant seem to find a reason
for your eyes and mine to be bleeding
we can't make it right so we're fleeting
you're the only one that i'm needing

reason

kicked out the house

Dead out of love

prod. all we left unsaid

(demo)

lyrics:

we're spinning round and round
all i want is to make you proud
i still hear your silent whispers
even if youre not around
i got too many problems
and you added many more
theres certain things i cant ignore
theres no explaining what i saw
i waited way too long my friend
and i cant give enough for both of us
set me alight
you go do what you wanted to
and i wont wait for you

i wanna be something to you

you bring me nothing but misery, but here i am waiting 4u
lyrics
tappin out
in my head 
i see bright lights
riding in
i think im feeling it now
just like you did
taking hits for you
cuz i wanna feel like im supposed to
i could disappear
if this is what makes me feel so real
and ill break for you baby
cuz it makes me feel so real
and ill break for you baby
cuz you make it feel so real
and ill break for you baby
cuz you make it feel so real
and ill break for you baby
cuz you make it feel so real
break-alex g cover/rotversion

break my skin cause you make it feel so real

october 31st (feat. Suicideinseptember)

miserable weirdo

Lyrics

You saw a side of me, that nobody's ever seen before
Do all but lie to me , because your words always bring me to floor
It's all a game to you, that i don't wanna play anymore
You left my mouth full of blood, now I can't speak, I can't speak, I can't speak

I saw a side of you, that I'm never gonna see again
So ill just stutter all my words when I'm around you
Don't think that I won't kill myself cuz girl I'm bound to
You saw a side of me, that nobody's ever seen before

Do all but lie to me, don't lie to me, no don't you lie to me, girl
Don't conceal my lies enough
All of the words i said are coming out
Wanna tear my flesh to the bone

All of the thoughts I had are coming out now
I wanna say that you're all done
I wanna say that I'm not finished
Every time I try to speak i bite my owe tongue
So wont you listen to me please, i cant speak, i cant speak

Put a pencil to my eye and now i cant see
You cant convince me with your lies the feelings empty
Too many people let me down they showing envy
It's like I'm trapped inside this cycle, please just help me

Don't conceal my lies enough
My thoughts are turning into words again
Keep it coming, don't you stop

Don't conceal my flesh and my wounds
And now i'm bleeding all over the top
You saw a side of me, that nobody's ever seen before
Do all but lie to me, because your words always bring me to the floor

It's all a game to you, that I don't wanna play anymore
You left my mouth full of blood
And now I can't speak, I can't speak, I can't speak

When im around you i, i know i stutter all my words
And when i find the right thing to say
Aou're gone, you're gone, you're
Aou're already gone

ima end up dead

zul