regrets

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i own all of u

she don’t even know im dying

i put my girl in number nine to match me

prod. mercenarychild

i dont know rlly
can u see
i been having weight under me
pressure on my chest, i can’t breathe
voices in my head they don’t leave
dead eyes, still i try to speak
pain too loud, it starts to leak
tryna move, but my knees are weak
don’t cry, stare at the sink
mirror lookin back like "who that be?"
can’t tell if thats rlly me

u been on my mind
i start to think
how i let our love rot so weak
newports lit while i think
pain in my chest, heart starts to shrink
smoke in my lungs, can’t even blink
tryna stay numb, pass the brink
walkin, hope i could pass away
talk to the moon like u and me
cold wind hit, my hoodie stinks
marlboros drown out wut i think
ran from you, now i drink
missin your touch i left away
voices in my head, have fun w me
lettings things crumble, under me

i ruined our love then wrote about it in the dark

thats not cool

burn it

love dont live in costumes

this is too much when will it all just stop

sunday (cover)

another lie

untitled punk song   dont rlly care

remix to "we were gonna get married" by kammanuel.

whatever i want

russian roulette (cover)

can you be fucking quiet

no one seems to stay

all around

gossip

shoutout yasket for the guitar

you know I don’t want you asking me,
“Is everything ok?” (x2)

I really don’t know why the fuck
you keep acting in this way
things start to change, and I can’t even take a look at your face
my heart is aching, seems like you’ll just go and walk right away
kill me and seal me, lock me up, dragging my body away
rip out my heart and eat it up
I’ll be all on your own plate
I know you hear me, take me out
right now, I’m stuck in my grave

I walk around at night, hoping someone
just comes and kills me
can you just hear me out one time?
I know I made it too late

just kill me please
that’s all I need
take me out of my misery (x2)

(ooh, ooh) I’m not real, I’m too deranged

(ooh, ooh)

is everything okay?

walked in your view, still
trying hard to feel
life's not feeling real
coke, nose, i'm not healed

walked in your view

don't wanna die in my favorite red shirt
life on the line and my phone don't work
passing the time in my day old shirt
tried logging online and it feels absurd
i wanna die but my soul still burns
watching the time as my heart shatters
lying in bed and i'll never get out
well it's fuck my life and the bitch i took

my favorite red shirt

hurt myself
in ways i cant explain
i know 
its gonna hurt ur brain
time and time
you've tried to talk
but i've never went and looked ur way
everything is set on fire
time and time
i hide
another
time and time
i pop
another

wanting me
youre watching me
i know it

bumblebee

(my own lyrics on hate me love me by mandy)

stop all your crying shawty
you said it’s my fault
you probably blame me now

i scream thru ur walls
u disguise my disgrace
i pierce thru ur skin
watch ur scars
all decay
i sneak in ur halls
creep behind
where u stay
blood prints
all on the walls
from the souls
i betrayed
said you’d push me away
told me deaths in the way

i make everything terrible
girl you probably hate me now
you probably hate me more

i make everything terrible

said she miss when im adjacent
had me see me red walls
you probably miss when i
was craving
carve ur skin n bones
u cut ur wrist because u hate me
now u sing along
watch me miss
the mess were making 
what the hell went wrong
said i miss when you’re adjacent
every thought of you’s invasive
where are you, im so impatient
now my beds feel so damn vacant
cut your body now you’re shaking
every thought of you’s amazing
every thought of you is craving
everything u want, i’ll make it
carve your skin and 
get your fragrance
watch you bleed 
right on the pavement

zyuith

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