regrets

shoutout yasket for the guitar

you know I don’t want you asking me,
“Is everything ok?” (x2)

I really don’t know why the fuck
you keep acting in this way
things start to change, and I can’t even take a look at your face
my heart is aching, seems like you’ll just go and walk right away
kill me and seal me, lock me up, dragging my body away
rip out my heart and eat it up
I’ll be all on your own plate
I know you hear me, take me out
right now, I’m stuck in my grave

I walk around at night, hoping someone
just comes and kills me
can you just hear me out one time?
I know I made it too late

just kill me please
that’s all I need
take me out of my misery (x2)

(ooh, ooh) I’m not real, I’m too deranged

(ooh, ooh)

is everything okay?

walked in your view, still
trying hard to feel
life's not feeling real
coke, nose, i'm not healed

walked in your view

don't wanna die in my favorite red shirt
life on the line and my phone don't work
passing the time in my day old shirt
tried logging online and it feels absurd
i wanna die but my soul still burns
watching the time as my heart shatters
lying in bed and i'll never get out
well it's fuck my life and the bitch i took

my favorite red shirt

hurt myself
in ways i cant explain
i know 
its gonna hurt ur brain
time and time
you've tried to talk
but i've never went and looked ur way
everything is set on fire
time and time
i hide
another
time and time
i pop
another

wanting me
youre watching me
i know it

regrets

zyuith