@attc

huh, yea, huh,
i've been on the run
i've been running for a moment
i'mma leave the drugs
i'mma drop em like i'mma disown them
nah i'm fucking wit ya u know imma pick em up
if i can't be off them bars then how am i supposed to live with us
pick this weight up off my chest bitch u gon need a pick up truck
told me i need rehab i'mma act like i don't give a fuck

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa 

you been on thin ice
i've been freezing for a moment 
guess the key to love 
is to be haphazardly chosen

fuck it, chop it up; been feening for a weekend
shaking shaking down, i think i need a recheck
living in the future fore' i even reach it
die to grasp at benefits and fail to try and reap them

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa

[...th- this person insisting, from day one, that they got the wrong body...]

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
and my brain, it's playing games
guess it's always been the same
and you perceiving me makes me feel ma-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
i feel pretty in your arms and pretty disarmed
when we really haven't felt each other's touch in a minute
you switched up, and i'm glad that you did it
oh, who am i ki-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)

[...and this was a landmark study, fabulously well done...]

us prod. attic

prod me @zzoos @overoverover
ft @lyn_u
additional vox @qlein @m4xyne
photo also @zzoos

white tees + lyn

prod me ++ #3six0
project file @ https://payhip.com/b/Xi0MD

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

art by wassim 
production & vocals by me 

lyrics ᡣ • . • 𐭩 ♡ 

yeah, uhh, talk talk, uhh 
yeah, and im smoking on this ahhh 
yeah, yeah, uhhh  
yeah you never know when to stop 
yeah ah a a ahhh 
yeah i see it then i coooop
yeahh ahh, gettin to this, ahh 
yeah im gettin to this guap

poster girl

@qlein
@bbyazul4k
@fleshtoflesh
pic @zzoos
@100signs

@qxi
i don't, i don't really
i don't really want to live
i don't really want to do it
these drugs oughta do it

u never knew how 2 stop
take another hit suck it in n blow it out
everybody knows that u are who u are
saying "quixi u a bitch" yea i knew that from the start
never really feel like im enough
the way u acts gonna really piss me off
think im running outta time ima drop
said that im an asshole
u aint wrong

i don't really care about it like fuk dat
lie to my face u a ...
i don't really care about it like fuk dat
lie to my face u a ho ima block dat

i don't, i don't really
i don't really want to live
i don't really want to do it
these drugs oughta do it

@qlein
like, you could say all this shit to my face
couldnt care either way
cause u know id be by your side
cause i want your company
i cant let go
is that what you want from me
fuck i let go
am i an asshole for that would u let me relapse if i fell back in your arms
like klein wheres ur sympathy?
just fucking let go
i fucking let go

@qxi & @qlein
i fucked up
i dont think im alright im fucked in the head
tell me one of ur lies say that shit again
ik u want me again
cant give a fuck
think i really lost it
im fucked (whatd u do to me)
im fucked up in the head

i don't really care about it like fuk dat
lie to my face u a ...
i don't really care about it like fuk dat
lie to my face u a ho ima block dat

i don't, i don't really
i don't really want to live
i don't really want to do it
these drugs oughta do it

i dont...

fuk dat w qlein (bbyazul fleshtoflesh)

prod me ib my friends
samples voyage 1969 & voyage 1970 from touhou 8

story // voyage 1969

ashamed of how i treated myself around us, it's pitiful but i forgot who i was before you.

i knew that this was just a waste of time
you know you wrong
that doesn't make it right now
don't call my phone 
can't give you one more try
you got some fucking nerve
you acting like i messed up

i turned into someone you'd never like
i'm not the person that you met
before i got crushed up
in everybody that i meet
i see our past, love
don't get too attached
this feeling won't ever last

force of habit

prod me

you took it all and left
no baby i'm so tired of the way you make me feel
my life has been hella boring
look at me i'm a fucking mess
i lost all capabilities of making something right
i'm starting to think the worst
i know it's not healthy but this feeling is a curse
i liked when we talked about the shit that made you laugh
now i'm stuck on the little things i'll wait until i crash
who will take the blame?
if i look back in two years am i the same?
yeah i love my life because i treat it like a game
everyone that I've ever encountered is insane (but who am i to-)
at the end of the night
i miss how you liked
i know its not right but it keeps me up all the time

took it all

prod me this beat is from twenty twenty four
@omgisai
https://soundcloud.com/forgentoad/pressure
https://soundcloud.com/distrancee/weekends

@lynyou
u wont ever get it watch the way im steppin
mfs desperate get tf up out my mentions
try to copy me im in a whole nother dimension
i was making money u was busy playing genshin
labels in my dms i didnt even pay attention
lucky that im still here man its such a blessing
take too many risks i got blood up on my linen
sorry that yo bros lost u couldnt prevent it

woke up tired asf im still getting paid
i dont even like u it was just a phase
bitch i burned the book wasnt tryna turn the page
tried to shut me out now u begging me to stay

@omgisai
yeah they begging me to stay
i could never switch up on my bros
i will never change
my pockets full w percs & adderall i cannot be tamed
when i hop on the stage they all know my name
they all know my name
theres some kids that i knew way back yeah they still acting the same
if it's a problem w you
whos it right to blame
i aint never sane we put a bullet to your brain

@lynyou
its not what it seems when u see it 😲😲
i got enough money u can keep it
i dont trust u cant tell u my secrets
u dont wanna be my friend u want my preset

u wont ever get it watch the way im steppin
mfs desperate get tf up out my mentions
try to copy me im in a whole nother dimension
i was making money u was busy playing genshin
labels in my dms i didnt even pay attention
lucky that im still here man its such a blessing
take too many risks i got blood up on my linen
sorry that yo bros lost u couldnt prevent it

white tees + lyn

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