produced by takuori!
beat n vocals remixed and mastered by me
made for headphone users lol

lyrics:
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? am i am i even real?
am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
im losing my mind been a long time since uve talked to me
i cant feel my body ur voice is still haunting me
i can feel the trauma digging itself within me

im not real oh im not real!
i cant feel i cant feel
(couldnt feel for you)
im not real
(and i ruin everything i do)
no i cant feel i cant feel real

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
i hope u dont mind that i want u all to me
ho-hope u dont ever 4get about me!1!!1! :(
e-even when the stars fall ull still be my everything

have no idea who i am anymore?
took away my self-worth, yea u locked the door
i let u in but u only wanted more
shatter me until im crying on the floor
and the past was my disgrace!!!
swear to god ill be enough someday <3
ill be alright, ill be okay
cuz baby im not real...

real im not real
real im not real
real i dont exist
i dont exist i dont exist

i don't exist

prod. me
master. @angelicamori
feat. @disoc8

life is so meaningless

lyrics:
@disoc8

everything's so fucking bleak
my life is just a chore
rotting in my sheets
can u take me to a morgue
i feel like a freak
i'm shaking from withdrawals
(blood)drying in my sleeves
and my wrists are fucking sore

my life's in black and white
and i panic till i vomit
if i said i could provide
bby i was so dishonest
i dnt wanna go outside
i wanna fucking die
me n u forever bby double suicide

if my life was a movie it would prolly be a scary one
i feel so alone i'll do anything for anyone
chop til i see bone, i just wanna see my skeleton
oh my god im so alone and im so hated by everyone

@misalivee

and i wont talk tough bitch yk i play for keeps
imma kill myself u can catch me in the streets
post traumatic alcoholic bfc on me
and i dont know the fuck is ever wrong with me
and i wont act tough and i cant act up
tell me what what you want n imma get u fucked up
and i just want to know what the fuck that ive done
to make you hate me so i just wna get it done

what the fuck is wrong with me ++disoc8

yucky
--------
im so fkin gone
throw my ashes in ur lawn
i know u loved me once
now we gotta say goodbye
stick a needle in my eye
cross my heart and hope to die
if im going out
going out by suicide
put the chalk around my body
im alr fkin gone
im so fkin haunted
i got bodys in my walls



yuri
---------------------
let my heart go
kill me with my fuckin dreams (MY FUCKING DREAMZZ)
i dont wanna feel
not a thing  (NOT A THING!)
not a thing  (NOT A THING)
like wtf is wrong with me (NOOOOOOO)
like what i gotta do to get my heart back
im to scared to say i miss you like so bad (LIKE SO BAD)
bloody fuckin suicide 
baby is it you or i
needles in my fuckin spine 
i want you like all the time AALLL THE TIMEEE
waste my time 
all the time 
baby i dont want to cry 
thoughts are corrupted
twist into my fertile mind 
i have sm regret
shes puking blood on my fuckin set 
shots aiming fo necks
snap is back like he got next

yucky
---------
im so fkin gone
throw my ashes in ur lawn
i know u loved me once
now we gotta say goodbye
stick a needle in my eye
cross my heart and hope to die
if im going out
going out by suicide

put the chalk around my body
im alr fkin gone
im so fkin haunted
i got bodys in my walls

i start throwing up
i just wanna go
take my fkin hand
see my fkin bones
now shes all on me
feelin on my body
i dont wanna know
i dont wanna know

needles "scared of the thought of you, if you hear this im sorry"

Tidal Disruption

w/ @w6lker
prod @1lav


kiss me on my tattoos
u know that i luv u
u know that my luv is true
bruises on my arms for uu
<3

bruises w hauntingclaire prod lavendr

produced by nermal6
master by me :O

Lyrics:
[@romziie]
i think we should just take a break
just let all the time go byy
my eyes are fcking turning grey
nothing will help me change my mind
i feel so lost and hid away
everything just fxking hurtts
getting ready for my grave
im feeling fcking suicidal
put a gun to my brain
you took away my life
girl you took away my heart
you fuked up all my mental
never loved me from the start

idk the others yet :P [soon]

watch it fade w/ misalive + cholorofilm

prod me lol

@xannndera
yeaahhh huuuuhhhh
its never been the same x3

now its time to fall asleep
omg i feel so nauseous
nd i cannot evn think
taking pills till im gone
then i feel so slow
idk if its reality idk how to cope huhh

double suicide idk how to stop it
lets just kill ourselves
ill panic till i vomit
till i vomit idk how2 stop it
i took all the pills 
dont rmbr when i bought it
x2

yeaahhh huuuuhhhh (DJ PANCAKE)
its never been the same x3

i feel numb everytime i wanna give up
i feel regret everytime im insane
u a broke bitch u aint evn counting racks
i jus wanna be okay dont wanna take my meds
yeah ive never been the same
yeah its never been the same
yeah its never been the same
i should make amends
maybe that'd let go of this fucking pain
its never been the same
yeah its never been the same

now its time to fall asleep
omg i feel so nauseous
nd i cannot evn think
taking pills till im gone
then i feel so slow
idk if its reality idk how to cope huhh

double suicide idk how to stop it
lets just kill ourselves
ill panic till i vomit
till i vomit idk how2 stop it
i took all the pills 
dont rmbr when i bought it

yeaahhh huuuuhhhh
its never been the same x3

REALITY (@xannndera)

prod @p7e
ft @cholorofilm
yes I accidentally misspelled this MF long ass name LMAO 

woah woah woah woah
i just wanna turn it up
i can give u dmt i can give u any drug
wut u want wut u want
idgaf
bby turn it up
bby turn it upppl



i can give u any drug /w cholorofilm (winter)

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