pain pain pain ~_\\ 4/9/21

memories

twenny tuesday week 5!!! produced by the best @erdo
cover by me 
mix by me 


lyrics 

i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

im smokin up, im smokin up
i roll a blunt, ill hit u up
all these ppl in my life they be fuckin dumb
i be tokin all night, yea, fuck me up

it dont matter, aint nobody vibe  2 my songs
they be acting hella shy, u a fuckin clone
i dont rly fuckin mind, cuz im not alone
yeah i gotchu by my side, in my cubby zone

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

Natu 𓂀 (erdo)★★

flaunt II [4evaaxx, martinleib]

7ven stars

ginger ale (@shrinemaiden)

its the nighttime
its the nightlife
substance abuse
im getting too high
to tell you the truth
ive been faded since last night
off of the goop, im not gonna lie

ima take my pills then I blast off
I take my shot then im falling over
all I remember is flashing lights
dancing all night, while im too high


staring at my ceiling while the room starts to spin
tell myself ill quit but im diving back in
my heart beat is heavy like its tryna break my skin
im chasing every feeling just to fell something again
got voices in my head its all apart of the ride
everytime Im high I feel something inside
im tryna hold myself, but my demons start to fight
the nights keep pulling me deeper, deeper inside

its the nighttime
its the nightlife
substance abuse
im getting too high
to tell you the truth
ive been faded since last night
off of the goop, im not gonna lie x2

NIGHTLYFE


i thought i changed
i have some ways

im pushing through unidentifiable pain 
please keep me sane
please keep me sane
please keep me sane
please keep me (safe)

ive been feeling kind of strange
and my heads been out of place

why would i say that?
why would i say that?

how do i face it?

do they know where im at?
do i know where im at?

so far gone

i dont want to make it
out 
of my mind

it takes too much time

I hide my pain
wont go away
no more drinking
no more smoking
i try my best, its not working

its not enough 
its not enough 
its not enough 

ive been feeling kind of strange
and my heads been out of place

why would i say that?
why would i say that?

how do i face it?

do they know where im at?
do i know where im at?

so far gone

i dont want to make it
out 
of my mind

it takes too much time






SgLilyy - Blame ft. Loveboy (prod. SG37) [NiTECoRE]

FUArkk it!!