She (H)ate me

requiem archive

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastering by crayon

no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

sorry this is too much

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

beat and vocals by @requiem-for-you

i know i didnt do my best
so stab this stake into my chest
lay me here down to rest
while my blood travels west

my friend sam he was a little man
he climbed a tree and broke his little hand
i know he would be proud of me
i know he would be proud of me

i only care
about my lover and her ginger hair
and her longing stare

requiem for you - i know he would be proud of me

beat and vocals by @requiem-for-you
king krule cover
i know the vocals suck sorry

and hate
runs thru my blood
well my
tongue was in love
but my heart
was left above

ive got to be leaving now
i thought id never be
shot down
but girl
im black and blue
so beaten down for u
well im beaten down in bloom

dont break away
i waste away
dont break away

and lay
me out across the grey
hours i should have kept at bay
well i had no chance to get away
i cant escape my own escape
even more when its sweet to the taste
red stairs lead sense astray
i look up and seek for faith
oh but girl
just lean over and say

well lay me down
pull me out
well take my crown again
hes submerged in doubt

but wait
i make my last request
see this could be the best
but blue i need to rest

see i been broken down
so much has lost it now
i just stop and stay

girl
dont u worry bout a thing
babyy blueeeeeee ahhhhhhhh

requiem for you - out getting ribs (cover)

@menthol100s cover
beat and vocals by @requiem-for-you

like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

(ive felt
this way
oh no
i rlly shouldnt stay
i felt
so strange
will u
talk to me again?)

requiem for you - how is it already october (cover)

@requiem-for-you voice notes

girl from the north country cover
salt in the wounds
awkward
untitled
let me down
fireworks
collapsing
i cant keep going
dancing alone
the words you use

demos n stuff

snowflakes demo
knot me cover
later cover
seduce me cover
asmr girl cover
spoken for cover

requiem for you - i can't help what's not around, anymore

requiem