Hammy - Wasting Time

@hammy

yeah i’m speeding 
swerving through my life 
i can’t slow it down 
burnt out 
trynna stack these bands 
till i can’t count 
stack it up 
don’t care if they hate me 
i don’t give a fuck
cause imma keep on doing me 
yeah no matter what 

imma keep on doing me 
burning trees like calories 
buying clothes from overseas 
and we hitting dover street 

bitch i’m geeked can’t go to sleep 
counting blues 
not counting sheep 
stuck up off the ketamine 
i don’t care bout anything

i don’t care at all 
it’s hard to get my heart involved 
cause people do me wrong 
and make me feel like it’s my fault 
don’t wanna see me win 
i know you wanna see me fall 
i see that fake shit all the time 
i can’t fuck with y’all 

don’t want your love 
don’t want your trust 
i know that it’s all a front 
cover me in bleeding cuts 
tell me that i’m not enough 
but imma prove you wrong 
and that’s without a doubt 
keep my head down 
until i make it out

yeah i’m speeding 
swerving through my life 
i can’t slow it down 
burnt out 
trynna stack these bands 
till i can’t count 
stack it up 
don’t care if they hate me 
i don’t give a fuck
cause imma keep on doing me 
yeah no matter what 

imma keep on doing me 
burning trees like calories 
buying clothes from overseas 
and we hitting dover street 

bitch i’m geeked can’t go to sleep 
counting blues 
not counting sheep 
stuck up off the ketamine 
i don’t care bout anything

hamilton - without a doubt [prod. radkoun]

Vocals by @autumndropsdead
Produced by @solofttt
Mixed by @autumndropsdead
Mastered by @autumndropsdead
Cover art by @autumndropsdead
Curated by safehaven.

Lyrics:
maybe if i take my time, someone will take mine
that's something that i can do
only in my mind do our eyes collide
letting go of that fictional handle
like fuck, i wake up to the room still spinning
my head still hurting
my heart still beating
my thoughts still lurking
so i dumb me down with some drink and chase
have my thoughts erased, now i'm out of place yeah

i just wanna feel like you
i've grown so far from my youth
still searching for truth
underwhelming doom
who are you (3x)

fragile love never lasts
i'm too detached
i besought you of that
now i sit and wait, and recap the day
as i loop the night and let death permeate

now with their souls sown into air
(it doesn't matter now)
(oh, i'm wearing thin)
there's not much left to spare
that's always how it's been

where are we going
where are we going now
(where are we going now)
putting on a front 'till you notice
nothing but the sound of locomotives
i block out the commotion
i sought how you floated
and if the mountains stay as clouds,
i might stick around
'cause i've been seeing silhouettes of subtle texts
strewn all around about;
it's always the likes of:
former glory, forgotten stories,
violent break-ins, or quiet mornings
it's never bright, or the light is dim
i wonder when i'll feel whole again

i still haven't ran into anyone else
who knows me quite that well
at the end of the day, do i wanna be saved
from my, eyes

the fires will guide me

♥