selfDestruction.00

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hey, i missed u

lyrics-

i'm so cold
i'm so lost
grown so old
now i'm gone
we were younger when i left
but now i'm back and you've moved on

tell me where i'm going
i've been lost for a minute
i ain't got the time
you just tryna get my digits
racing through my brain
like my mind's in the olympics
drinking down the bubbly
now i'm spinning like a fidget

seasons going by
like the girls i fucking cared about
understanding why
'cause my life's something i'd do without
you should know i try
but you always fill my mind with doubt
leaving me alive
but my heart is fucking black by now

my heart is probably gone by now
buried somewhere in the ground
people change
i stayed the same
thought i had it figured out
my brain is full of rain and clouds
everyday i'm filled with doubt
constant stress
i'll let em down
take a pill
i'm better now

take a pill
i'm passing out
right up on her parents couch
we were at her parents house
but she still topped me with her mouth
we been going through some things
i don't wanna feel this pain
run away
forget my name
run away from everything

spotify </3

seasons going by like the girls i used to care about w/ hammy [prod. nciku]

destiny

myworld

mine

heart abuse

fading away

i've tried hard for too long

the fires will guide me

now all this pretty shit is poppin', baby who did it first?

u wouldnt know love if it had its hands around ur neck (prod. blade901 x discent)

[chorus(gothurted)]
I'm feeling decent I don't even have to lie 
It might depend from the light in your eyes
And I'm dying cause my life is shutting down
I ain't gonna leave now, I ain't gonna leave
I'm feeling decent I don't even have to lie 
It might depend from the light in your eyes
And I'm dying cause my life is shutting down
I ain't gonna leave now, I ain't gonna leave now 

[verse(diverse)]
You're gonna leave right from the start
Because the drugs made us fall apart
I got my dreams right from a star
And I can’t say it was my fault
And now I'm up yeah
I'm at the top yea
Without your touch yeah
I'm falling off yeah
But i get back up yeah
As i roll another blunt
And I'm drinking from my cup
I call it finger tuck, and i hit it looking up
Girl my time is up ill never find your love
Just know when i blow up you'll be crying for my touch
You'll be crying for my touch
I hear the devil call but I ain't picking up the call
You know I'm crying with my diamonds on
She loves me only when I'm singing my songs
If i was to take my fucking life would you cry ? Nah bitch don't lie

[chorus(gothurted)]
I'm feeling decent I don't even have to lie 
It might depend from the light in your eyes
And I'm dying cause my life is shutting down
I ain't gonna leave now, I ain't gonna leave
I'm feeling decent I don't even have to lie 
It might depend from the light in your eyes
And I'm dying cause my life is shutting down
I ain't gonna leave now, I ain't gonna leave now

decent

gothurted - decent (ft. diverse) [prod. metlast]

the fires will guide me

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