grimworld

shinigami - glass houses (demo)

<333 GARDEN AVENUE <333

lay u down i know u dont wanna say a word
keep me out of my head til i hear the birds
deep down i dont really wanna find out
i just wanna have u here for the night now

every night
all of the time
ur all i find

fade to grey
i cant blink without hearing ur name
ive tried five thousand different ways
cant surrender myself from our fate

i can see it in ur eyes
i know ur hurting babe come home with me tonight
its okay we put aside all of our lies
i hope u know we cant go back from it this time

lay u down i know u dont wanna say a word
keep me out of my head til i hear the birds
deep down i dont really wanna find out
i just wanna have u here for the night now

every night
all of the time
ur all i find

silver skies rains emotional death
reach out to me from the future and pull me back
im at the center of the shifting of time
i need to find a way to get back to where i left

back to you
cuz ur the places i remember safe
although theres danger chasing after u
this time this danger ill accept and embrace

lay u down i know u dont wanna say a word
keep me out of my head til i hear the birds
deep down i dont really wanna find out
i just wanna have u here for the night now

every night
all of the time
ur all i find

bliss ft. wicca phase springs eternal

Written, performed, and produced by
Brian Kenneth Swain
April 26, 2024

The Swain Collection

Childhood Dream

@yung-jza-shawty
@adharmasatru
@ihateshinigami

YungJZAisDead X Adharmasatru X Shinigami - It's Not Real(Prod. By Trey Scarlet)

https://open.spotify.com/album/3Hb7Xkn8qxvwZApXNOs0uL

@an_gst
@an_gst
@an_gst

angst - you fuck me up (prod. 4evr) [OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY, ITUNES, ETC.,]

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:
my will to live has gone missing
don't know where it could have went
my will to find it is also absent 
don't know where that is either
if you happen to see it please tell me
nah just kidding I don't actually care
don't contact me
or anybody I know
just keep your distance
my happiness has gone away 
(off into the wide blue yonder)
or was it there in the first place? 
(was it all just an illusion?)
my mind has reached its dullest state 
(I'm an idiot today)
or was I always this fucking stupid??
(and I was one yesterday)
I've got these demons inside me
skeletons in my closet
don't wanna talk about any of that shit
so just fucking drop it
when will I finally find a way 
to say the things I wanna say?
when will I finally see the day
when all my problems go away?
maybe nine pills is excessive
why not just take seven?
or even just five?
so sick of hearing these mindful thoughts 
that try to keep me alive
I've got these kpins inside me
adderall in my pocket
don't wanna hear about any of your shit
I've got these demons inside me
skeletons in closets
voices in my head
they're telling me that 
everything that I have come to know is null
and I'm better off dead
off into the wide blue yonder
I'm trying to escape my thoughts
this isn't working
I took too much ambien today
now I'm fading away x2
I went down a long slide to go play in this ball pit
where instead of balls, there's empty pill bottles
and now I'm left here drowning

kpins and needles

where you stay (feat. yungJZAisdead)[prod. snowowlnative]

*STARZ* (acoustic)

Alive At Last 2

YungJZAisDead - My Heart Bleeds Black ft. 93feetofsmoke (Prod. by Oilcolor)

im ashamed of my mindstate 
was i too laid back
did you not like that

was i too grey
was i too brave
the things i dont like that
im sometimes like that

im afraid of getting hurt by you
im still the mess that you ran through
the parts you left were red and blue
all so confused 
because of you

im ashamed of my mindstate 
was i too laid back
did you not like that

was i too grey
was i too brave
the things i dont like that
im sometimes like that

cant control myself
i get weird and lost
you're my favourite little thing i lost
i cant catch a break
cause i think alot
so im blowing up
over the shit i thought

im ashamed of my mindstate 
was i too laid back
did you not like that

was i too grey
was i too brave
the things i dont like that
im sometimes like that

lovezombie - i'm ashamed of my mindstate

lyrics:
sometimes I feel like life has robbed me of all of the greatest experiences
all of the dreamlike aspirations that I had back when I was a kid
like being in a band that's popular
on tour driving down the open road
sleeping in a van
doing meet-and-greets with fans
and playing crowded sold out shows
I hate how dreams never come true
well I guess for some people they do
but that's just a lucky few
I hope that they're all happy
heavily medicated and I'm still upset
hand in my pocket like alanis morissette
and the other one's holding a gun that's pointed at my head
the castles in the sky now have all passed me by
the apple of my eye has passed away and died
the hourglass of time devours me alive
it's eating me alive
some are content no matter what life puts them through
but that's just a small enlightened few
I wish I could be like that too
then maybe I'd be happy
I played the best odds and I lost the bet
it's ironic like alanis morissette
and the other ones got a lump sum
they must be happy
looks like the pain's not over yet
until I pay off all my debt
I sold a batch of old cassettes 
one was alanis morissette
looks like the pain's not over yet
until I pay off all my debt
I sold a batch of old cassettes 
one was alanis morissette

alanis morissette

your least favorite artist's least favorite artist
613
est 2017

alanis morissette

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