COVER BY JOHN CARCER
MIXED BY JOHN CARCER
MASTERED BY JOHN CARCER
PRODUCED BY H8


WET MARKET MASSACRE (NLA x John Carcer)

hey guys! ive finally unbounded myself or something lol

prod. @zyrom
artwork by @dhaelo

Lyrics:
I'm feeling weighed down
Like I'm in a bind
Can't seem to escape this feeling
That's stuck in my mind
Struggling
To keep up with my life
Can't seem to find the answer, no matter how hard I try
I've tried it all
But nothing seems to fit
Can't seem to find the solution that would ease this pit
I'm feeling trapped
Inside this hold
I need to find the key before I grow old

With every step
I'll get closer and near
To the way I need
And a life without fear

I'm searching for a way, to break these chains
This burden, that's causing me pain
I need a release, I need a path
To get back to feeling like I've got my breath
I know the way is out there, I just need to find
A way to shake this feeling of being confined
I'll keep searching until I succeed
Find the way I truly need
On my way, on the horns of a dilemma
It's like between Charybdis and Scylla
Doesn't matter if they don't work out
They all similar, leave me a taste so bitter
So bitter
(So bitter, so bitter)
They all leave me a taste so bitter
(So bitter, so bitter, so bitter, so bitter)

With every step
I'll get closer and near
To the way I need
And a life without fear

With every step
I'll get closer and near
To the way I need
And a life without fear

I'll get closer and near
A life without fear

Unbound

snuff (feat. crows peak) [prod. squall]

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2099 🕷[PROD. JESSE]

*prod by michael mars and morxk beats*

Whatcha god look like? time never flies when you wait for midnight, 24 ain’t shit if the world be finite, I’m feeling stuck in the wheel I fear of losing my sight

I need a moment, need to catch my breath, I wanna give it, my all, til I, got, nothing left

When’s the, last time, that you, felt the sun?

Has it been too long friend? We just rotting til the very end, Runnin down I just play pretend, gotta vent for’ I deep descend

Yeah, 4 blank walls everyday greeting me, tell them who you want to be bitch my

Head feelin funny but I need more money, all my thoughts lookin ugly I just need

More therapy negatives eating me, feel like drowning in the sea I fuckin can’t

Deal anymore gettin help requires more, I can’t do shit to settle all these scores

And I am nothing but a cog in the man made machine, forced to labour to have any right to breath

In a world full of suits, who give no rights to choose, then wonder why a man got nothin left to lose

It’s the rich stay rich and the poor stay poor, and if they want it they’ll come knocking at your door

I’m sick and tired of the cycle, we be living for survival, won’t go back to being fully suicidal

Part 2 (Skip Track)

Yeah, fast forward pausing that, ain’t no time to run it back, skipping through yo every track, see patience was a thing I lacked

You waste yo time and where’d it go? never gave yoself the chance to grow, been doin this shit for way too long but in my head I’m not a pro

Living darkness in yo system, apex in the animal kingdom, feelin sick bitch what’s so symptom? I ain’t never gonna be yo victim, feelin stuck inside the prism, automated systemic rhythm, 22 I’m beyond that wisdom, seein clear come and take my serum bitch

I, need, more, time

I’ve got, nothing left, to give, to you or them

From the parts unknown, get that info through yo dome, double 1’s that made of chrome, I’m the elder watch yo tone, the government tab you through yo phone, so they wanna keep you in their zone, they gotta hide what isn’t shown, so they can keep on making clones

They wanna keep you a consumer, a non thinkin polluter, so they can keep the money flow while you got no maneuvers uh

Fuck the world fuck this time, wish that everything is fine, nukes go off inside my mind, the human needs to be refined

4walls

prod by @theredrxxm <3
cover art by @the0000 <3

Lyrics:
I been bleedin', hear the screamin' in my head
Wish you'd leave, I'll never see you, fuck your dread
Bitch you thinkin' I ain't shit but where you at?
Fuckin' wrapped inside that swig, it's starin' back

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

MEMORY LOSS

MEMORY LOSS (prod. Red Rxxm)

its my 18th birthday today. 
made this in 5 hours after getting out of the icu a week ago

produced by me
guitar solo by me
recorded/mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(Isn’t life wonderful!?)

And I hate to fall to the war with self,
Man control yo self
Always looking for something to be wrong even when there’s no goddamn problem at all 
“Oh keep pushing through brother, you might as well deal with the pain, you’ll just get stronger anyway, It’s gonna be okay”
Well sure, then fuck this game me and countless others playing, 
Well, why don’t you stitch me up crochet?
And I have all these scars to say things like how I got em, 
“How the fuck did you breathe?” 
Oh bro, I didn't bother
Breathing was venting and I never just let myself be fucking fostered
That’s why I struggled with the fucking mental doctor
Too stubborn for therapy and 
I’ve been the same weight for four years with a fear to eat, not supply. 
Weigh 125 (LBS)
And I might take some amphetamines just to give me a better reason to say that I need help, ugh

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh, way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?

“911, what’s your emergency?”
Agh, agh,
“Oh I feel like I’m gonna fucking hurt myself!”
“Calm down sir it’s gonna be okay,”
It’s gonna be okay!?
No it’s fucking not
Cops take me to the fucking ICU
Now I rot on top of a fucking hospital bed
While you just fucking living not knowing what I’ve almost done
And you wont know

You wont ever know
But why’d I make it this far to throw away all I sewed?
“Oh he was packed with talent”
Oh, but you don't get it though 
Being good at something comes with a malice-filled price 
You either give and you get and/or you give and you're met with the in-equal shares of bets you cant even make with yourself,
Cant wait to say fuck it and just off myself
Don't want attention but this a fucking cry for help

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go? 
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(What have I done?)

ISNT LIFE WONDERFUL?!?
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
WHERE DO I GO?
I DON’T KNOW
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
HELP!
ISN’T-ISN’T LIFE-ISN’T LIFE WONDERFUL?!?

ICU, i see you

ICU, I See You

produced by BEEF DREW
mixed by ABI
cover art by LICH

TRACKING THE DIAMOND AMPHISBAENIAN THROUGH THE RUINS OF THE FORBIDDEN CRYPT, WHY HAS IT NESTED HERE?

addicted to fuchsia scented pancakes

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