w/ @blackwinterwells
prod me
mixed by me & wells
cover by me

reliant +blackwinterwells

prod and mastered by @yashio20k, ily yash
ty @zixdown @twentyfifth @whyhaze and @ilymaiko for hopping on <33

lyrics:
@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

@zixdown:
u told me u would stay 
can’t bare 2 look away now
it’s every single day
u turn around i’m falling down ://
i keep trying but i can’t reach the top
i get tired of talking cus u jst cut me off..
i can’t face this situation
my hearts racing
i can’t make it, my loves always wasted
u jst fake it tryna make it seem real
& i can’t take this, tell me what’s the point?
i can’t heal

@twentyfifth:
tell me whats the point of it all
if all u do is jus fold
ur afraid of where we can go
i said i kinda feel u but yo
i dont play w my words
so dont expect me 2 lie
and my heart was so cold
they said its never too late to try
thats what i did exactly n gave u my heart
now i hope we can find the peace of us
i cant stand it when u treat me like im nothing
dont wna lose it, everything tht weve been plotting

@whyhaze:
i dont wna lose you
thought that was clear
got u by my side baby wont u come here
for now
got ur hand up on my chest grab it
rip it out
it feels like somethings useless
wanna hear me shout
from pain
crying standin in the rain
i feel insane
jus tell me im okay
even if its not ill stay with you wont matter anyway
ill find an escape
grab my hand lets run away

@ilymaiko:
cut me..n bleed me out x_x (scenegirlclique)
u r all tht i have..dont leave me now
i dont have a system..i jus cry out loud
n im fading out..i cant take it now
leave me u leave me2bleed
i hate it i fall 2 my knees
u take it all from me
u want my life? jus take it pls
im falling slowly
cant even fall asleep
u took it all from me
n it hurts awfully

@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

falling slowly +zixdown x twentyfifth x whyhaze x luvlullaby (yashio)

@owtiss
original @domerrz [https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/iknowuhateme]

reprod meeee (i like daria sounds)
*mwah*

so i guess its just the way its meant to be
got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

lately ive been thinking ive been drinking
losing sleep all over this
the walls r closing
my mind burdened
wish I could get out of this
didnt want to lose her love
I feel dumb
didnt wanna lose someone when I had lost so much

#iknowuhateme [cover]

i hate getting on yt beats but us an da beat 2 hard...so here's a lil sum wit da gang! prod. @haveonlyonechance 
w/ @nvrfallen + @ilyexotic | @yureiclub
lyrics:
samara:
You know I spent it all at fendi 🤑
I don’t need ur fucking racks lil bitch I got plenty 💰
Talking all that shit tryna end me ☠️
Shot him in his fucking face and no it’s not a semi 😏
I’m with the bros bringing pack in 🍃
That money we is stacking 💸
you don’t have a gun ur lacking 😆
You need to check the facts bitch 📋
I got blood on my shoes now 🩸
You know I stabbed like the whole town 🔪
You don’t need ur backup u just need to stand down. 😈

nvrfallen:
everything is getting worse
and lately ive been living like a curse
and i feel like u jus put me in a hearse
no matter wut i do im always first
cuz im up now, yurei up now
pullin up,, btch im up now
focusing on yurei yea tht is my only goal  now
w/ jade + zotic yh we'll nvr fold out

eczotic:
i jus got mor bands
i jus got mor guap
i got diamond pants
yo btch gimme top
in a wraith 
not inna lam
yea u is a fukin bluff
yea u is a fukin fan
yea u is not where I am
yea u is not gettin bands
ion think u wanna catch these hands
ion think u rly understand.

gotta luv that d0llywood1 reference lmao

stand down w/ nvrfallen + eczotic (tenoji!)

29/10/23
prolly my best song so far
art by pikachu_dubstep on twitter!!
@k4rson too swaggy
ty @decago @1akura @resolve1k for the prod yall hella cracked
enjoy :)
update: TYSM FOR 2K PLAYS IN 6 DAYS YALL ARE CRAZY LMAO

lyrics:

@fabs4k
(i dont wanna talk to u any more)
(gave u everything and u still want more)
(been feelin down like my heads been on the floor)
(need a step away so im closin the door)

like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

@k4rson
she dont want me anymore
she gon hit my dms but u know i ignore it
fast car, floor it
track hawk roaring
raris, foreigns
she too borin

getting to my bag only thing that is important
bitches super bad so u know that they imported
beamer go fast yea i put that shit in touring
fill my cup so i wont wake up in the morning

@fabs4k
like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

yea, i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

dumb +karson (decago + akura + inno)

on spotify now:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5K6aUkW34bE8FbDEQQgNQ0?si=09d404bff223409a

@k4rson + @owtiss
prod. @yashio20k + @neohnq

[karson]
u dont seem to notice what you do to me
i cant seem to focus ive been losing sleep
i guess you dont know but ur all i need
i know i fucked it up, my apologies
i ruined it again
i dont want this to end
ur all that i want
just get out of my head
we used to get along
its something we can mend
just tell me what went wrong
i know u want me dead(x2)

[owtiss]
i can never focus
it keeps getting worse
my heart's tight in my chest
i feel like it's gonna burst
just wait here for a moment
u just never learn
is my heart really frozen?
it feels like i've been cursed..

so let me die first
at least you won't have to worry!
ill remember your words
everyday that im hurting :(
was all my love still not enough?
i dont ill keep this up for long

notice - karson + owtiss

nobody knows w/ phreyla & riv (kyoa)

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

-------------------------------------

choking w/ tores (me)

@pw4prez @arid @huntyomg @remedysnuts

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

@pw4prez 
she said i cant be perfect
baby can u tell me im worth it
we in the SUV , swervin
me and rico in the cut like a surgeon
i cant do no wrong
put the pain in my palm
even when im gone, she gon be singing my songs
i cant go with u, i cant fw u 
its a remedy, when you're with me i can't lose:)

@arid
yea would u love me with ur eyes closed
reaching still not breathing
on the edge saying that u would take it slow
i dont think i wanna feel it now
all my wounds here they got deeper how
on the right hand i wanna see u now
walk another mile just to see u cowl
left it all behind like a hand me down

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

imperfect +sochi & arid (sochi x hunty)

"deserve this" produced by @prod_acu @prodpawl4k & @azami37

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(Lyrics)
I’m so cold, alone 
I don’t feel like I have grown
The parts I hate about myself are making themselves known 
I can’t fold, I won’t
I can’t turn off the phone
When I look into the mirror it’s like all my flaws are shown  
What did I do to deserve what I’ve been through?
Need an answer, cause I put my trust in you.
Is it over for me too?
I wish I knew
Cause I don’t and I have no clue
Need an answer, cause I have to find what’s true
Is there hope for something new?

All the pain and misery
Is this what you want for me?
tried so hard to push through stress so much I had to grit my teeth
All the strain and history
Sometimes I can’t even breathe
Went too far and did my best but in the end what do I see?
Nothing at all
I came all this way just to fall
So much I could say, I just wait and rot away
Do you hear my call?

deserve this (acu + pawl4k + azami)

Balance

Back 2 Uu dropping soon <3
@remedysnuts
@afterstoryx
@1straycats
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guns.lol/1akura

falling slowly +zixdown x twentyfifth x whyhaze x luvlullaby (yashio)

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