thank yall for 100, as a gift, I will be giving you a single for my ep that I am working on :D
have a wonderful day <3


And I'm runnin out of time now
k-keep it all insidee
can't show how I feel
see u burnin in the distance I can't hold still
I can't let em win
but I know it's overkill
n the way u look at each other terrifies me </3
but I cant say a thing without you just despising me
I kno u kno how I feel 
it won't change a damn thing 
n now the stars r aligned
for u to be without me :(

(chorus!!)
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough 
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough

your eyes glisten with hatee
I cant stand my fucking self so you're looking away
it's my bad
n every waking moment of day
my <33 breaks down
pls tell me it'll last
til I met u baby I was hangin by a thread
then u came into my life when I had no one left
no that I can't find no1 else as good as you
I need you to stay I need you to stayy (kid laroi reference lmao)

(chorus again lolol)

the way you look at him terrifies me (lino x diligence)

im sorry i havent dropped ina while but heres me and @k4rson :)
finally dropped a self prod YAY also ty @rewind214 for the mel ily

when i say that im okay, im not
i take another step knowing inside i rot
my tears are falling down but i act like strong
n my only way to cope is thru writing all these songs
(hopin that u sing along)
sometimes i wonder do you even think of me
how could u hurt me i thought we were on a team
was everything in my head, was it make believe?
but now ik not everything is what it seems

and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

@k4rson:
i feel a different type of hurt tho
you would never listen to my words
tried to break my heart, you're not the first ho
you ripped me apart, don't know why it hurts 

cuz i thought i was used to it
but i can't do this without you
i can't get used to this 
you can cry, you're allowed to 
so overwhelmed that i can't breathe 
i need new eyes so i can see

me:
and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

struggle to breathe +karson (rewind, akura)

everything by me
ft @mental ~

lyrics: 
gotta get my self up
knock me down this not love
why do you hate me so much
still dont have a clue what i did
but i know i was there for you

and this life shits tearin me apart day by day
n i dont know how to survive ill find a way
yea im sick and tired
i cant find myself
ye i know ill find a way 
stick it out anotha dayy

thought u loved me
told me youd be there that u got me
blinded by ur lies now i cant see
why we always gotta fight 
no we cant agree
thought u loved me

@mental
i thought u loved me i guess that i was wrong
i thought i loved u when i was in ur arms
its been days since i cried the feelings gone
moving on but it feels so wrong
n when i saw it i couldnt close my eyes
i wanted nothing more than to disappear and die
can u save me cuz i cant save a life
1 more time
ill be living in my mind
scared that ur fine
im so scared all the time
wait for the sky
im preparing to fight
scared of the lies
ima wait for the night
make me try till i fell alright (thought u loved me)
till i fell alright (now i cant see)
till i fell alright 
till i fell alright
till i fell alright

me:
gotta get my self up
knock me down this not love
why do you hate me so much
still dont have a clue what i did
but i know i was there for you

and this life shits tearin me apart day by day
n i dont know how to survive ill find a way
yea im sick and tired
i cant find myself
ye i know ill find a way 
stick it out anotha dayy

thought u loved me
told me youd be there that u got me
blinded by ur lies now i cant see
why we always gotta fight 
no we cant agree
thought u loved me

thought you loved me +mental (akura)

weird tempo issue goin on after i pitched up vocals and beat separately. oops

lyrics

act like strangers - passers by
and put on that face - a crude disguise
yeah say that you’re mine
as if you talked… you drew a line

and i wouldnt at all care
if i could look away from you elsewhere
trap me in your false embrace
and hear your voice i can’t replace

leave me alone i won't tell you again
u drive me insane
my heart in your hands 
won't obey to your plans

remember now the days that went by
you told us, you told me how we could fly high
look back at the past and, and it's over 
lost, and gone forever

strangers (sensuku)

prod me. lyrics below.

isnt it my fault, that i said what i said when
you don't wanna call, give your side of the past ten days
and i'm all ears baby, just a last chance
really wanna make it right, this is not okay
and i'm all yours baby, there's a place in my heart
and i'm always drawn to the worst set of cards
cause i'm always trying to become what i'm not
cause i'm always trying to become what you want

i'll be the scapegoat for everything
baby put the blame on me, every bit
and i'll change what i need to become what you need now
in a cage and i bleed, you're the one with the keys now
there's a place in my dreams we can meet when you reach out
will you take what you need, cause i see that i need you
i need you bad, more than that, i need you back,
i've been a mess, you knew that, and still you left
do you think about me, way i'm thinking about you?
do you sink without me, way i'm sinking without you?
do you talk about me, way i'm running my mouth too, 
cause you're all i amount to, am i out for the count too?

isnt it my fault, that i said what i said when
you don't wanna call, give your side of the past ten days
and i'm all ears baby, just a last chance
really wanna make it right, this is not okay
and i'm all yours baby, there's a place in my heart
and i'm always drawn to the worst set of cards
cause i'm always trying to become what i'm not
cause i'm always trying to become what you want
[x2]

what you want

Hello April! We're still alive!

@remiliaxd
@fabs4k
@prodarisu
@jichuuu

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@remiliaxd :

now i gotta go again
i don't need no problems
save it for the end
and i hope that we can solve 'em

run away again
meet up at the garden where we'll lockdown
it's so quiet, hear my heartbeat, feel my heart pound

okay baby take my hand, don't let it go
you're the only one i trust, when i'm walking through the snow
oh, let it go, i promise i'll let you know
let you in on my reality where we can take it slow

oh oh oh
love you for who you are
slowly dancing under stars
i feel so safe now that i know that's who you are
baby take me in your arms
baby never let us part, oh

it's for you, it's for you, it's for you
yeah all you, all you, all you
show my love and prove it's true
baby show me something new
i would give my all for you
it's for you, it's for you


@fabs4k :

yea i wake up feelin lovely
yea i'm with the bros we sit down, we feelin comfy (@1aprilshowers)
it's our happy day, yea i'm posted with my buddies
she callin me a klutz, i jus end up feelin clumsy, yea yea

gonna strike a pose like we're gonna take a flick, yea
capturin the moment yea it only takes a click, yea
she said that she love me, now my heart be racing quick, yea
she said she been hinting, now it hit me like a brick, yea

i don't wanna hurt u
ur so sweet like honey, i cannot desert u
yea u know i can't desert u
desert u, yea yea yea

the garden +remilia, fabs (arisu x jichu)

@44cvpid
@1akura
@rewind214

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0bc0nLwhsgDXXNOoDLeAGi?si=dbedb10a8b6741d7

@itsevvie
when u left I lost a part of me
i gave u all my love for free
i can’t go on I feel empty
it’s hurting me you’re hurting me
how could u just go walk out and leave?
when I told u you were the one I need
don’t waste my time
pls girl don’t lie uh
give me a sign :/

@44cvpid
please just give me a sign 
i just wanna make you mine 
why wasting all my time? 
just call, you know i won’t decline. 
cause you’re my everything, we’re meant to be 
i’m made for you, you’re made for me 
i’ve given you my heart for free 
so don’t you leave, i’ll love you endlessly

give me a sign w/ cvpidd4 (akura + rewind)

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

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choking w/ tores (me)

missile

MANCERA PROD CHAOSYSL

fast and furious ft ivtag (trashboat)

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@afterstoryx
@1straycats
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struggle to breathe +karson (rewind, akura)

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