prod me

shoutout @kamzze for hopping on the song

(chbv)
i tell u my lies and ill never know it’s right
ur always by my side and ur never tryna hide
are u down for this ride? cuz if u are then so am i
we’re driving on the road and every time i feel alive
life has all these obstacles, ill die or have a stroke
im living my dreams and u aren’t here to give me hope
i dont need a therapist, i promise i dont cope
i can see you from a distance i feel so alone

running from a distance i can see it in ur eyes
i been working my ass off, ive been so preoccupied
i pretend that i dont see you cuz im living not to bribe
ill forget our entire past and move on with my life
blood is leaking through the floorboards, am i scared to die?
ill see you talking with him you know i dont mean to pry
i know a way out of this it’s never too late to try
im harboring these feelings and then you told me goodbye
WANNA WAKE UP NEXT TO U BUT I JUST HEARD GOODNIGHT
I DONT WANNA TALK AND IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO FIGHT
I KNOW YOU WERE MESSING WITH ME YOU WERENT ALWAYS MINE
I GUESS ONLY TIME WILL TELL BUT I DONT HAVE TIME TO CRY

(cherry)
i tell u my lies and i will never know its right
always by my side n u never tryna hide
r u down for this ride? cuz if you are then so am i
drivin on the road every time i feel so alive
ill die or have a stroke
ur not here for my hope
i promise i dont cope
here i feel alone (so alone)

forget all my times i spend with u
i dont give a shit cuz i hate you!
omg i hate that new song
i dont wanna love but its so hard
hold me its all the pain in my heart
but you know me i could never go n fix it 
and the old me could tell u that i really cared
all that rlly fuckin up my new hair
all black fit in the middle of juLY

HOODIE ON MY BACK AND I TOLD U I WOULD DIE
FROM THIS FUCKIN HEAT BUT IT DOESNT MAKE A DIFFERENCE
SITTIN AT THE WATER AND MY LEGS STARTED TO TWITCH AND
AND I DONT FEEL SAFE AROUND U ANYMORE
IF EVERYONE AT THIS PARTY TURNED INTO AN ANIMAL 
U WOULD STAY THE FUCKIN SAME
STAY THE FUCK AWAY
YOU SHOULD TELL UR FRIENDS  THAT YOU JUST FORGOT MY NAME

harbor w/ cherry

prod. wyfy

all plats: https://open.spotify.com/track/1ocbf90raOOI0sUSvuUWtn

spotify:

im diggin words in the sand
diggin words in the sand
the stick is scratching up my hand
oh
it all feels for naught 
it all feels for naught 
i'm scared of getting caught
ah
i dont know what they'll do
if they see i'm part of you
if they see i'm part of you
who?
i dont know what they'll do
if they see i'm part of you
if they see i'm part of you
who?

i'm grasping at the straws of whats left
and its leaving a hole in my chest
there is no going back to whats done
is it okay to miss what once was?

(wyfy & friends)

(its so hard to face it)
(these things aint the same and)
(oh how it hurts)
(oh how it hurts)

its so hard to face it
these things aint the same and
oh how it hurts
oh how it hurts
im doing all i can
i know that i miss it
so clueless,
dismissive

@solrisyours:
summer's over, it's autumn now
your leaves fall and i'm so proud
of who you've become
of places you'll go
of ppl you'll meet and everyone you love most

wyfy & sol:
going outside just doesnt feel the same
its the same old noises fogging up my brain
in whatever form it takes, it'll be there for a while
hope when alls on your shoulders you'll still have the strength to smile

(going outside just doesnt feel the same)
(its the same old noises fogging up my brain)
(in whatever form it takes, it'll be there for a while)
(hope when alls on your shoulders you'll still have the strength to smile)

evocative (feat. sol)

produced by neverforever

"It took me so long to do so many important things. It's just hard to accept that I spent so many years being less happy than I could have been."

(absent)
i don't know if i'm deserving of love
people praise me but i think that they're wrong
at the end of the day i'm alone in my bed
on my knees praying to God

and i don't want sound like a maniac
i just don't want to be ashamed
when i'm talking about my savior
thanks to him i'm no longer afraid

"jim i called off my wedding because of you (absent)
and now we're not even friends
and things are just, like- weird between us
and that sucks- and i miss you
you were my best friend before you went to stamford
and i really miss you
there were a lot of reasons to call off my wedding
but the truth is- 
i didn't care about any of those reasons until i met you."

i am anxious i won't find a soul
who will tell me when i'm doing wrong
and i guess i just want her to hear me
guess that's why i am making this song
(absent)

savior [neverforever]

prod. hollowprpl

lyrics:
clipping in and out
turn the gain up need to get it loud
oh we're gaming
oh my god the drop's about to
come i know it's happening
soon i cannot give it up i
spent so much just trying to make you comfy
i come back in one piece
if we see eye to eye then we don't got no problem
if it's just a trick then i've already fallen
swept up by the undercurrent
scrape off one more wish
but i know it's a long way back to the beach
i don't know how long it's been
could i be affixed or am i bound to be eclipsed
crying in the papasan
i dont wanna call it that aint me
i should test it on my self
i'll be falling in the screen
red blobs
trained like pavlov
cut that neural path off
severed, bandsaw
oh it weighs on my body
i'm a damn fraud
so they say inside the generator
that ones just for me
later on i'll clean up
i don't wanna be a 
nuisance 
a burden
so i do it'
i just go in
i do not think
i just let the words spit out my noggin

generator (hollowprpl)

the first and only song my grandmother has heard of mine. i love you gramma, it's okay to let go.

(sol)
and i know we'll both go where we don't wanna go
we could take our time, we'll take the longer road
you're all i need, you'll be my only home
closer to me, i'll never let you go

(daywatch)
i held those papers and lit them up
just to show you i'm not one to hide it
who told you, told you i'm like this
i swear to god that they're all wrong
by chance, by chance do you happen to know
when you lost your glow
the weeks fade and change on their own
ain't it fun to count as they go

(siah)
got your name on my arm
can you hear me now
when the lights go dark
every word that you muttered
to me my god
yeah the stars came out
still cant believe the way
that you peaked my interest
do you know how you make me feel
(ah)
when im with you my girl
theres no better feeling
so i know that this is for real
(ah)
(ah)
(mmm)

(daywatch)
this is for real, i feel it deep in my core
this is for real, my skin gets soft when there's love
this is for real, i don't get out less there's reason too
spend all my time loving you, one day we'll be apart
and everything you say will blow up on me
whether i should do it right or like me
i only get one shot at you

(sol)
and i'm scared that i might mess it up
i've given you my heart so can i get your love?
has my chance run out?
am i hung to dry?
i've stayed devout
can i be yours tonight?
can't go without
someone with those eyes
oh beautiful thing, will you be mine?

(siah)
without you i feel soulless
heartbroken
the days go slow when your not here
then the pain it grows more in your absence
cause your not home
let me bring you home
bring you home

home

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/slow-dancing-with-tuff-guys?si=e31a723459764bac9f2c05038d9c3c24&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

slow dancing with tuff guys *cover* (sorrowbringer)

Ein sehr ehrlicher Song über Hoffnung, Verlust und die Ohnmacht, wenn ein gemeinsamer Traum plötzlich zerbricht. Zwischen Schmerz, Zweifel und leiser Zuversicht erzählt der Track davon, wie wichtig es ist darüber zu sprechen und trotz allem weiter nach vorne zu schauen.
- Schwabinger Mozart

089 S/W

Wach auf

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
lyrics:

my patience runs thin
my doubts start to creep in
this town feels cold
like it wants my soul
and my friends have split
i barely give a shit
i was always on my own
not one sound from the phone

i feel getting closer
i can feel it deep inside my bones
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can
whenever you're not around
i talk to myself like a ghost
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

and i
hand me a pair of scissors
so i can cut my heart out
my heart out
beggin to die
cut me open
just to prove
not the monster you once knew
and the lies
peeled my skin
waste my youth
frizzy hair
and a rotten tooth

by now there's moss on the wall
powerlines fell down, no calls
it smells like mildew
blood on the carpet, it came from you

oh the guilt towers so tall
wishing my brain will just thaw
oh I'm afraid of you
of what you have the power to do

menacingly walking out the fog
she says to herself "like wtf"
oh ill happily die on this hill
till my blood grows cold from the chill
in my two hands, equipped with a club
go to her safe place, at the pub
gun got a nose and its a snub
you gave me a look like you wanna run

moss

produced by bowsa
picture by @dreich_squirrel

lyrics:
don't talk i want to pretend that i know what you want
i hate when you scream, it's a little extreme, you know that i'm soft
you're mad again, i feel it through your texts
i want to leave your sight but i'm too scared
i feel like i don't belong
in this society
people telling me how to live my life
it's killing me
i don't want to pretend
that i like anyone
i got a bunch of friends
don't need another one
used to dream of a girl
and some romance
but every time i get what i want
it all goes down
guess i wouldn't mind trying one last time
but i feel like i'm just wasting my life
(you're sick!)

Unsent Drafts Never Sleep (remastered)

cover art by @houcii

lyrics

i'm writing now a different story
but i can't spoil the story
you're gonna have to a wait couple years to get right up on me
you should have seen my heart 'coz when it rained it poured
there was nothing left to give but i had plenty stored

alright, every time you sigh
know you get to drifting 
trust me it's gonna be alright 
hugging on air
wishing you could skip the night
i'm not there so i just know whats on my mind

i've seen many faces not quite one that would change my life
i can't just forget, not this time
made me skip a couple beats 'coz i was on my course
there was another force
i'd give you my life of course

just didn't think it could save me
i couldn't spare don't blame me
i couldn't spare don't blame me
all of the heart i'm sorry
you know my soul was starving
...

i can't just forget 
rolling around in mud while i'm pulling out my hair
i know that you are scared and i am too
but i don't think it's the same with this view

hold you up in the mirror, think i'm losing it
girl these thoughts pile up and get confusing
i couldn't picture me making it make sense in the world
...

i thought i lost a couple years you gave it back to me
it floated straight in to my palm like it was meant to be
it floated softly i opened gently
it didn't rush but i felt it plenty

xel

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